Rose's pov

"WHAT THE FUCK ROSE?" xavin screamed as paramedics rushed Irina to hospital, he was crying, I was upset because he saved her, but I doubt she will survive she is almost dead,

I sighed and strolled towards him, I grabbed his hand and placed the thumb on his palm.

"in case they need it in the hospital" I said and chuckled at my joke, while he just stood there frozen staring at me, to say he was shocked would be an understatement.

"Is this a fucking joke?" he screamed as he  held my arms, I scoffed and pushed him away.

"What's done is done. What do you want now?" I asked the exact same thing he asked me a smirk gracing my lips, feeling content to put him through a tiny shred of helplessness like I feel every day and how their ignorance acts as a salt on my wounds.

"What have you become, Rose?" he asked, tears rolling down his cheek, I drank in his expressions because it was the first time I saw so much vulnerability on his face.

I cupped his face with both my hands
"I've become what you guys already are, heartless inhumane monsters."

he shook his head in disappointment.

after a few moments of silence, I wiped his tears,

"You think this is pain? it's nothing compared to what I feel everyday, every second. It's nothing compared to what you guys put me through, " I said and shuddered to control my tears,

"Damien will kill you, I won't be able to save you," he said, scared for my life,

"Oh, but who will save him from me?" I said and walked towards my bedroom,

"lock the door, hide, damien will be back from the states any minute and he will hunt you down, I need to go to the hospital but I'll be back as soon as possible" he called out I pretended to not hear him and shut the door.

Hours passed, and I kept thinking about what must be going on in the hospital. Is she dead yet? dead or alive she is in unbearable pain that i am sure of, she was almost completely burnt by the time xavin arrived, I cried too, I don't know what took over me, or why I don't feel pain, or why those screams and those scenes of her grotesque burnt body doesn't bother me, make me gag, I don't know what changed me in overnight, how did I become so cruel, or heartless, or where this courage or lack of fear of the consequences is coming from, I just know that I didn't deserve whatever happened with me, and they do deserve it, it will be a lie to say I am not scared, I am but it's like I am scared of the pain, not death, I will be fine with a quick death, but knowing damien he will put me through worse, I decided to meet father and brother one last time,

"DAD?" I approached his unconscious form and held his hand in mine, I carressed his head,

"I want to assume you can hear me," I paused to gather myself,

"my time has come dad, I'll be with mom and Alex and ehshan soon, I don't know what they will do to you afterwards, hopefully it'll be quick for all of us" I smiled sadly and tried to ignore my heart hammering against my chest as fear drummed in it.

"I was possessed by Rage and I acted on it, I won't say I regretted it dad, I don't, and I'll make sure to kill damien when he kills me, I'll take him with me to hell, abd hopefully I'll be able to peek a glance in heaven and look at mom" I said unsure if I believe in any diety anymore, no one in my family did except for me, but I am not what I was few days ago.

"Bye, dad." I kissed his forehead and left for ethans room.

I was back in my room, and I prepared myself, I took out a gun from the xavins drawer and sat on the bed waiting for my fate,

terror razed as I heard footsteps closer and closer to my room. My toes curled as I gathered some courage,

I made eye contact with Damien, and all I saw was bloodlust,

He approached me with an awfully calm demeanor and a smile. The more I looked at him, the more I was scared.

"I should've killed you right after I raped you, but my lust overtook my senses, but it's never too late, right?" he said, and I wanted to say something, but I don't know what or even how since my voice seemed to be lost.

"but don't worry my little whore, I'll make it a slow and painful one" he leaned down to my level as I was still seated on the edge of the bed and kissed me, I pushed him away and spit on his face.

His eyes darkened, he was crazy, sinister, and he loved nothing more than torturing someone.

"Looks like we'll have to cut short on the fun." he smiled darkly before dragging me by my hair, I didn't struggle, I saw this coming.

he threw me on the kitchen floor and circled around me like a predator,

"So..... my little butterfly has become so courageous, burning people down for revenge. Let's see if you can bear the consequences, " he said as he examined a knife.

i remained silent, hoping to get my hands on a knife as well so that I could stab it in his head or probably neck when he kills me.

"Rose, stupid little Rose" he said as he crushed my hand under his foot before I could react to that pain screamed as he stabbed my palm with the knife.

"What did you think? tell me? you thought you'll get away with it simply by sucking xavins cock?"

I sobbed in pain but managed to form a sentence.

"She killed my son" I groaned hoping he would grant me a quick death if I gave him a justiable reason, nothing justifies murder but this is a different world, they all have different meaning of justice and morals.

"The nerve," he said, staring at me for a good few minutes before he hit my face with something metal.

"Fuckimg lying bitch"

I felt dizzy, I failed to understand what he was saying. Everything was a blur. I lost my ability to hear at the moment.

I felt blood trickling down my scalp.

I can't fall unconscious yet, I have to take him with me.

I was desperate to live for few more moments,

"I so badly wanted to torture you, for hours, but I can't bear you for a second further"

He pointed the gun towards me and i tried to crawl away making him laugh in all his evil glory, but his satisfaction was useless because I wasn't crawling away from my death but towards the knife.

He grabbed my leg dragging me towards the fire place,

"STOP" xavin screamed and pushed him away,

"Don't interfere" Damien spat pushing him away,

"She is my sister as much as she is your wife, but Rose wasn't completely wrong, you have to let it go" he reasoned earning a punch from damien and a fight broke lose,

"Please damien please" Xavin begged as he realized he is losing, but damien ignored him panting heavily, gun loaded with a bullet of my name,

"NO!" xavin screamed in horror, damien stumbled and fell down, oozing blood from his stomach, I struggled to remain conscious, and managed to stab him one more time before getting hold of his gun,

"Only regret I couldn't give him a painful death, but to you I'll grant a quick one, keeping in my mind your are slightly less of a monster" I pointed the gun at Xavin and he didn't even bat an eye, as if he saw this coming.

"I love you Rose, I'll die for you"

"Even if you didn't, you still have no choice" I smiled sorrow brewimg up in me for some reason, he deserved this yet i didnt want to but i sighed heavily staring right into his eyes gathering all the engergy left in me and with whatever my tearful eyes allowed me to see I shot him.

it was dead silent, I fell on my knees crying my heart out till I felt I've had enough.
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"Lets go home ethi" I said caressing his cheek with my good hand, I saw sorrow in his eyes as he drank in my appearance, all bloody battered and bruised on the brink of unconsciousness.

"I need a phone number, someone who you think might help me take both of you out of here, I can't manage on my own, okay?" I asked and he blinked whenever he wanted me to note a numerical that got me a phone number, I smiled and rushed out to take the phone from the living room but all the color from my face drained as I only saw one dead body there.

"He won't let me live now" I whispered to myself as terror reigned my senses.

-to be continued....

And that's a wrap guys.