The eighty-ninth time I saw him, he refused my advances.

Allie's P.O.V

I had Luke pinned flat n his back and was kissing him fiercely. The TV was playing The Walking Dead in the quietly behind us. I had two bags of chips and some candy courtesy of Luke. I had no essays due; all was good.

Until I realized Luke's hands were staying firmly on my back. 

"Luke," I pulled away breathlessly, my hair frizzy and hanging in his face. "Touch me."

The corner of his mouth quirked in a half smile. His shirt was rumpled where I had grabbed him. "I am."

"No," I said, frustrated. "More."

Luke raised an eyebrow. I rolled my eyes and kissed him again, my hair sweeping in a curtain over his face. Luke kissed me back just as passionately, but his hands remained on my back.

"Luke I'm not a nun," I ground out, taking his hands and moving them lower. 

"I know," Luke answered and I felt him smile against my mouth.

His hands moved a little, but not much, over my ass and I ground my hips into his. 

Luke groaned and broke away, staring t me with wide eyes.

"What?" I asked, irritated. "Jesus, you're acting like no one's ever done that to you before.

"I just..." Luke cleared his throat. "I thought we were abstaining," he said, voice barely above a whisper and cheeks red.

I stared at him fora pause, then said very plainly, "Luke, I want to suck your dick."

Luke's eyes widened and he coughed. Even if he himself was shocked, his body was interested and I could feel him responding to my words.

"But you said," Luke started. "You said that you didn't want to have sex for a while."

I rolled my eyes. "Okay, Luke, then time's over. We can have sex now," I reached for his belt but Luke shoved my hands away and sat up, his hair a mess."

"No, Allie," he said gently but firmly. "I agreed to abstain, and I meant it. It's only been a week. That's not a long time."

"But," I protested, but Luke cut me off.

"Allie, I've discovered that I like hanging out with you more than I like having sex with you, which I think you wanted from me in the first place," Luke said. "And I was having fun just cuddling with you. I get how you felt now, and I'm not going to break a deal we made just because one of us gets horny. You said it yourself; whenever I come over we end up having sex, so I'm trying to not do that all the time. So I think I'm going to go now."

I stared at him. "You're serious," I said.

Luke nodded. "Very."

"I'm offering to suck your dick and you don't want me to," I said, a little dumbly.

Luke shrugged. "I would actually like it if you sucked me off, but we made a deal, Allie. I thought I'd be the one to break it, not you."

Now I felt like a little kid whose parents were telling them that they were disappointed in them. "Luke, come on, just come back on the couch, we can watch TV."

Luke smiled and shook his head. "Nah, I'm good. I'll call you later, okay?" He ducked down and pressed a kiss to my cheek before leaving. "Bye, babe."

I'm ashamed to say I crossed my arms and pouted like a baby for at least half an hour after Luke left. No boy I had ever met had turned down a blowjob. Ever. Guys loved them. Jasmine came home an hour later and found me on the couch.

"What, lover boy doesn't want to come over now that sex is a no-go?" she asked, kicking her shoes off.

I had told Jasmine about our argument and she agreed that my idea was a good idea. She also had no faith that Luke would follow it.

"No," I grumbled. "I tried to suck his dick and he left."

Jasmine laughed. "That's hilarious. Is your blowjob that bad?"

"I hope not," I said. "He's never complained before," I sobered up and explained, "he said that a week wasn't long enough for us to not have sex and he said that we agreed to abstain, so he was going to."

"Wow," Jasmine was impressed. "I didn't think the boy had it in him."

"Me neither," I pouted. "But now I'm really horny and I have no boyfriend to fuck."

"Well, that's my cue to leave," Jasmine said, leaving the living room.

"What?" I called after her. "It's not like I'd want to fuck you!" When she didn't respond, I mumbled to myself, "all I wanted to do was suck a dick, but now I can't."

I went back to watching the Walking Dead and tried to ignore the simmering feeling of lust by watching zombies eat people. 

...

"Hey," Luke said, his voice low. "What's up?"

"I still want to suck your dick," I told him, phone pressed to my ear. Luke had called me later, just like he promised. 

He laughed. "Well, too bad. This dick is far, far away."

"It's not that far away," I mumbled, and Luke caught my statement.

"You know..." it sounded like he swallowed. "Is phone sex off the table, or does that count as sex too?"

"I dunno, you're the one that left today when I tried to suck your dick," I said flatly.

"Wish I hadn't," Luke grunted. "By the time I got home I was so hard from you offering to suck my dick I had to take a cold shower."

"Well," I said. "I don't think it counts, if you wanted to."

"Hell yeah," Luke said, and it sounded like he was moving around before he spoke again. "Okay, do you want to?"

"Just get started already," I said.

"Fuck," Luke said.

"What?" I asked, wondering if he'd started without me.

"My parents just got home," he said. "Hold on."

I waited while it sounded like he left his room and went to check on his parents. While he was gone, I made sure to check that my bedroom door was locked. It would be awkward if Jasmine walked in.

"Allie?" Luke came back to the phone.

"Yeah, still here," I said, adjusting the pillows on my bed.

"I have to go," he sounded apologetic. "My parents want to go out to dinner with me and Finley tonight. They just came home to pick me up."

I sighed. "Well, looks like the universe is against us having sex."

"Sorry, babe," he said. "I would rather stay on the phone with you."

"Yeah, yeah," I said. "Now go have fun with your family. Tell Finley I say hi."

"I will," Luke said. "Bye, love you."

"Love you too," I said and Luke hung up.

I tossed my phone to the side and sighed deeply before face-planting into my pillows. I was bored. Why was the universe against me and sex today?

The world may never know.

...

"Why are you calling me?" I grumbled, answering the phone and fumbling with my blanket, which was over my head.

"I wanted to talk to you," he said quietly. 

I was more awakw now. "Did dinner go bad?" I asked, sitting up on one elbow.

"No, dinner was fine," he answered. "My mom just asked me if we were serious."

I blinked and licked my lips before responding. "Like...me and you?"

"Yeah," Luke said. "Like if we were serious about each other."

"Why does she care?" I wondered, maybe a tad hostile.

"I think she wants to know if you're going to be around for a long time," Luke said and I wondered if he was shrugging. "But I told her I didn't know."

"You don't?" I whispered. I thought we were pretty serious. I mean, I loved him.

"Well, I certainly hope you're around for a long time," Luke said, and I could hear the smile in his voice. "But I don't know if my mom would appreciate us saying we loved each other after only four months."

"We're better off than the high schoolers which say they love each other after three days," I pointed out.

Luke's laughter was loud through the phone. "True," he paused. "Want me to talk you to sleep?"

"You know me so well," I answered, lying back down with the phone pressed to my ear.

Luke started telling me about dinner, and the funny joke Finley had gotten from Eli, but I was too busy falling asleep to the sound of his voice.

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hey guys! I'm really sorry about the late update, but soccer started which has been taking up all of my time, and i work on the weekends, and I'm very truly sorry. I hope this makes up for it, even though nothing really happens. I'm sorry this is not getting updated frequently and when I do update, they're not that long and rather boring. Thank you for reading far- you guys are the absolute best.

love ya!

-taylor