Sebastian 

The cold water, practically freezing water is washing all of me as my skin burns with fire for her. So intense is the feeling I want to throw myself into an ice bath. Dinner went better than I expected. Ava seemed to chill after she brought herself to orgasm. That caused a massive stir in my dick and I wanted to pull her towards me and pin her to the table. The intensity of my passion was overwhelming. I have no idea how I managed to keep smiling and stay calm. It was enough to bring any red blooded man to his knees. 

As I stand in the shower I think to the warm glow as her face flushed. I knew she had played with herself and brought herself to climax under the table. It was obvious. Even though she had denied it. There was no mistaking the way her head fell back slightly and that tell tale rush of blood from her chest up into her neck and face, well let's just say it was a dead giveaway.

I'm solid at the thought of it yet I want to deny myself because I am saving myself for her. That could be a while since she rejected my offer to go on a picnic tomorrow. What I am doing offering to take her sightseeing and on picnics is way beyond me. I am too busy for this. Way too busy. My father would have a heart attack if he knew I was running around with my tail between my legs after a woman. 

Ava is not any woman. She is beautiful, sophisticated and yet down to earth. Good. Because I can tell you, I have most definitely had it with diva behaving women and their fake smiles, fake tits and Botox. That makes me shudder. It is refreshing to meet someone who is natural with skin that glows from good diet and exercise. Ava told me she enjoys to do Pilates, yoga and roller blading with her best friend Zoe. 

At first I did not think the evening would turn out as well as it did. She was still reserved and sometimes only gave me a yes or a no to my questions. But I persevered. With a woman like Ava it is worth it. I cannot stop thinking about her even though I know that in less than six hours I have to be up again. Here I stand still in the cold shower. I have to. I cannot allow myself to grip my cock and relieve myself even though I want to pump myself hard and fast. Control. Control. Control.

I did gleam from my beautiful American Girl, that she is not looking to be with another man for a very long time. Ava explained to me that her fiancé had broken off their wedding just months before the big day. What an absolute idiot. How could he let a woman like her get away? I am angry now as I think about him doing this to her. She didn't deserve to be treated like this. Not Ava. She told me he had someone new. Not only that, but when she told me this new woman was  already moved in and sleeping in what was Ava's bed; it took my strength to remain calm and collected. If I ever come face to face with this idiot he won't be able to move or smile. I will break his face. I am by no means a violet man but her telling me this brought out the worst in me. 

With as much willpower as I can muster, I turn off the flow of water and reach for one of the white fluffy bath sheets and tie it around my waist. I place a hand to my face and feel the faint bristles. I ought to shave before I have a meeting tomorrow morning with my assistant and the project manager who will handle Malaga. It is now mid-night and I wonder what she is doing. I wonder if she sleeps in her lingerie only, naked or in some sort of cute pajamas. In my mind I imagine her in cute pajama shorts and a vest top that will show off her pert breasts and erect nipples. The same ones I'd like to run my tongue around.

Stop it Sebastian. You need to get some rest. Tomorrow will already be a long day. I resign myself to the fact that I have to work even though I have more money than I could possibly spend in a lifetime. Ava is the type of woman who I would love to spoil with my money. Imaging her on my yacht with the sun glowing down on her skin, sipping champagne and eating strawberries fills my heart. This woman she will be the death of me if I cannot get her to even go on one date with me. 

I want to meet this ex of hers and tell him what an idiot he is. Not only is he an idiot but he has ruined my chances to be with Ava since she now is too scared to be with anyone else. If there is something I am not shy of that is hard work and if it takes me a lifetime, I promise that I am going to do everything I possibly can to show Ava she can trust me. 

Having met her and spent time with her, I know without a doubt she has spoiled me for any other female on this planet.