But all his attempt fail to console a broken mother. Sanyukta slept in his arms after crying for hours. Randhir laid her down on bed and caressed her tear stricken face. He covered her with a blanket and kissed her forehead.

Randhir looked at sanyukta who was absent mindlessly watching the movie due to misha insistence. Its been more than one weak since that mishap still sanyukta was not able to cope up with her loss. Every member in the family tried to cheer her up but there there all efforts went infertile. They all were worried for her. Its seems as if ages have passed when sanyukta last laugh or talk with someone.

With every passing day they all were loosing the hope to get there old sanyukta back. Whereas randhir was also loosing his patience. He started getting irritated due to her irrational behavior. It seems like nothing bothers. He walked towards sanyukta and misha who were sitting on bed with a blanket covering them. Arpita and parth were too wrapped up in a single blanket and was cozily settled on a small couch in the bedroom. As sanyukta was sitting on edge and misha was sitting on at another side of the bed he chooses to sit between them. Thus disturbing there comfort zone and earning a frown from misha who then shook her head knowing his brother interest of sitting between them so that he can stay close to sanyukta. Randhir was watching the film disinterestedly as he was not a fan of any romantic movie.

Randhir thoughts :" I never get along with the fact that how people watch this stupid baseless movie for so long. After getting bore from that movie I look at my left to find misha looking at the screen with utmost dedication. I wish she started studying too like this with so much of her self concentration. Then my eyes wanders to our new love birds who were hugging each other while watching the movie. We are facing their side back. Looking at arpita blushing face and parth naughty smile anyone could guess that whats going inside the blanket. Jeez..they should have at least some shame. My baby sister is also sitting in the same room. It seems like parth has become too bold after getting married. Talking about marriage I looked at my right to find my wife looking at the movie without any concentration. God I am seriously waiting for that day when she will forget about the baby incident and will focus in her present..in our present. I don't understand why she is making such a big issue of that incident. It was just a baby who was not even born. I can understand that she was attached to the baby but what is there to mourn so much. It's not like she will never be able to conceive again. The doctor said that we can anytime go for our next baby. Getting bore I thought of talking to misha but guess what I am late as she was already sleeping on one side of the bed facing her back to me. Not having any other option I again concentrated on the screen. Oh shit wrong move dude !! as the the film was showing a steaming make out of the couple. I felt a myelf getting hard. I shift my eyes to sanyukta was again looking at the screen without any interest. I steal a glance of parth and arpita only only to find them sticking to each other. Suddenly an idea struck to me and an evile smile came on my lips. I slowly shifted towards sanyukta without disturbing misha sleep. I put my right hand around her shoulder. Without getting any objection from her side. My hand slowly crawled downwards till the hem of her kurti. i put my hand inside her kurti and started massaging and pinching her belly. I slowly look towards sanyukta who was looking here and there awkwardly. I know she was feeling something due to my touch. I slowly took my hand upwards and started playing with her softness. I know that was the last thread of her patience. After all being her husband I know her weakness point. I was enjoying torchuring her when suddenly she pushed my hand and stood up abruptly. Parth and arpita got startled seeing her like this. And without saying anything she left our room."

From that day sanyukta started maintaining some distance from randhir. She was herself confused on why she was doing it. But something in her always stops her from going close to her husband. She knew she was digging her own grave by keeping randhir away but sometimes we became weak in front of our heart and that's whats happening with her. Her heart...the same heart that only knew to beat for her randhir ji was now not allowing her to get close to him. As if her institutions were warning her about something.

On the other hand randhir too became a mere puppet in front of his desires. He tried hard to keep a control on his ever going desire but his manly needs were something which he can't control for a long time. He many times tried to get close to sanyukta to satisfy himself but every time she pushes him. He even tried to seduce her few times by his own ways but in the end he got nothing but rejection. And that rejection started bothering his male ego. He started getting sexually frustrated. One night he was partying with his friends in the club. He was highly drunk and was dancing with his friends. He slightly glanced at the girl who was dressed in se*y dress which was hardly covering her asset and was giving him hints since the moment he entered in the club. But every time sanyukta innocent face and her sweet voice stop him from going near her as if continuously reminding him about his promise. But He lost his every thread of control when that girl hugged him from back and started rubbing him. He closed his eyes feeling someone after such a long time. He turned his head and cubed her face. Lust took over him and he broke the only promised he thought he will never break till his life.

