It was a warm, sunny day.
The clouds was clearing.
The birds was chirping,
and the day just seemed to exude optimism

Life seemed ok now.

But she didn't think so.
She didn't feel any positivity.
She never did.
This was not something that she chose for herself.
She did not make the decision to live like this.
But it has become something that she had to accept since to her, being happy was not a norm.
It wasn't a daily emotion to feel.

But that's ok.
Not being happy is ok.
Being sad is ok.
Not feeling anything is ok.
It's ok.

Just because the sun is out and all the flowers are smiling doesn't  mean you too have to radiate positivity and be happy.
Don't feel obligated.
Just be you and feel what you want.