"He broke his promise," was the first thing I muttered when I gained my senses back. "We were fine a few days ago... What happened?"

Zico stared at me with a concerned look. After he came to save me, he led me to a room where I could talk to him privately. But I've been crying so much I don't think I'll be able to say much.

"I should've drank a beer," I sighed, leaning my head against the wall. "Then maybe my heart wouldn't hurt so much."

My eyes started tearing up again. "He broke his fucking promise. Aish... Damn it!" I clenched my fists as I cursed up a storm. "Love me... pfft. Whatever."

Zico sighed, placing his hand on top of mine. "Calm down. Don't put yourself down because of that jerk."

I wiped away the last of my tears. I clenched my fists, taking a deep breath before I headed towards the door.

"Whoa, whoa, where are you going?"

"I'm going to give that jerk a piece of my mind!" I shouted, slamming the door behind me. Zico ran after me, grabbing onto my arm to stop me.

"Are you crazy?" Zico looked into my eyes, "What if he hurts you?"

I snapped back. "So what if he does?" I could feel tears rising again, but I wouldn't let them fall. "It's not like it's the first time."

I yanked my arm away, storming off to find my "boyfriend."

I went to the backyard where I first saw him. He was standing by Yonghwa and Jungshin when he saw me.

"Eun-ah," Jonghyun smiled. "I've missed y--"

Before he could finish his sentence, my hand left a nice, red print across his face. The tears that were built up threatened to fall, but I had to be strong. I wouldn't cry. Not at that moment.

"Heh," Jonghyun lightly chuckled. "You've gotten stronger." He said with a smirk as he straightened forward. I watched with so much hatred as he wiped the small amount of blood, trickling from the corner of his mouth, away.

"I need to talk with you."

Jonghyun spat. "Talk? Is this your way of communicating?"

I looked him straight in the eye. "No, but it is yours."

Jonghyun's eye twitched as he grabbed my wrist, leading me somewhere where we could talk in private. As we walked through the crowd of people, some were giving wolf-whistles out, thinking we were heading somewhere for another reason. But oh, how they were wrong.

We ended up going to the empty side of the house in a quiet hallway.

"Look," Jonghyun started. "I'll give you 5 seconds to get whatever the hell is bothering you off your chest--"

"You broke your fucking promise!" I spat, catching him off guard. I don't curse, so whenever I do, he knows it's serious.

"What're you talking about--"

I took a deep breath. "Jonghyun, do NOT give me that shit. You promised you would love me-- that you did love me! I came to this party because YOU wanted me to. And what do I find? Oh, I found my boyfriend kissing the girl he said he had no feelings for! Are you freaking Bipolar?? You've done this ever since she transfered to our freaking school. I get it if you don't love or even like me anymore, but damn! At least have the balls to tell it to me in person so I know not to be strung along by your bullshit."

Jonghyun played innocent. "I really have no clue what you're talking about--"

I gripped the sides of my head. "You're a freaking joke. I can't believe I wasted 10 years of my life on someone who never really cared for me at all," I looked straight into his emotionless eyes. "My parents were right about you."

Jonghyun scoffed. "Parents? Sweetie, they're dead. Their opinion doesn't matter anymore. You can't get rid of me that easily. After all, I was your first for everything."

Jonghyun chuckled darkly. "Getting over me will be harder than you think, because even if you do find another boy, you will always be mine. Regardless if I want you or not, because--" He smirked. "You know you will never love anyone as much as you loved me."

"Whatever." I scoffed, rolling my eyes as I tried pushing past him. But he grabbed my wrist tightly, swinging me back until I hit the wall behind me. I winced.

Jonghyun had me pinned against the wall, one hand cupping my face, the other around my throat.

"What're you do--"

Jonghyun's grip against my throat tightened. "Truthfully, I kept going back to Krystal because I didn't know who I wanted more. Feeding her lies was easier than I thought. I want the both of you."

"...You're ... sick..." I muttered, struggling for air.

Jonghyun smirked, then leaned down, capturing my lips. Why was he kissing me? Get off me, I wanted to scream, but his grip on my throat made that near impossible.

Suddenly, Jonghyun was pulled away, and he let go of his grip. I took many breaths, glancing up at my saviour. There were two of them...

Zico and V....

I watched as they fought. Fists were flying, but knowing Jonghyun's strength, they couldn't compare... My eyesight began to get hazzy and the next thing I knew,

I passed out.

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Ehhhh. I'm really iffy about this chapter and the last one..... But I hoped you liked the double update~