(a/n: this is a half assed chapter lmao)

"minho, please!" jisung screamed as he was still tied up an hour later, unable to move in any way possible. the only thing minho had done for the past hour was edging and at this point he was on the verge of mass tears. "let me cum!"

"not until i say so." minho pulled out the vibrator and waited for a minute or so before stuffing it back in his ass.

he'd done this at least 7 times to jisung. at this point it wasn't even pleasure anymore, only pain.

minho begins to smack the boys, already black, blue and red, bruised and bloody ass.  "i can't take it anymore! m-min please!"

although minho could not see the boys face he knew that he was crying and his lips were probably bloody as well. "fine, i think it's been long enough for you to learn your lesson. so go ahead. make a mess out of yourself."

jisung immediately shuttered while cumming all over the bed beneath him. he cried as he hadn't came so much in years. minho the extracted the vibrator from inside the boy and discarded it onto the floor aside the bed. he then quickly untied the boys wrists and ankles which resulted him curling up into a ball from being stretched out across the bed for so long.

minho then grabbed the boy and flipped him over to see his face, just like predicted, his chin was bloody once more. he leaned down to kiss jisung who was out of breath.

the younger used all the strength he had left to kiss back and put his works in, but he didn't imagine minho would push himself inside, right after he just came after over an hour of edging.

he gasped into the kiss and began to cry harder from pleasure? pain? he wasn't sure. "g-get out" he cried.

minho continued to fuck into as the youngers whined and cries. they were normal when it came to their sex. so he didn't think much of it.

but jisung really couldn't take it. he'd had rough sex before with minho, but nothing compared to this. maybe it was from being non sexually active, or maybe it was genuinely more rough than usual. "no no no n-no min g-et off!"

this is exactly what happened just hours before, as soon as minho started actually having sex with him, he pushed him off. but that time it was just instinct and jisung didn't really mean it.

but this time it wasn't. jisung was physically in so much pain that it wasn't pleasurable. of course he loved sex with minho and it was really good at first, so he felt bad for actually wanting to stop.

his body was limp and he couldn't move anything. he was loosing his voice from crying and yelling and with the last of his voice, just as minho began to speed up he used his safe word.

"r-red" he said weakly, hoping minho would hear. he'd never used it before and it honestly made him feel weak for resorting to that option.

minho immediately came to a stop, pulled out and got off of him. he felt an extreme sense of guilt for actually afflicting pain upon jisung.

the older sat down beside his husband and picked him up, setting him on his lap. "are you alright baby" minho said immediately worrying when he saw jisung was having trouble breathing.

jisung simply held on to minho as tight as his weak body could and shook his head no.

"okay baby, deep breath. in.....and out. good, just like that." jisung followed the instructions he was given. "i'm so sorry, i'm really sorry baby." he apologized and kissed the top of jisungs head.

"don't apologize. the whole point of a safe word is to let you know to stop, you did nothing wrong." yes, it was still hard for him to breathe, but he needed to let minho that it's not his fault or anything of that sort.

"i got carried away, really it is my fau-"

"shut up, it's not. i liked it, i just haven't had sex in a long fucking time so my ass isn't necessarily were it used to be. we'll just have to take it slow the first week or two." jisung leaned up and pressed a kiss on minhos lips, a short one of course because it was still a bit hard for him to breathe.

"i love you, baby"

"i love you more, min"

-

it was around two pm and jisung was up watching television in bed.

"i'll go pick up minkyu, stop by the grocery store and i should be back in around an hour" minho pressed a lingering kiss on his husbands lips before saying his farewells and leaving.

as soon as minho left the room, jisung pulled out his phone and immediately facetimed his friend...

ring

ring

ri-

"hey ji-"

"i know you're setting up for business tonight but this is an emergency" jisung quickly cut off the certain freckled australian off

"emergency?"

