Chapter 1 of Save Me enjoy!

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❥❥❥❥Save Me ❥❥❥❥

"Help me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, crying for help but she kept on hitting me.

Punches and whips were thrown my way repeatedly by my own blood relative, the person who brought me into this world, my sad excuse of a mother.

"Shut up you slut that's all you are! You are nothing and will never mean a single damn to anyone in this world!" She yelled hitting me once again, this time on my back with her cheap brown leather belt which made me cry even harder.

"Mom please stop, I swear I'm telling you the truth the raped me. You have to, believe me, he raped me, and he wasn't the first one. I'm been trying to tell you but you have never believed me!" I said loudly as something flashed in her eyes before there went back to angry eyes.

Those eyes haunt me even in my sleep

Those eyes hold so much darkness in them

So much evil in them

"Believe mom. Mom?" I called out to her trying to gain her attention once again but I should've known better to not call her mom. It was my mistake to call her that, the word that many mothers want their child to call them.

"Don't call me that you ungrateful bitch, never call me that! I may have given birth to you but I will never be your mother. Being a mother to a low life bitch is and will never be on my duty list." She said slapping her hand across my face, which I'm sure is going to leave a red handprint that I will have to hide with some makeup.

She gave me a dirty look and went to go give me another slap when I flinched and shield my face and moved to the corner of my bed. She finally gave up and walked out of my room.

I have an abusive mother and her boyfriend, well her boy toys of the week rapes me all the time and when I tell her she hits me calling me all these names who don't even describe me. I don't know how you can even hit your own daughter or son, I never understood that logic.

If you were going to cause so much harm to them why have them in the first place?

Why bring them into a world already filled with evil and cause them to hate life?

You can probably guess that I don't have many or if in that manner any friends because they can't come close to me. If they do they will probably find out I am a victim that is abused at home and have been raped multiple times. I am lucky enough that it never came to a point like that because I've always stopped those friendships.

It gets very lonely having no friends, everyone needs someone in their life they can talk to. I've tried to go to the police several times but the only thing holding me back is the fact I have no family that I know of all of my moms family is gone and my father is a mystery, he left before I was born.

I don't know what in the world I have done to deserve this. Why was I even born in the first place? With every hit I get I'm losing energy that I barely have already and I'm going to end up dying one day so what's the point of me being alive.

I know we were put on this earth to live life but what is life?

I've been living in a different part of earth mine is called hell.

Monday came along and I found myself in History finding out we have to do a project and we have partners, which is just great, it couldn't get any better than this. I hope you can sense my sarcasm.

I knew this wasn't going to be good. You will think I'm failing all my classes since I'm being abused and raped multiple times, so I can't think right, but that's wrong. Its the total opposite really, I'm one of the smartest people in my grade, but my mother never thought that was impressive. Maybe if I buy her some medications to get high she will be proud of me. I found out my partner was Lewis when the teacher was announcing all the pairs.  I've talked to Lewis a couple of times in my Anatomy class when I didn't understand something but that's all, he seems nice but I don't trust him with anything.

I don't know if I can do this, sometimes I wonder why does my life had to be so complicated, peaceful life with two caring parents would be great, but even if it was only one caring parent that will be great too.

The bell rang reminding all of us it's time to go to our next class. I was the first one out the door since my seat was right next to it. I heard my name being called over and over but I ignored it like every other time someone called out to me when I ended friendships. But this time it didn't stop they kept calling me, usually, they get tired of trying and stopped talking to me."Isa, Isa!" I finally stopped and saw it was Lewis, he has very dark shaded green eyes that you can fall for, a very tone body that anyone can admire from afar but there was always something different about him from the rest of the boy population in our school, he gave me a weird vibe, a very weird one.

Don't get too close to people Isa, especially if they are attractive and have a nice personality, because you would end up liking them and they will then find out what goes on at home and tell someone or will end up leaving just like everyone did especially my dad he left me with a sick bitch that I have to call my mother. I reminded myself.

Lewis caught up to me. "Damn you walk really fast Isa ], hey you may even run fast. I've been calling out to you since you left the classroom." He said pulling his bag.

"Hey, Lewis I'm not a huge fan of running so I don't know.  And I'm sorry I didn't hear you what's up? I said lying straight through my teeth.

I don't have the energy to run, with all the bruises covering my skin that is covered with my clothes I replied mentally to him.

"Yeah um, when can we start the project?" He asked looking at the packet the teacher passed out with all the class project information and guidelines.

"Maybe tomorrow I don't like leaving this for last minute," I told him.

"Actually that's the reason I came to talk to you. I hate doing things last minute too and tomorrow sounds perfect," he replied.

" Where could we meet that is not too far from our houses?" I asked not wanting him to be anywhere near my house.

" Library at 3:45 and if we stay on track we could finish my 4:45 or so, of course, if it's a good time range for you," he offered.

"Yeah, I think that sounds good I'll see you tomorrow at 3:45."

"Yeah tomorrow, see you then." He said waving and I did back a small wave, which was painful for me moving my left arm, yeah there's a nasty bruise there.

When I got home no one was there, thank God I did all my homework and finished it about a two half hours the longest time I've done my homework, I need to pay more attention or maybe move to another location for a house. I jumped out of my thoughts when I heard the door open it was that so-called lady that is my mother. Her eyes were red and puffy, unlike her, I can have a heart, even if I shouldn't have one for her I still do.

"What's wrong?" I didn't say mom so she wouldn't get in an argument, with me telling me not to call her that and bitch slap me across my face again.

"This is all your fault, you made him leave me so you can have him all to yourself you worthless piece of trash. I can't wait to get rid of you pack your bags!" She yelled angrily at me.

"Where am I going?" I asked confused we have no family here, or anywhere that I know of, everyone disappeared they just left us and never looked back they probably didn't like my mother, something we all might have in common we dislike this woman.

"You are moving into your father's house, I called him earlier this afternoon you are moving on Friday. Start packing!"She yelled at me.

"Where does he live?" I asked carefully trying not to cause more fuel into the fire but I need to know where I'm going.

"He lives somewhere in Europe I wrote it down somewhere, we will be far away from each other so we don't have to see each other ever again understand!" She yelled moving her hands all over the place.

"Yes, I understand," I said happily that I can leave this filthy abusive house.

I went happily to my room and got my suitcase I started to pack everything but leaving outfits for the rest of the week. I currently lived in New Jersey, that will be quite a trip to go to some unknown place in Europe but I'm on cloud nine I'm happy I'm leaving this house called hell.

I've been so happy about me moving that I forgot one thing.

I never met my father or talked to him, was he a caring parent or is he an abusive parent too?

Damn, why couldn't I have a perfect life or anything better than this life I have.

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Authors note

So this is just the beginning of Isa's journey could she overcome all these obstacles or will it be just too much to handle?

Thank you for reading Save Me stay tuned for more updates.

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