In that smile I found something, something quite unexplainable.

As if it lights up the world, clears up all the fog and wipes away all the darkness.

Like it had so many precious moments of happiness hidden in its shine.

Whenever I saw it, it pulled me like a magnet and it took me to a place of comfort where no sorrows exist.

I didn't want to look away for I was afraid that if I did, I will come back to the harsh reality I live in.

That smile was a candle in my storms and it supported me but now it is dead, it is nowhere and I'm drowning.

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