Allie's P.O.V

I woke up when someone hit me in the face.

At first I thought I was back home and it was my older brother, so I slapped his arm and mumbled, "Get off me."

The person next to me groaned and my eyes shot open. I knew my brother,and that was not him. I turned slowly to the side, dramatically, like in the movies and saw Luke lying there, asleep. 

I instantly covered my eyes with my hands and mumbled, "Please God tell me that this did not just happen."

When I opened my us, I saw that he was at the very least shirtless, and I was naked, which led me to believe that yup, we fucked.

Again.

God dammit.

"Oh, fuck me," I muttered as I swung my legs onto the ground and stood up.

"Apparently, I did," a sleepy voice said behind me.

I closed my eyes, trying to calm myself down and I turned around, crossing my arms over my chest. "Shut the fuck up," I said sternly.

Luke merely shrugged and rolled over onto his back, yawning. "I really wish I could be sober for whenever we do this, because I would really like to remember it."

My mouth dropped. "You- we- not even sober-"

Luke smirked. "What's the matter princess?" He asked, making my stomach twist. "It's not like you were sober either."

"Yeah, because if I was sober I wouldn't come near you with a ten foot pole," I snapped, turning around and finding my clothes scattered over the ground. I hastily pulled on my underwear and bra, just to give myself some modesty.

"Just shut up," Luke groaned, closing his eyes and holdingb his arms out towards me, making grabby hands like a toddler. "Now come back and cuddle. M'a cuddler."

"No you're not," I spat, remembering the first night we fucked, when I woke up alone and had to walk out past Chris, who gave me a look of pity. 

Luke opened one eye. "Well, I've changed."

"People don't change," I hissed.

Luke rolled his eyes. "Whatever, I'm tired, my head fucking hurts, and I'm a bit lonely. Now come back and cuddle."

I took one look at the bed, with the messy sheets and Luke in the middle, looking thoroughly tousled and beautiful, looking at me with those eyes and promptly burst into tears.

Huh. Maybe I was a little drunk after all.

Luke's expression immediately changed to one of complete and utter panic. Clearly he wasn't used to having girls crying in his bedroom after he fucked them.

"Um, no its okay," he said frantically. "We don't have to cuddle, I won't touch you, you can go if you want."

I let out a strangled sob and a stream of words that don't make any sense. "You-stupid, don't-cuddle, fuck, mean-cold, head hurts, beautiful, shit."

Luke got up and crouched down in front of me. "I can't understand what you're saying if you're sobbing hysterically," he said gently.

I gestured to his southern region, where he wasn't wearing any pants and his dick was hanging out. 

Luke looked down. "Oh, right, sorry, he said, grabbing his boxers and pulling them back on. "Now will you tell me what's wrong?"

I threw up my hands and shook my head, tears still streaming down my face, "you-" I choked out before my throat closed up.

"Me," Luke said softly. "Okay," he sighed, and it sounded heavy like he was sad.

He pulled me into his lap, and even though I didn't want to go, I buried my face in his shoulder and cried, my hands resting gently on his chest. He rubbed soothing circles on my back and murmu red into my hair, which was frizzy and my curls were all over the place.

I'm not sure how long we stayed like that, but I knew the sun was well into the sky by the time I pulled away but didn't get off Luke's lap.

I wiped my eyes and demanded, "How did you know to do that?"

Luke shrugged. "I have a sister who gets anxiety attacks. I learned tricks to help calm her down," when he caught sight of my incredulous expression, he smiled ruefully. "Don't seem like the kind of person to comfort his poor sister, huh?"

I tried to swallow my shock. "No, um, you seem like... a great brother."

Luke smiled sardonically and leaned back, making me scoot off his lap as he laid on his back, staring at the ceiling. "I'm a broken soul, Allie," he said.

I wasn't sure how to respond to that. "How so?"

"I drink, I fuck girls only using their bodies with no strings attatched, I have no job, no college, I am a broken soul," he repeated.

"Just because you don't go to college doesn't mean you're broken," I said.

Luke sat up in a whirl. "But the thing is, I could have gone. I was smart enough. I worked hard. But then I decided that I didn't need it. People go to college to party and to have the time of their lives and to get the ticket to happiness for the rest of their lives but in decided I didn't need a college degree to be happy. I could be happy on my own. And now, I'm the saddest I've ever been," he glanced at me. "Funny how that works, huh?"

I pondered my words before speaking. "I think its cool that you made a statement like that. But why are you sad now?"

"Because everyone else is moving on," he said bitterly. "My friends are focused on school and their girlfriends and trying to begin the rest of their life, but here I am, stuck in the cycle of parties and alcohol. They're leaving me behind."

"Luke, how old are you?" I asked.

"Nineteen."

"You're nineteen," I said softly. "You don't need to worry about the rest of your life. The rest of your life hasn't even started yet.

"What about you?" he demanded. "You're twenty. You started the rest of your life already. What's your excuse?"

I laughed sardonically. "My family life sucked ass. I needed to get out of there. I moved from Australia to California, and then I ran away to Ohio and I regret nothing."

"Why did you run away?" Luke asked curiously.

"My parents were insane. They wanted me to be exactly like them. They were very overprotective and wanted me to limit my colleges to colleges close to them so I wouldn't have to pay for a dorm. They wouldn't let me go out after ten thirty, they wouldn't let me sleep over at my friend's houses, they wouldn't even let me date without them introducing the boy to me," I said.

"That's insane," Luke said.

I snorted. "Tell me about it. They tried so hard to keep me there, to keep me their little girl that I rebelled in the only way I could. My mind went dirty, I ran away to college and broke all their rules, being rude and swearing, fucking random guys, they drove me mad."

Luke looked at me with an unreadable expression on his face. "I would have never guessed you came from a really strict family."

I laughed. "Yeah. I tried to erase any influence they had on me."

"I think it worked," Luke laughed. "You are pretty crazy, especially last night," he turned to the side and showed me red scratches going down his back.

I covered my mouth. "Sorry," I said, hushed.

"Don't be," Luke grinned. "I like them."

I nodded in response and looked at the ground. My head kind of hurt and I wanted to sleep.

Luke's voice interrupted me. "Hey, why don't we make this a regular thing?" He asked.

"What, sob on the floor and tell sad life stories?"

"No," Luke said. "Hook up."

I wrinkled my nose. "Like fuck buddies?"

"Kind of," Luke said. "Except only with each other."

I raised my eyebrows. "You want us... to only come to each other for sex, and not sleep with anyone else?"

Luke flushed at my tone. "Yeah... if that's okay with you."

I thought it over. Luke didn't do relationships; he'd made that clear. I liked him a little bit, and after the talk we just had, my crush had the potential to grow into something more. 

This would be the only way we would be able to see each other.

With that, I made up my mind. Even though Luke was annoying as hell,he was good company, and i liked talking to him. He always managed to surprise me, like today, for example. I wasn't expecting him to tell me his life story, or at least part of it.

"Deal," I said.

A smile started to spread across his face.

"But," I amended, holding up a finger. "We'll be friends with benefits. I like talking to you."

"You've got yourself a deal," he said.

His smile was big, and real, and I kind of loved it.

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Yeah.... so they're is gonna be smut.  yes i said there will be smut, their relationship is based on sex, that's how they met, what did you expect?

Lol that ryhmed.

Anyway, hope you enjoy this, I like it, even though it's kind of uneventful, and what do you guys think of Luke? Do you feel bad for him or do you still think he's a douche?

Please vote and commeent!

Love ya!

-T A Y L O R