Chapter 12 of Save Me enjoy!

** WARNING- SENSITIVE SEXUAL THEMES AHEAD**

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So I guess you can say I am the happiest person on the earth at the moment since I found my mate.

"You see Isa he accepted us, his wolf is so nice Isa. I knew he will like my charm. I didn't tell you this so you wouldn't freak out but if Ryan didn't want us he could have rejected the both of us and that will have caused us a lot of pain, like even worse than the pain you have been through before." Violet said.

"What will have had happened?" I dared to ask.

"Well we will get him back of course by making him jealous, it works all the time, well sometimes." She said.

"Okay, well I'm glad he decided to be with us, but tell me more about mates, and when my first shift will be," I asked.

"Okay mates, you have one mate that is destined to be with you. He was as chosen to be your partner, he will be the one who will mark you and you do the same. Ryan will bite you near your neck it sounds painful and weird but that will show other wolfs you are taken. Then, comes the mating process you and Ryan will mate in other words make love, your scent will change completely letting others know you are officially taken and off the market."

"And your shift, well it's coming up you need to have Ryan by your side since he will be the only one who will make the pain subside and if you want maybe the rest of your family for moral support if you want and that's pretty much it. I will guide you through it all as time goes by I got to go, but I'll talk to you soon bye." Violet spoke.

"Bye, Violet."

I got ready the next morning with a pair of black leggings with a denim button-up rolled to my elbows a gray Beanie and a silver necklace and my brown dirty boots.

I headed downstairs to eat a bowl of cereal and met up with Justin and Emma by the door.

"So Isa." Justin started to say. "Are you a silver wolf?"
He finished asking.

"If I tell you please don't tell anyone." I pleaded to both of them. "I don't need anyone to know. Julie told me there are hunters looking for special wolfs like myself and it's dangerous but to answer your question yes I am a silver wolf."

"Oh my! That's so cool Isa! I wish I was one your wolf must be so pretty!" Emma said.

"I don't know how my wolf looks like," I told them looking out the window.

"You haven't shifted yet!" They both yelled out.

"No I haven't, and your screaming is not appreciated at this time of the morning," I told them.

"Sorry." They said at the same time.

"But you are a late shifter that's unusual," Justin said.

"My wolf told me I'm almost going to shift and I need someone with me especially Ryan."

"Aww young love." Emma gushed.

"Emma I barely know him, I feel a strong connection physically but I don't know him emotionally."

"I don't think he will want me as a mate if he knows I'm not a virgin, that I've been hit multiple times. He probably thinks I'm a weak mate then he will leave me," I told them speaking my mind.

We arrived at school when Justin locked all the car doors.

"He will not leave you, you need to understand that Isa. You are a virgin! You did not choose to lose your virginity to those filthy men. It was against your will, you're a special wolf, stronger than a alpha, and alphas are strong. If you use that voice you used yesterday night at dinner people will know your strengths. You didn't let Tori get to you, you stood up by yourself. You're not weak don't say that you've been through a lot and your still here. You are alive and breathing."

"That reminds me you have your first session today with Natalie." He told me.

"Ok and thanks, Justin," I told him appreciating his words.

"Don't thank me I was just telling you the truth," he said.

"Let's go or we are going to be late," Emma exclaimed smiling at both of us.

I waved goodbye to them as I headed to my locker and grabbed my sketchbook. I suddenly felt arms wrap around my stomach, and my skin felt tingly so I knew it was Ryan.

"Hey, Isa." He said giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey, Ryan what's up?" I asked casually ignoring the tingly feeling on my skin.

"Want to go to Yogurt Land after school with me and a couple of our friends?" Ryan asked.

"I will love too, but I can't I have to meet with someone after school today?" I said turning to him.

He looked disappointed and his eyes were changing to a pitch-black until they went back to their normal color. I really want to go but I can't miss this session.

"Maybe tomorrow Ryan?" I offered. "I can't tomorrow I have football practice he said smiling sadly. The bell rang and we started walking towards our class instead of talking we were just quiet ignoring everyone in the halls.

-Fast forward to after school-

I met up with Emma and Justin in the car and we made our way to Natalie's office. As they dropped me off and waved goodbye I couldn't help but think I'm actually going to talk about my experiences.

I went to the front desk and asked which office is Natalie's.

"Fifth room on your left side." The mild age lady replied smiling.

"Hello Isa, how are you?" Natalie asked when she opened the door and lead me to a couch.

"Hello Natalie, I'm doing fine, how about you?" I said with a small smile.

"I'm doing extremely awesome!" She said showing me her left hand that held a huge diamond ring.

"Wow, congratulations!" I said quite loudly.

It was a huge rock

"Aw thank you! Now we have to get started before we run out of time." She said starting the timer.

"I'm just going to ask you questions and you answer them and if you don't feel comfortable we can skip them for next time." She said softly.

"Okay," I replied sitting up straight in my seat.

"When did the abuse start taking place?" She asked right away straight to the point.

No small talk

No favorite color questions

Great

"On July 15th when I was five," I answered remembering that day as if it was just yesterday that it happened.

-Flashback-

"Mommy hurry I'm going to be late for Sofia's party," I yelled from the stairs not wanting to miss the birthday cake and the bounce house which she said she will have.

