Saji Argelia's Point of View.

I followed him outside the room, he sat himself on the couch and open the telivision to watch some movie that made me pout. "Love there's a telivision inside our room. Why don't we just watch it there?" I questioned and put my arms around his waist.

"That's the problem, pag nasa kama baka mauwi tayo sa gusto mong mangyari." He cleared himself that made me blush, but then I didn't stop.

"Gusto ko lang ba?" Nang-aasar kong tanong at tinitigan ang mukha niya.

He look so serious pero ang gwapo, bumabagay sa kaniya ang makapal niyang kilay na kumalat pa ang ibang piraso ng buhok sa paligid no'n at ang mata niya. "Gusto mo lang." He stated in monotone that made me laugh.

"You're cute, you can't handle me anymore?"

"I can, I just don't like to. You're being impulsive with your actions love. It feels so different." Napipikon niyang sabi, salubong ang kilay at naglalapat ang mga labi.

He glanced at me and looked away immediately. "What's inside your head?" Tanong niya habang nakatuon sa TV ang mga mata.

"Blood, and brain." I answered that made him more irritated.

"Love." Nagbabanta niya ng sabi.

"What? I just answered your question." Maangan kong sagot dahilan para bumuntong hininga siya at sumandal na lang, he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to him.

"Let's just watch a movie." He suggested.

"Love always remember, even if we parted I'll still find you." Natigilan ako ng mahinahon niya iyong sinabi, his fingers are brushing through my shoulder.

"Even if our eclipse is finished, always wait for our time." Bulong niya kaya napangiti ako.

"Our time to meet again?" I questioned and looked up to see his reaction.

He looked down on me, he stared at my eyes down to my lips. Then suddenly he smiles and looked away. "Yeah."

"Then if you misses me look at the moon, I'll look at the sun even if it hurts my eyes." Bulong ko at tumingin sa TV. What if that day he has someone else already? Would he treat me like Lauren?

What if that day it will literally hurt my eyes because he has someone new already? I immediately wiped my tears using the back of my hand and smile bitterly.

"Hey are you tearing up already?" Kent Axel tried to see my face but I hid it.

"Nakakainis kasi yung pinanonood mo!" Bulyaw ko at masamang tinignan ang TV.

"Luh, sinisi pa nga yung movie." Natatawang sabi niya at mas niyakap ako using his one arm.

"Bakit kailangan niyang iwan yung lalake? Ang tanga tanga niya." But the truth is I'm pertaining to myself.

"Hindi ba niya naisip na nasasaktan rin 'yon? She's so selfish." I ranted but then Kent Axel laughed and hugs me while brushing his hands through my shoulder. Trying to comfort me.

"Hindi pa ba kita nakasama sa sinehan? Baka magwala ka na pag nagkataon." Natatawang sabi niya kaya ngumuso ako at isinandal ang pisngi ko sa dibdib niya.

"Ah!"

"W-What happened?" Mabilis na tanong niya at tinignan ako.

"'Di ba may car ka rito sa palawan?" Tanong ko dahilan para ngumiwi siya at inis na sumandal.

"I thought kinagat ka na ng ipis sa tabi m—"

"WHAT?!" napatayo ako kaagad at tinignan ang gilid but then he laughed out loud that made me frown.

"I hate you, tch." Reklamo ko at hindi na naupo.

"I was just joking, maupo ka na." Sita niya pa habang natatawa at dahil trip ko siyang asarin ngayon inalis ko ang unan sa kandungan niya at doon ako naupo dahilan para magulat siya.

"Saji get up."

"What now? Ayoko na maupo doon." Reklamo ko habang may ngisi sa labi.

"Darn it. Ako na ang mauupo doo—"

"Nakaupo lang naman ako rito ah?" Tanong ko nang-aasar.

"You're brushing through it, get up love." Nauubusang pasensya niyang sabi pero inayos ko ang upo at tsaka ako kumuha ng unan sa harapan ko at itinaas ang paa ko dahilan para naka-side ako sa pagkakaupo sa lap niya.

"Tch." I heard him hissed.

Nanood na kami ngunit ganoon na lang nabaliktad ang pangyayari, napalunok ako ng maraming beses ng mapanood ko ang ginagawa ng dalawang bida sa TV. Who the hell made this movie!

"I-It feels like the air condition is messed up." Bulong ko at pinaypayan ang sarili dahil pakiramdam ko namawis ako.

"I-Iinom lang ako tubig." Naiilang na paalam ko at nagmamadaling umalis sa kandungan niya.