Sanyukta suddenly woke up from her sleep feeling something strange. She looked at the open window. There was loud thundering sound and cold wind was blowing. She look at the watch which was showing 3 in the morning. She started calling randhir but due to frustration he had left his phone at home.

Sanyukta (picked up his ringing phone): shit...he went out without his phone...its already 3...when is he planning to come back. Its all my fault when he was asking me to accompany him I should have listen to him. Why I am feeling like this? And where the hell is randhir ji...

Sanyukta thoughts

I was about to keep his phone back when a particular name caught my attention. His phone screen showed two missed call from Dr mathur...Dr mathur why I am feeling like I have heard this name before and then it clicked me. He was the same doctor who came to our house to check when i...when I lost my baby. Memories of that dreadful day still bring tears in my eyes. I never felt that kind of helplessness that I felt on that day. I know many people will laugh but it feels like at that moment my baby was crying..he was shouting...shouting for my help...I was feeling like my baby was calling me to save him..to save his life. But I was so helpless at that moment. I know my family is also sad and the reason is me. They want to see me happy again. But its not in my hand. How can you expect from a mother to forget her first baby. Its been more than two weeks still every night I got that nightmare where my baby was yelling in pain and calling me for his help and I ...I was just crying on my fate. I know somewhere that my pain for my baby is becoming a hurdle in our marital life. Every time randhir ji tries to get close to me. I got the flashback of all those fights and argument which we had related to our baby. When he used to curse our baby. Sometimes I feel that god has snatched away my baby from me because his father doesn't want him. Wiping my tears I again looked at the screen. Why was this Dr calling him? Is he still in contact with doctor? But why? I swiped the screen when his phone showed a message from the same doctor.

Good evening Mr shekhawat. i know we had a deal of not contacting each other after that day unless its urgent. i know we had a 5 lakhs deal for that incident but now I am feeling like this amount is so small for such a big work. I want you to deposit 2 lakhs more in my account. I hope a business man like can at least afford this much to save himself. If I didn't receive the money within next three days I will reveal the truth to your family that you yourself killed your baby by changing your wife medicine with a chemical that was poisonous enough to kill your baby. And then you even threaten me to tell your family that the miscarriage happen because your wife womb was weak to carry a baby.

I hope you got the message Mr shekhawat. I want my money on time. See you till then

Sanyukta fell on the floor with a thud. There was no expression on her face. It seems like her tears also got dry. She was left with no more tear to shed on her pain. She slowly got up taking the support of the bed and walked to the dressing table and stared at her reflection.

I kept looking in the reflection trying to findthe traces of that old sanyukta...sanyukta who knew how to forgive.who knew howto smile even in pain...who can fight with anyone for her loved ones..who neverloose any battle..who was confident and determined...who was strong enough towithstand any storm..but what I saw is a weak daughter...a betrayed wife and ahelpless mother. I was never likes this. how can I become so weak. I have heardpeople saying that love gives you strength then why my love is making me feelso vulnerable...I love him..i love him with everything I have...and what he did? Hecheated me not once not twice many times but still I forgave him. I thought oneday he will change..he will start loving me and respecting our relation. But Iwas so wrong about him..he just cannot love anyone..he just can't..he is amonster in human skin..a monster who only know to give pain to others...a monsterwho only knew to achieve his target without caring for anyone's feeling andeven life. That man ki..killed my baby (tears started flowing from her eyes asshe placed her hand on her belly) how can he stoop so low. ( and then finallyher last thread of control broke and she started weeping loudly by palming herbelly) he..he killed my baby...I loved him so much...I never asked him anything...I even kept quite to all the injustice andtorture he did to me..just for the sake of this marriage..and what he did..hekilled our baby...NOOO (She stand up abruptly and wiped her face) NOsanyukta...this time you will not cry..you will not shed a single tear for thisman..you have cried a lot..not anymore...you will stand for yourself...you willfight for yourself...you have to be strong not for anyone but for yourself...(shelooked at the at the side table where his photo frame was kept. She picked upthe glass frame) I was fool to love you...I just can't believe that I wasted mylife running after a man like you...you don't deserve my love Mr randhir singhshekhawat..YOU DON'T...what you deserve is punishment..punishment for your everywrong deed...and I will make sure that you suffer..that you pay for every tear Ihave shed...i will not leave you..i will never forgive you (saying this she throw away his photo framebreaking it into pieces)
 

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