Damiens pov

"Ethan..." I said as I walked backwards hoping to lure him towards the ledge.

"What were you doing?" he asked as he shaked his head, he was still tipsy from the drinking,

"I...I was covering her up, she fell asleep here" I said hoping that's what was all that he saw,

"oh okay, I came to tell you to come downstairs its pretty late, I'll carry rose downstairs" he said as he stumbled towards her,

"whoa" I held him from falling.

"it'll be a huge favor if you just carry yourself carefully, do one thing you go back to your room and I'll carry rose to her room, okay?"

and this fool agreed to me cuz he can't handle a little but of alcohol and loses his senses I'm two sips.

"thanks man" he mumbled and left for his room without even bothering to check on her sister,

so much carelessness when they claim that she is their rapunzel.

I mentally rolled my eyes in annoyance but soon it was replaced with excitement as I walked closer to rose.

The wind made her skirt rise up making feel so hot and bothered even in this chilly Night wind, I felt something, something so strange, something so intense that it made me feel so alive, and this feeling was so addictive more intoxicating than any drug our there, and I wanted more of it, so much till I just don't need this feeling so desperately, it made me feel so weak and so dependent I hated it, I just need to fuck her one more time to satiate myself, just one more time to get rid of this feeling, I need it so bad.

I picked her up and started walking towards her bedroom and god oh God It took everything within me to not fuck her right here right now.

I placed her on her bed and at this point I just wanted to rip her skirt and get on top of her.

Before I lose my control I decided to leave.

for now.

I stopped in the door frame as a idea popped in my head, a devlish smirk formed on my face and instead of walking out of the door I closed it and turned around my hands tingling with excitement as I walked closer to her bed.

I fished out the mini spray bottle of chloform which I keep for my self defense like many other things and sprayed it on her nose and waited a few minutes, I slapped her lightly to check if it worked yet and it did.

"Ah my little butterfly" I exclaimed as I kissed her.

I rolled her tight tank top over her breasts admiring it.

"oh how much i missed this" I enjoyed the feeling as I straddled her, I kissed her touched her, fondled her, fingered her and stopped myself from doing anything else and reluctantly left her room.

I drove towards my hotel where I was staying, the roads were almost empty and it was dawn.

One fuck is not enough, I'll never be satisfied, I want her forever, I want her till infinty, and I'll have her.

Rose's pov

"Rose!!!!" I heard moms voice, she sounded like she was scared.

"Rose my child wake up"

oh no she is crying, but why can't I see her, am I sleeping?

And that thought brought me back to reality and I opened my eyes.

"Ah thank god" I was pulled in for a hug.

"What happened mom?" I asked as I rubbed my eyes, my whole body ached, I felt so stiff and sore.

"You were not waking up, its evening now, I got so scared I was about to call the doctor"

"I was just in a deep sleep, you overthink a lot"

"Aghhh, I am hungry" I said as I fell back on my bed and stretched and squirmed.

"Okay freshen up, I'll send some food, what would you like?"

"umm anything spicy, and please send it quickly I am so hungry I cant bear it anymore" I whined as I snuggled more in my bed,

"okay okay just freshen up till then"

I nodded and squirmed in discomfort,

why do I feel so sore down there?

I frowned and decided to Google it, maybe it's related to the pregnancy and as I suspected it was some women do have vaginally soreness during pregnancy bit then I wondered why my nipples are sore too and turned out that is also because of the pregnancy, but I don't understand why my lips are so swelled all of a sudden.

I am overthinking a lot...
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"Rose baby come downstairs dinners ready"

"yeah mom" I hopped downstairs cheerfully and smiled as I saw my three brothers and mom chatting and smiling and laughing casually but all of it was gone as soon as I noticed DAD was not there with us and I felt as if smoke was rising up In my chest clogging it making it heavy and suffocated.

"Rose what happened princess?" Alex rushed towards me and cupped my cheeks,

he wiped my tears which I was unaware of.

"DAD....dad isn't here....and we all are happy, are we forgetting him, is he just becoming a memory"

"What no!!" Ethan snapped and I was shocked to see him so angry, because he is always the calm one among us all.

"Rose....why are you saying such things, he is always in our jeart and quietly we all were missing him in our hearts.

"Yeah but..."

"Shut the fuck up Rose!!, can't you let us have one normal day???, one???" Ethan screamed and stormed off leaving me broken, hurt and stunned.

sorry for the late update my baby's health was going and still is going through ups and downs.

it's really hard and depressing you know,
managing house, family, baby, my emotions, and accepting my new body and new lifestyle it's really hard guys I can't explain it I don't even know why am I sharing it here maybe in hopes of some kind of comfort.

xo