What a sight!

Nasa tapat ako ng ref habang umiinom ng malamig na tubig, sinulyapan ko si Kent Axel na nakaiwas ang tingin sa pinanonood kaya naman pasimple akong napangisi. Umuurong ako doon ah, nakakahiya!

I just can't imagine myself doing what they did! Bigla akong nahiya. Bumalik na ako at hindi na naupo sa kandungan niya ngunit ganoon na lang ang paglunok ko ng hindi pa rin tapos ang ginagawa ng dalawang bida.

Do they need to freaking do that?

"Shit." Dahan dahan kong nilingon si Kent Axel sa mahina niyang mura hanggang sa magtama ang mga mata namin ay naiilang akong nag-iwas tingin.

Ngayon ay may espasyo sa pagitan naming dalawa. "Ang pangit ng movie na pinili mo." Kinakabahan kong sabi ngunit hindi siya tumugon.

Muli ay sinulyapan ko si Kent Axel ngunit sakto ring lumingon siya, but this time ako lang ang nag-iwas tingin. I was about to stand but then Kent Axel guided my face using his fingers and looked it up to him.

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I swallowed hard when he stares at me, memorizing my face and then he looked down to glanced at my lips. I closed my eyes as soon as he pushes himself and kissed me, he sipped my lower lip like he was sipping a coffee.

I closed my fist when he pulled my waist and seated me on his lap, it was just a normal kiss not until we heard a freaking moan at the telivision. He stopped and reach for the remote then he turned off the telivision. His darkened eyes stares at me.

"W-What now?" Namamaos kong bulong.

Ngunit ganoon na lang nanlaki ang mata ko ng kunin niya ang isang legs ko at ipunta sa kabilang gawi dahilan para nakaharap ako sa kaniya with those position. I was about to say something but he cuts me off with a passionate kiss.

He started moving his face while his hands are on the side of my neck just to stay in that position, I wrapped my arms around his neck that made him let go of mine and pulled me on my waist.

I gasped as he tried not to touch my chest, instead he pulled me more while kissing me hard. Our body is closer to each other, it makes me feel something down there. It's so awkward but then I was about to press myself onto his chest but then he groaned.

"D-Don't move too much," he whispered.

I swallowed hard as I understand what's going on and it's because he's hard as steel down there. He kissed me again but my curiosity made me want to kill myself! I moved and that made me feel him more, He was stopping me from gripping my waist.

"L-Love don't be stubborn." Nanenermon niyang sabi in between the kisses.

My lips parted when he planted soft kisses on the soft part of my neck that pleasures me, I grabbed a small amount of his hair and craned my neck to let him kiss me more. His hands started to brush through my tummy brushing up to my chest that made me moan.

It feels surreal! He carefully sipped the soft part of my neck not to leave mark, he massaged my left mound above the brassiere and shirt I am wearing. His kisses became more hot, his touch became more steamy.

"Mmm.."

His hands stopped that made me disappointed not until I felt his warm hand inside my shirt, I closed my eyes feeling his lips back on my lips again. He lifts up my brassiere and started massaging it more sensual.

I can feel myself down there, pooling. I gasped it feels like losing a lot of breathes, I opened my eyes when he stopped kissing me. It's all because he kissed my neck again, I let my hand touch him down there and that's when he stopped.

"Oh woah. That's enough." He stated and pull my brassiere back.

Naningkit ang mata ko but then he laughed. "Enough love." Inayos niya ang buhok using his fingers then he carried me back on my seat.

Dismayadong dismayado ako ngayon. "Really," inis na bulong ko at niyakap ang sariling tuhod.

He was amazed. "You're brave." Hindi niya makapaniwalang sabi.

"How dare you stop?" Nakanguso kong sabi.

"You're brave enough to pull a sword love." The amusement was written all over his face, with a smile on his face hindi siya naiilang sa akin.

"But it's already hard." Bulong ko, then I realized it immediately put me on to the situation where I have to hide my face using my palm.

"Woah, Unbelievable." Sambit niya.

"You really wanted to see a giant lobster huh," natigilan ako sa sinabi niya dahilan para lingunin ko siya.

"Lobster?"

"Yeah, this." He gestured it using his eyes that made me glare at him.

"Oh my goodness!" Sambit ko at tinakpan ang bibig.

"Wala ka talagang lobster na alaga 'no? 'Y-Yan yung tinutukoy niyo!" Nanlalaki ang mata kong sabi dahilan para matawa siya.

