Damiens pov

oh this bitch just did not call me a pig but also dared to doubt my child's existence, I'll show her what karma is, just 3 more months, I can't hurt her I can't risk my child's life, then I'll take her with me and show her hell I will finally get to drop this facade, but hey atleast raping her teached her how to kiss.

I chuckled at my thoughts,

"Are you thinking about her?" Irina asked from behind me and I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

"I am thinking about my child"

"which means you are thinking about the mother of your child too"

"Well if you gave me a child I would've been thinking about you" I snapped and sighed as regret seeped in right away.

"come here baby, I didn't mean to hurt you" I said walking towards her.

"Fuck you damien" Irina muttered as she knocked the TV down, tears not daring to fall from her eyes until she commanded them to.

"hey listen look here" I cupped her face making her look at Me.

"once we are done with our plan, the baby will be OURS, yours and mine okay, you are my wife, no whore can change the fact that you are my wife, and YOU will be mother of my child" I assured her, yes I lusted rose because God oh God what a sweet fuck she is, but love and wife is only one, and always will be Irina, Rose is a reward, a bonus, a penalty from God if there is one for taking my parents away from me, she is collateral gain along with the revenge,

I shuddered as my body filled with need, her need and that kiss ignited it more,
what a waste it was those lips look so much better around my cock.

Writer's pov

Alex removed his shoes as soon as he entered the house to avoid waking anybody up, it was around 03.00 am, the house was dead silent,
he sighed as he sat down on the kitchen island too exhausted to even fetch a glass of water for himself, he finally gained strength walked towards refrigerator,
he felt lonely at times, the responsibilities didn't allow him to stop, to feel, to react, he felt isolated from emotions, from his family,

warmth of comfort and reassurance spread in his heart and a faint smile on his lips as he saw the note his ister never fails to put up, he shook his head and was about to take out the food that rose has kept for him in the microwave but paused as he heard light thudding of footsteps approaching towards the modern floating wooden stairs descending in the kitchen,

"hey why did you wake up" he rushed towards her sister assisting her to climb down the stairs,

"I was waiting for you, you've been eating alone since three days, I figured I'll give you company"

he smiled as the grim feelings disappeared she really was the sunshine he needed in his life.

"you feel like eating something little sunshine?" he asked caressing her head as he lead her towards the bar stool.

"NO I feel so nauseous" Rose scrunched her nose as she rubbed her bumb, he smiled rose doesn't realize it but she almost never leaves her bumb alone she is either always caressing it, or drawing patterns on it, or just simply resting her hand on it, she was already obsessed with her baby.
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"Goodnight sunshine" He kissed her forehead and switched off the lamps leaving her room,

he could've crashed on the bed and fallen asleep right away but he didn't, he couldn't, he had lots of stuff to worry about, the empire, he had three less pair of hands to help him run it, his father who was ill, his mother who was struggling and dangling between sanity and insanity, his brother who is with them but still is lost, and the missing one who keeps him up at night,

he layed on his back his hand under his head and sighed again he does that often these days.

he smiled as the thought of his sister and her baby crossed his mind but it was also accompanied by worry, mafia world is cruel and orthodox, whatever has happened in last 6 to 7 months has taught him one thing you can never be sure about anything nothing will work out as you planned, he can be gone in a blink of an eye and rose weak and vulnerable and the child will be a bastard one and they'll be left alone amomg the monster and it just makes him more and more concerned with every passing day.
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"Hey man" Damien greeted as he saw alex sitting heading out.

"hey..." Alex who didn't noticed him earlier greeted him.

"What are you here for so early?" he asked checking time in his phone.

"Oh rose had a routine check up and eshshan he was supposed to...." Damien trailed off and Alex's face twitched in guilt for not being there for her sister and brother.

"Oh...thanks man I appreciate it, um can you drop by my office later?"

"yes sure" Damien nodded.
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*at the doctors office*

"Rose i understand, you are so young and weak, and you have your own share of problems and stress and trauma to deal with, but you have to understand I can't help you or the baby until and unless you put the effort" the doctor was desperate to make rose understand the seriousness of the situation.

"you think a lot, we can't put you on anti depressants or tranquilizers during pregnancy, you have to be your own treatment at this point" she explained, she knew it was easier said than done but there was no solution at the moment except this.

"Your Blood pressure is constantly high, it's affecting the baby's blood supply, you might lose the baby if this continues" the doctor said and Rose couldn't control her tears anymore.

"What's the matter Rose, what is it that is bothering you, have you discussed it with your therapist?"

"It's...it's just....no I haven't, I feel I'd be judged and..." Rose struggled to voice her feelings between sobs, her face completely red and drenched with tears and her watery nose.

"No one will judge you Rose, what you've been through was hell, you still are standing strong and fighting on, we all admire your courage" the doctor assured and damien just wanted to slap some sense into both of then cuz this was boring and annoying for him, he tried his best to not roll his eyes.

"it's just that....I am not sure if I want the baby or not, or If this was the right decision or not, or what if i can't love him or her and I ruin a innocent life" she sniffled and looked down at her hands, occasionally wiping her tears,

"hey Rose its common, most of the moms go through this, and in your case it's completely predictable to think that, it's okay, here is what I think you should do, you should deliver the baby and wait a while and if you feel you can't keep him you can give him up for adoption, someone out there is yearning for a baby and will love him with their all and you yourself will be guilt free" she suggested and rose sighed feeling a little better,

"think about it okay, the world doesnt end here, there is always a solution" she smiled and rose looked at her gratefully.

meanwhile Damien clenched his fist trying his best to not kill the doctor right away,

well someone is going to die in a car crash today

he chuckled internally.

"Are you feeling better little Rose?" Damien asked reminding himself to punish her for this later when he can.

"Yes, I do" Rose said taking a deep breath and smiling.

"okay, you wanna get ice cream?" he asked

"NO I am exhausted I just want to go home"

"okay"

he dropped her off and went straight to meet Alex curiosity making him desperate.

"Hey man so what's up?" damien asked entering his office.

"It's Rose" Alex sighed as he closed the laptop and walked towards the couch.

"What about her"

"she is exposed In the mafia world, everyone knows about her, she is not safe, the baby will not have the respect and honor he deserves" Alex said and damien leaned back in his seat amused at the fact that they don't know what will hit them I'm few months.

"but she'll have us" damien smiled...the sinister one.

"we won't always be there, and the moment she is alone they'll all take her, her baby, and her rightful share of all the legal property"

"What do you suggest?" damien asked bored since he had no interest in any of this.

"I don't know, no one will marry her, and I can't marry her to anyone she doesn't want to"

"I'll marry her" ofcourse he said that it was predictable at this point.

helloooo
so next update....idk.
I'll try for tommorow but can't promise.😁😁