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Sanyukta

I tried to uplift my eyelids, feeling a huge weight on my head. I cringe at the awful smell surrounding.

Oh god! Does hell smell so bad? Maybe that is why it is called hell.

I tried opening them again, and did it successfully this time. I glanced around curiously with a hope to see the devil, standing with his punishment rod but found none.

Instead I found myself surrounded by a nurse and an overjoyed Misha.

Wait!

What is she doing here?

I looked around and slapped myself mentally. I was in a hospital.

I sigh.

I got saved.

And suddenly I felt my palms getting cold as I remembered what landed me here. I closed my eyes as I felt my heart getting heavy with the pain.

"Sanyu are you okay?" She looked at me.

I just nodded my head, sat up slowly and concentrated on my lap. The nurse did a few check ups. Once the nurse left I felt the bed dip and soon I was hugged with force by Misha. My hands itched to hug her back but my mind didn't even me bulge.

I maintained my posture till I felt my gown getting wet. And it was no rocket science that Misha was weeping on my shoulder.

"I am sorry Sanyukta! I didn't mean that, and you know this. I can never point a finger on your character and honesty towards me." She sobbed.

"But you did Misha. I thought out of everyone at least you will trust me. But you just finished everything." I closed my eyes, holding back the tears that threatened to fall.

"I know I made a mistake. I was so heartbroken at that moment that I didn't know what I was saying. I got blind in his love sanyu. But later when bro talked to me, I understood what kind of rascal he was. I am really sorry Sanyu." She held my hands.

"No Misha! You should not apologise to me but to yourself. You were doing unfair to yourself. You got so weak in that man's love that you were ready to ignore his doings. And trust me that hurt me more. Seeing you become another Sanyukta broke me." I said grabbing onto her hands.

" I promise you, I will never do this to myself. I will never let you and my family down. Please give me this one chance." She begged.

" I am happy that finally you got some sense." I slightly patted her forehead.

"Now time for getting some senses to you too." She chirped before hitting me tightly on my face.

"Ow... Mumma! You stupid girl what did you do?" I rubbed my cheek that was still stinging with her slap.

"I hope it did justice to the pain that everyone out there has felt seeing you lying on your deathbed. For once also you didn't think about us?" She looked at me furiously.

Was this girl begging me a few minutes ago?

"I am sorry Misha! I don't know what got into me that I took such a drastic step. But that feeling of being a complete loser was not letting me breath even for one second." I confessed.

"You are not a loser. You might be an over emotional idiot but not a loser." She stated.

"Thank you for the clarification." I rolled my eyes over her.

"Where is everyone?" I looked around.

I know there must be someone from the family. They won't leave me alone with a kiddo. I mentally chuckled at my thought.

"Bro has sent everyone home to get some rest. So it's just me, bro and arpita." She chirped.

"That's great! Misha I am feeling sick here. Please let's go outside and have some fresh air. " I grinned at her.

"No Sanyu! Doctor said you need rest and if bro comes to know that I am letting you roam around, he will kill both of us." She widened her eyes.

"You are such a loser and will remain one. I am fine and I am not afraid of your bro" I said

Not any more anymore!

"But I am! So shut up and rest here. I am going outside to inform bro and arpita that you finally gained your consciousness." She stood up.

"Idiot" I sighed frustratedly and lied down back on the bed.

Randhir

I silently sat on the hospital bench, lost in my own world. So much has changed. Who would have thought that a day like this, will also come.

Everyone believe that Sanyukta attempt the suicide because of whatever happened with her in the club. They think that she was devastated by Mayank's shameful act and was broken by Misha's words. Even Misha feels that she attempted this, because of them.

But I know the truth!

I know why she did this.

She was broken to the extent, where death seems more peaceful to her and it was me who pushed her into this dark pit.

Somewhere her family is correct that the reason behind her act was me. We all know that Sanyukta was never a weakling, because a girl who can love me with all my flaws, who can fight with me for my own good cannot be weak.

She was so devastated, because of our failed marriage, our child loss, our broken family, that a small push was enough for her to jump down the wall.

I placed my back against the wall, closed my eyes and sucked a deep breath. I don't know for how long I stayed like that. I opened my eyes and turned my head to my right when I felt someone sitting beside me.

"Coffee?" Arpita smiled at me.

"No! I am good." I politely declined her offer.

"Don't worry! I heard doctors saying that she is completely out of danger now and we can take her home, once all the formalities and precautions are taken. " She slightly patted my arms and forwarded the cup to me.

"Thank you! " I looked at her gratefully.

"Is it for the coffee or for looking after your wife in your absence?" She raised her brows at me.

"You know everything from the start Aprita and still you don't let any chance go to rub the things on my face." I shook my head.

"Because I was against your doings from the very start. Didn't I tell you that whatever you are doing will only break her to the point where there will be no turning back? And see where she has landed herself. I know we can't change our destiny, but this could have been handled if you were with her." She looked at me disappointedly.

" I know I was wrong but I was helpless too. For me, Sanyukta's life mattered more than anything. And for that I can do anything. I can again take anyone's life, rot in jail, I can bear the disgust in everyone's eyes but I cannot even breathe with the idea of losing Sanyukta." I breathed heavily.

" You could have shared the problem with her. You could have told her that her medical conditions weren't allowing her to continue with the pregnancy. You could have told her that the baby could have not made it otherwise also and she needed to abort the baby before we lost her too. You need not to take the blame of murdering your own blood." She shouted.

"And let her die in the pain of not becoming a mother ever . You were there with me. You knew what the doctor said. She cannot concieve ever, because every time we will try for a child, a smiliar looking condition will arise for every fucking time with a greater risk to Sanyukta's life." I shouted back frustratedly.

" Randhir but what about her happiness? " She questioned me helplessly.

" You know what I feel for her is pure. I took this blame on me so that she could be kept away from this prolonged pain of not being able to conceive. You knew she was in love with the baby even when it was not born. She would have blamed herself to death for not being able to give birth to the symbol of our togetherness. It was me who pushed you to convince dad for Arnav and Sanyukta's marriage. I did everything for her happiness only Arpita." I let out a few sobs, letting out all the emotions that I had prisoned from so long.

"I told you this earlier also. She can never feel complete with anyone but you. Just because you felt that Pia can fill that vacuum in her life, you decided to marry her off to another man. Have you ever think what if they both try for their own child-"

"She will never do that." I shouted aggressively, grabbing a few eyeballs.

I immediately turned by head to another side. Even this thought was enough to set my soul on fire. I can never think of any man touching my Sanyukta.

"You can't even hear something like this about her, and you were planning to marry her off. I hope you very well know what comes after marriage? It is not like events will happen how Randhir Singh Shekhawat have planned them to be. " She scoffed.

I closed my eyes frustratingly because I knew somewhere she was correct. Even in my plans, I was choosing pain for myself.

" I-"

I stopped as I heard a shattering sound. We both looked towards the direction. And I felt the ground slipping beneath me seeing the person. I opened and closed my mouth, not being able to form words.

God please! I hope she hasn't heard anything, otherwise everything will be finished.

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