"By just now you realize." He said, shrugging that made me smack his arms.

"Bastos!"

"Luh ako na naman?" Sambit niya.

"S-Sino pa ba! How could you!"

"Luh ikaw nga humawak eh." Asar niya dahilan para manlaki ang mata ko at namumula ang mukhang sinamaan siya ng tingin.

"Let's bake?" Anyaya niya kaya tumango tango ako, sinenyasan niya akong sumunod kaya naman ng makarating sa kusina ay napangiti ako ng may stocks siya.

"What do you prefer? Soft or hard?" Napalunok ako sa tanong niya

"You mean?"

His eyes widened when he realized he sounded so wrong. "I mean you like it fudge or you like it baked throughly?" He cleared and looked away fixing the bowls.

"What do you mean by fudge and baked throughly?"

"Saji Argelia," napahilot siya sa sintido at nilingon ako. "Fudge like brownies or baked throughly like cookies?" Nauubusang pasensya niyang sabi kung kaya't nakangisi ako at tumango tango.

"I like it hard." I answered that made his eyes widened, a smirk formed in my lips.

"Okay then, you like hard." He said that made me giggle and watch him bake, Tita Miyu is good at baking and cooking nga pala for sure nakuha niya 'yon kahit konti.

"You like watching your mom cook right?" Tanong ko at tinulungan siya.

"Yeah, I guess I learned from watching." He whisked the egg together with the brown sugar.

"Akala ko ba hard? Why does it looks like you'll bake a brownie?" I asked that made him stop, a smirk plastered on his lips.

"I'm jealous." Umawang ang bibig ko sa sagot niya at mahina siyang hinampas sa lower back. I'm sure masakit 'yon pero hindi siya nag-react kaya naman tumingin pa ako ng stocks sa ref niya.

"Can I have one?" Tukoy ko sa saging.

Nilingon niya ako at ibinaling ang atensyon sa hinahalo. "Go on Sajing." Ngising sabi niya kaya umirap ako but then I noticed his biceps while whisking. Lumalabas rin ang mga ugat niya sa kamay dahilan para nakagat ko ang ibabang labi at kumain na lang ng saging.

"Can't you just eat that using a fork or something?" He asked while his attention are on the bowl.

"Why not? This is how to eat a banana. Don't you know?" Nang-aasar kong sabi at saktong pagkalingon niya ay kinain ko 'yon dahilan para mabilis siyang mag-iwas tingin.

"Eat a few then, baka bumanyo ka." Sagot niya.

After baking ay tinikman ko ang gawa niya at napangiti ako kaagad. "Ang sarap."

"Ang sarap nga gagi 'wag mo ako tignan ng ganyan." Sagot ko at kinain ang brownie niya na may vanilla ice cream.

"Huh really?"

"Sino mas masarap then? Ako o ito?" He pointed himself then the brownie.

"Luh okay ka lang?" Natatawang tanong ko sa kaniya.

"Okay." Matipid niyang sagot at kumain na lang, ngumisi ako at niyakap siya dahilan para yukuin niya ako.

"Hmm?"

"Hindi ko pa alam kung sinong mas masarap sa inyo," bulong kong sagot ng may ngisi.

"Ayaw mo magpatikim eh." Nanlaki ang mata niya at natawa.

"You're crazy."

"Am I?" Tanong ko pa.

"Yeah, you are. Why do you want to taste me? Marry me first naughty." He scoffed that made me laugh.

"Soon love, wait for me." Ngising sabi ko at tumiklay para madampian ang labi niya.

He kissed me and then he lets go kaya ngumiwi ako, after that day we had fun. We play board games, card games, online games and even IQ games. We also drink alcohol, while playing. Nang mga sandaling 'yon ayoko ng bumitaw, ayoko ng sandali pang malayo siya sa akin.

Mas nauna siyang nakatulog dahil sa dami ng nainom niya dahil natatalo siya sa akin, while he's in bed nakatitig lang ako sa mukha niya habang nakayakap siya sa bewang ko. He's my man, and I don't know if he's going to be soon.

Sana kahit matagal na ako pa rin, sana hindi pa huli sa oras na maayos na namin lahat. Hindi ko kayang makita siyang nasasaktan kung kaya't kahit ako na lang. "I love you very much," bulong ko kasabay ng pagtulo ng luha sa mga mata ko.

Buong gabi na 'yon ay nanatili akong nakatitig sa kaniya, dahil baka ito na ang huli sa ngayon na malalapitan ko siya ng ganito kalapit. I caresses his face using my palm, I kissed his forehead, the tip of his nose, his cheeks as my goodbye.