"can you come over? this calls for a bestfriend meeting and i only have an hour"

"i'm on my way" felix quickly hung up for what jisung assumed was to rush to his house.

as soon as that call ended, he immediately clicked on his best friends contact and shot him a message to which was responded to almost immediately.

jisung: come over, now please. emergency

jeongin: you're lucky that the other teacher is willing to watch my class, i just told the principal it was a home emergency

jisung: ty ilysfm

jeongin: i'll be there soon

-

within what seemed like only ten minutes, jeongin and felix had arrived at their best friends house at the same time. they both gave eachother a look, as if they were asking what was going on for both of them having been called. they proceeded to sprint up the stairs into the famously large bedroom.

when the entered they saw jisung sitting on his bed eating a bowl of ice cream and watching anime. "...this doesn't look like an emergency to me. you look like a toddler that was left home alone" felix said crossing his arms and tapping his foot lightly on the tile floor beneath them.

"no...felix you're wrong...this is definitely an emergency. take a sniff and look around." jeongin whispered quietly. the two boys looked around at the room, where there were suspension rope still tied to the bedframe, lube on the floor as well as a vibrator. not to mention the room reeked of sweat and cum.

felixs jaw dropped to the floor, he couldn't fucking believe it. "jisung... y-you cheated on minho?" i mean, that's what it looked like to them, not knowing minho was back.

"of course not dumbass, he was probably just masturbating" jeongin added, giving his blond friend a slap to the head.

jisung shook his head and laughed, waving his friends over to the bed they definitely did not want to sit on, but did anyways. they were both extremely confused as to why jisung had yet to say anything about this somewhat uncalled for situation.

out of all the things jisung could have said next, such as. minho is back; he's back; he's finally home. his first words were iconically "can i show you guys my ass?"

the two friends nodded in hesitation. they wanted to laugh, but they weren't sure if it was a situation to laugh in. so that left them curious about what the fuck jisung was leading to.

jisung finally removed the comforter from his behind, what they were not expecting was to see jisungs ass completely covered in dark bruises and popped blood vessels as well as dried blood.

"holy shit" jeongin started, he knew there was only one damn fucker on this planet that would do this kinky shit to jisung. "he's back?!" both boys said in unison.

jisung nodded vigorously. "he got back last night...and so we had sex for the first time in 5 years today while minkyu was at school, as you know... and it didn't go to well, i need help."

jeongin grabbed both of jisungs hands into his own. "whatever you need, we're here...also i would hug you, but you look like you need to be in a hospital like damn"

they all laughed lightly at the youngests remark. "so basically i had to use my safe word on the first time since he got back and i think the idea of that happening is making minho feel really shitty. i don't know what to do because it's not his fault at all and i could tell he's being self conscious of it."

"well, we can't really do anything besides tell him it's not his fault, it's not up to us how he feels. but, it's not a reason for him to be sad just because you used your safe word, i've had to use mine more then just once. overtime you guys will get used to it, this probably won't be the first time you'll have to use it."

" yeah, I agree with jeongin" the freckled boy started. "plus, i'm sure your probably drugged up on pain relievers at this point so..."

"yeah i am. like I really did like it, but I was just scared for my body. I was in a lot of pain and I'm into that but it got to the point where I was scared that something was wrong, you know? and I'm not worried about myself now that I know I'm okay, it's just minho is taking this hard on himself... not to mention, he found out found out about minkyus dreams right as he got out of the facility yesterday. I don't think he's taking that well either, there's just so much he's getting upset about in the first 24 hours of being home, I'm just worried it might trigger some past behaviors... If you know what I mean"

The other two boys found at the upsetting words their friend was spilling. they did agree that this could end badly if something worse happened. If something were to upset minho even more than he already is, his emotions could get the best of him and they've all seen what that can do in the past. " look, I understand it's stressful to not know what could happen next. But he was away for five years getting help, I'm sure he'll be just fine."

jisung sighed. "you guys are probably right, I'm probably just overthinking."

"it's never a bad thing to overthink, sometimes we need to. But I promise you, as long as you tell him everything's okay, he will listen. I'm sure nothing will go wrong."