Aquamarine pov
How could i be so stupid. I should of come back ugh i am so so stupid i slam down on the bed of the guest room. I was let out of the hospital and mason was hiding out in his room i didnt want to go near there. I felt tears come down my facw and i fwlt super stupid and just pathetic i havw to go apologise i get up and slowly walk to the door. I opening it to see kat she sees me and pulls me into a hug.

"I heard what happened mason will forgive you he will understand" she said

"I wouldnt blame him though if he never forgives me" i say

"Oh honey" she said

"I relised something ...... I ......i love him" i wisper

"Go tell him"

Shw moves out of the way i smile at her and start walking to his room. Once i get there i stare at his door for a while and try to work up the courage to knock on his door. I slowly i raised my hand and knocked on the door  quitley i was supeises he heard me then i rembered  werewolf hearing he opened the door and saw me and looked away.

"Mason look-"

"Please leave" he cut me off

"Mason please just let me talk"

He looked down and sighed and open his door wider and steped aside so i could enter i limped inside still hurt.
I stood in the middle of the room awkwardly.

"Please talk" he didn't sound angry he sounded broken i did that.

"I didnt know if i wanted to come back because  i thought that one day even if its 10 years from now you would find someone better and you would leave me  cause i would never be able to make you happy" i said shyly

"I wanted you i love you and you thought about leaving me that would have killed me i would feel broken and never be able to pick myslef up and continue living did you really want that" he almost started crying

"Im so so so sorry" i cried out.

"Well im sorry to" i looked at him confused "i cant do this right know and there is nothing you can say right know" he siad and opened his door back up.

I was thinking about telling him i love him but i looked down and limped out if the room ashamed with what i did.

3 days later
I spent the last 3 days in my room i need to tell him how i feel i walk back to his room i felt like i could not breathe. I knocked and the door came open a few second later.

"Aquamarine"

I looked down is he done with me he didnt call me kitten.

" mason let me say one-"

"Aquamarine there is nothing you can say"

"Please just let me tell you one thing"

"Ok fine one thing"

"Ok so mason i just wanted to say.... I ...well.....i....you.....see....i...i...i...i cant do this" i started crying for fuck sake i am so emotional.

"Oh kitten its ok" he pulled me in a hug and ket me cry why am i crying fuck sake. I pulled away i need to tell him.

" Mason. I....i.... I Love You" he pulled me in for a kiss.

"I love you too kitten"

I did it i finshed my first book and there will be a second book of this called there back and ready to kill please go read it when i publish the first one- jessica