"Give me a second Isabela stop rushing me, I'm busy." My mommy yelled loudly from upstairs.

She was always busy when that man came around, she always ignored me and treated me different.

I went up the stairs and opened her bedroom door softly, to see my mommy sitting on top of the man bouncing up and down on him really fast while he touched my mommy's breast and kissed my mommy. They were both naked and they both made loud sounds.

"Mommy, what are you doing?" I asked. She turned to look at me with rage in her eyes but didn't stop bouncing.

"Go to your room Isabela I'm almost done," Mommy ordered harshly glaring at me as she kept bouncing. "Get your fucking daughter out of here. I thought you said she wasn't home." The man said grabbing ahold of my mom's neck turning her head back to him.

"I'll be right back Jason." She spoke kissing him on the lips and grabbing a shirt that was on the bed pulling it over her head.

As I ran to my room and sat on my bed I couldn't remove the image of her and the man, the look she gave me and the way she said my name.

full of hatred

"Isabela, you have been a very bad girl, it's time for your punishment," Mommy said to me while holding her leather belt in her hand moving closer to me.

I didn't get to go to Sofia's party that day. I was to busy trying to stop crying with the 10 hard hits I got from mom on my butt and my legs.

"What type of abuse was it?" Natalie asked.

"At first it was just physical with the belt and her hand, then as time went on it was verbal and then it became very physical," I responded.

"What was the worst-hit or anything that happened that you remember that is hard to erase?" She asked.

"When Jason took my virginity," I said already getting tears in my eyes.

"Do you think you can tell me about it without leaving anything out? Only if you are comfortable."

"I was only 15 at the time, he was Julie's boyfriend at the time. His name was Jason. He came over to hang out with Julie and do what they do best get drunk and high then have sex. She had to make a quick run to the supermarket so she can cook for him. I was always in my room with my door locked but that day I forgot to lock it. When she left he came up to my room where I was and he forced me to lie down on my bed. I tried to get away I tried screaming hoping someone will hear me but no one heard me. He laid his body over mine and he covered my mouth with his hand so I did the only thing I could do and I bit him. He yelled loudly at me then he slapped me across my face I remember the burning sensation it left. He um- unbuckled his pants and stepped out of them and then unbutton mine and tried to pull them down but I kept my legs together but that made him even angrier. He put on a condom that was in his back pocket. He then ripped my shirt and grabbed my breast harshly through my bra. I remember his hands left bruises there. So many dark purple bruises. He then started kissing me all over my body, he tugged on my bra straps an- and took one of my breasts into his mouth and started biting harshly on them. He then proceeded to remove my underwear and started touching me down there very angrily and hungrily like, like this was something he had wanted to do for a long time. He then went down on me and started kissing me down there and I did moan but not because I liked it I swear-"

"Your body will naturally react to that Isa, that is totally normal. Even if you did not like it, it is just the way we react to these situations." Natalie said stopping me before I continued.

While he was down there I did not notice that he put on the condom. He then forced some of his fingers in me and then quickly removed them and slammed his penis into me. It hurt so bad." I said remembering the pain he caused me.

"I kept screaming in pain, it was unbearable pain. But he kept going at it without stopping slamming his body into mine as he played with my breast and pulled my hair. He was like a wild animal. He did not feel any regret he only felt pleasure even with my cries filling in the room. He looked at me in the eyes and smiled as he kept going into me. When I finally thought it was over he pulled out of me and removed the condom and forced me to take him in my mouth. And once I again I wanted this to be over so I bit him, and I did not learn my lesson the first time so he slapped me again. A few minutes later we heard the front door open and he pulled out of me and left while buckling his pants and left my room but not before he smiled at me and saying 'he could not wait for the next time we can have some fun' he picked up the condom he used and threw it at my face and smiled that hideous smile that I can never forget." I told her crying.

"I couldn't move I felt so nasty. I took a very long shower scrubbing until my skin was red but I can't forget it as much as I try to I just can't." I said crying even harder now. Natalie got up and wrapped one arm around me trying to comfort me. She kept rocking me back and forth repeating I'm sorry that happened to you.

"I also heard what happened to your mother, how did you take that?" She asked. "Well to be completely honest I don't know how to react. I don't know if I should be upset or happy? She is the reason why I'm messed up and been through everything I have been through. But I know she had problems so I don't know what to feel."

"That is normal to feel that way. With time though you will heal, talking to someone will help you speed up that process. And I just want you to know that there is nothing wrong with you going out and seeking someone's help or accepting someone's help." 

"And how is it going now that you moved here?" She asked softly trying to change the subject.

"Well I'm making friends, I found my ma-."

She probably isn't a werewolf, I almost let it spill.

"For one I got myself a boyfriend he's pretty nice trying to get to know him and Julie she committed suicide."

"You found your mate who is he?" she said not minding my last statement but she sounded extremely happy.

"Ryan," I answered.

"Ryan, as in Ryan Night?" She asked wide-eyed

"Yes," I answered.

"No way that's my brother!" she exclaimed.

Holy Smokes

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Authors Note

And there you have it chapter 12! What do you think of Isa's dark past? 

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