Chapter 5 of Save Me enjoy!

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This is a very short chapter, but I needed to put something together for you guys.

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"Justin, my mother, and her boyfriends did this to me. She will hit me when her boyfriends will leave her. Her boyfriends raped me repeatedly, she.. she never believed me. She actually thought I liked her old boyfriends so much that I would have sex with them. She was that's sick of a person at times." I started off telling him.

There's no going back

"I- I didn't have my mother around as much. She was either smoking and drinking or having sex with her boyfriends. I had to take care of myself, I had to get a job in order to buy food and things I needed. I couldn't have friends let alone talk to them because they would want to come over then they will find out about my abuse and tell someone."

"When I had to do my project with Lewis I had to go to a library I couldn't risk going home, he couldn't see the dump. In my house, there were beer bottles everywhere the smell of weed lingered around in the air every day. I couldn't call where I lived in my home it never felt right and it will never feel right."

"You Justin have a home where you love to go to, you have both of your parents that love you. They don't call you names, abuse you or anything, you have a lovely sister who you probably get along with, I never had that. I never had a family."

"I just want to forget about my past in Jersey. I want to go to school, focus on my life as a teenager should, I want to have friends just have a life that I don't want to run from." I told him.

"Fuck Isa, I'm so sorry that happened to you. You shouldn't have gone through any of that no one does. I won't tell anyone because that's not my place to tell but you should tell them you can't hold it in for that long."

"I promise you from this moment on you will live your life like a teenager should," Justin spoke.

"Pinky promise?" I asked.

"Pinky promise."He said offering his pinkie to seal the deal.

I hope this promise doesn't break.

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I got released from the hospital early in the afternoon I finally got back to the house, the smell of hospitals wasn't my favorite.

Justin picked me up because his parents were at work and he took me back to his parents' house.

Well, they are my parents too right?

Well, my father is since he is my biological father.

We got to the house and I went straight to the kitchen and got food, real food not some nasty ass hospital food.

Later that day we were all in the living room going to watch a movie before bed.

The doorbell ranged, as I opened the door I saw the last person I expected to see.

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Cliffhanger again hehe ;)

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I opened the door to see...

My mother

What the hell?

Why was she here?

"Aww look at you looking all happy thinking you actually think you have people here who like you. Let me just tell you something they don't want you here. I got a call from Rob saying he wants you to leave. We are going back to Jersey sweet pea." She said releasing a loud laugh.

Rob called?

They don't want me here?

Then why are they being so kind to me?

Was this all an act?

"Isa sweetie who's at the door?" Sam called out from the living room.

"M-my, mom," I called out and I heard Sam's footsteps quickly walking to the front door.

"Why are you here Julie?" Sam said gently pushing me to the side so she's in front of me and I'm behind her.

"I came to get my sweet daughter back, Sam. After all, she is my daughter. The house is so empty, I'm all alone, I miss her," My mother said looking behind Sam sending me a smile.

Does she really miss me?

No, she doesn't

That's a fucking joke

She's a fucking joke

"Oh, I'm not going to live in that hell house of yours, mother I'm good here. I don't want to leave. I'll go anywhere else, a shelter even if no one wants me here" I told her looking at her then at Sam who looked confused.

"They don't want you here Isabela don't you understand that? I want you to come home," my mother said. 

"I'm not going back there. Every night abusing me and your boyfriends raping me. I'm not going that will be the last place on earth I would want to be. I don't feel safe there I never did," I told her loudly. I heard Sam gasp when I finished talking. I heard more people come to the front door to see what was going on.

I didn't care that they were all gathering around to see me arguing with my mother. I was not going back there.

Never in a million years

I would rather die than ever go there

"Don't you remember calling me a slut or a worthless bitch," I said to her refreshing her memory. I was losing my temper, there was no more holding back anymore. Years of holding everything in and now it was being all released.

"You never believed me when I told you your boyfriends were raping me when you weren't there." I continued yelling. Sam had moved away from me so I had a clear view of my mother.

"I had to take care of myself my whole life so don't come here looking for me or telling me I'm going back to that house so I can get a job and pay your bills, and with the rest of my money you can buy your drugs. It's not happening. Because I'm sick of you, you took my whole life from me. No friends at all, I couldn't hang out with people or anything I had no life there,"

"If Rob and Sam don't want me here, then I'll leave. I'll pack my stuff right now and I'll leave. I haven't gotten attached to anyone yet, I have my own money I've been saving for years in my savings account, I can live on my own. I never ever want to see you ever again. Didn't you say you were sending me here and we will be far away from each other so why are you here wanting me to go back? Consider this a goodbye because after you leave we will never see each other again. I hate you!" I yelled at her.

I hate my mother

I hate her so much

She destroyed me

Those men broke me

I will never be the same girl again,

I am just a damaged broken girl in this world

A girl that will never find love or be loved

"I will never forgive you for what you did or your boy toys.-"

I couldn't finish my sentence because next thing I knew I slapped across the face and a punch flew to my head. The last thing I heard was a bunch of yelling. I woke up again in a familiar room.

The hospital

Seems like I'm going to be going back here a lot.

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