"I'm so sorry," bulong ko at dinampian ng halik ang labi niya ngunit ganoon na lang ako napamulat ng hapitin niya ako at halikan sa labi dahilan para mapapikit ako ng mariin, ang luha sa mata ko ay tumulo.

Those kisses last for a minute, then he falls asleep.

The third day of the deal came, those bastards visited me and I can't do anything because they have the video clip that they showed me. "Did you follow our deal?" Juniflo questioned.

"I was just about to, but you came in. How should I do it?" Sarkastika kong sabi.

"If only you don't have it, matagal na kitang pinatay. You killed my mother!" Mariing sigaw ko, showing them how angry I was.

But then she laughed devilish. "Poor you, you lost your mother and now you'll lost the man of your life." Ngising sabi niya.

"Leave, he's about to go here." I stated kaya naman mabilis silang sumunod.

Nang makaalis sila ay trenta minutos bago nakarating rito si Kent Axel, galing siya sa trabaho kung kaya't isiningit ko lang ang sarili ko. "Hi love," he greeted me but then I just stared at him.

"You look scary, ano pa lang pag-uusapan natin?" Tanong ko at naupo na sa sofa. Sa single sofa para hindi niya ako matabihan.

"I was about to tell you this last night, pero you're so busy." I mentioned.

"Oh sorry about that love, I'm holding 5 murder cases." He smiled sweetly but then I didn't show any emotions.

"Kent Axel, will you let me go?" I started dahilan para magtaka siya at mangunot ang noo.

"I am not holding you," he cleared his throat.

"I'm talking about this relationship, can you let me go?" His eyes suddenly got worried.

"Why? Are you okay? Do you have a problem? I can listen this time." He was about to stand but I gestured him to stay seated.

"I don't want to be in this relationship anymore Kent Axel, that's my problem." Matipid akong ngumiti.

"It's suffocating."

"You're nothing without your parents. You're nothing without your license." His eyes were shocked, it looks so sad.

"You're nothing but Kent Axel. I wanted to be in a relationship with the man who's normal, not involved in underground. The one who can live normal with me. Yung walang mission na inaalala." Seryoso ko 'yon na sinabi but deep down I'm already guilty and hurt to hurt him.

"A lot of people is talking behind my back, because they like you and because they told me that I don't deserve you."

"Who the hell told you that? Tell me let's fix it." He cleared his throat when it broke.

"How? By using the law? How could you be a lawyer when you killed someone and you didn't pay for it. Hindi ka rin nalalayo sa mga criminals." I stared at his eyes that shows he's in pain.

"D-Did you just call me criminal?" His eyes were stuck on mine.

"How do you call yourself then?" Sumbat ko, his eyes became teary. He looked away and so am I.

"I-I saved my noona t-that day." Bulong niya.

"It doesn't matter, the intent is not for you. Doctor Mia is not going to die that day so it's not self defense." Diin ko pa.

"Saji." Naninitang sabi niya sa akin.

"I'm done. I actually don't like you. It's funny how I used you but then you made me use you again. Fool." Ngumisi ako.

"I dated a lot of guys, I lied to you. They touched me like you did, and we even did more that what we did—"

"Polaris." His eyes darkened that made me smirk.

"Does it hurt knowing?"

"I told you I'm not someone you expected. I'm worst than Lauren. It's fun watching you broke your heart again and I broke it this time. You're nothing but a stupid lawyer." His lips parted, tears flowed.

"You're stupid Kent Axel. So let go of me already, we're done and I'm actually done playing you. Hindi ka naman pala mahirap makuha," natatawang sabi ko.

Fuck you Saji.

"Naloko ka ulit." Tumawa ako at tinitigan siya, I held my tears hard.

"I got my karma actually, I lost my mom because she thinks I'm really into you." Inalis ko ang ngiti sa labi.

"I got my karma already, and so you did." His tears flowed, his eyes doesn't show any emotions anymore but he's crying. He's in pain.

Kingina.

"Y-You're the best karma I ever had then." Natigilan ako ng madamdamin niya iyong sinabi dahilan para kumuyom ang kamao ko ng patago.

He smiled, with tears on his cheeks flowing like a falls. It doesn't stop, his gaze were stuck on mine. "I can wish for more, Saji. Make me have the karma more." Dahil doon ay naiiwas ko ang tingin at tumayo ako tumalikod at pekeng tumawa.

What a bitch Saji Argelia.

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@/n: It begins!