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Song 4 - Voices in My Head by NerdOut

*Warnings: Mention of rape*

*Sorry about the late-ish post. I'm trying to post on Saturday's/Sunday's and occasionally during the week. I hope you enjoy my next installment, happy reading!*

I looked down at his sinking form and briefly wondered if I had

gone too far. I rethought that. No, all of my actions

made sense. Anxiety was the one who wasn't making sense.

He had gone into a panic attack when I had grabbed

I don't think that I've gone to far

A little bit wild I know (little bit wild I know)

Pull your strings like a cheap guitar

Cus Baby I'm in control (Baby I'm in control)

his arm. Maybe that was a clue. I reached for his body and lifted up his sleeves

to reveal white gauze. Carefully I unwrapped his arms and discovered the

You feel it coming

You feel it in your bones

fresh cuts up and down his arms. I carefully re-wrapped the arms and

Release your monster

turned to Logic. It was time for some answers and it was quite

obvious that one of them knew what was going on. And seeing

as Morality couldn't keep a secret, it was probably Logic. He looked at me with

anger in his eyes and I was curious to find out what he thought I had

done wrong. He opened his mouth before I could open mine and the

sentiments he was asking about made me question what was going on

once more. "Look, Anxiety and I may be pretty big opposites when it comes to

lots of things, but you've gone way too far Princey. You're his husband

I love the voices in my head

You think I'm running off the edge

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

I love my life cus it's a mess

I'm living for the craziness

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

and it's one thing to be angry, it's another thing to tell your husband

that you wish you had never fallen in love with

him! What the hell is wrong with you?" I could tell he was

very angry. Logan is not one to swear, like ever.

Make me into your fantasy

But this is a horror show (this is a horror show)

Games you play they don't work on me

Cus I got tricks of my own (I got tricks of my own)

Had I actually said that? I had, hadn't I? Well that explains why Anxiety spun

into such a bad panic attack. But who was Hurc and what had his and

You feel it coming

You feel it in your bones

Anxiety's relationship meant to Anxiety? Was this all over before it began? I

Release your monster

hoped not. No matter what I had said or expressed, I still loved Anxiety

with all my heart and hoped he would be able to forgive me for

flying off the handle and providing him with more lies to tell himself instead of

truths. Speaking of him, his eyes were fluttering and his lips started to

move in speech. "No. You're lying! Prince does love me! He does! He

does more than you ever did. Get off of me! No, please. Stop!" A

bloodcurdling scream ripped from his lips and I shrunk back in shock and

astonishment. What had happened to my dear love, Anxiety? Logic

I love the voices in my head

You think I'm running off the edge

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

I love my life cus it's a mess

I'm living for the craziness

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

told me that it was all up to Anxiety to tell me what had happened with

him and Hurc. I placed a soothing hand to Anxiety's stomach and slowly

Maybe I like me broken

Maybe I like me broken

he woke up and came out of his panic attack. His eyes darted around rapidly

and he flinched at my touch. I pulled his sleeves up and kissed along

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

his fresh cuts. He looked confused to say the least. "Tell me what's wrong?"

I asked quietly, hovering in front of his face. Tears trekked down his face

Maybe I like me broken

Maybe I like me broken

and I wondered what he was about to say. "I promise it was a mistake. He forced

his way into my life and for a while I thought it was okay but it wasn't

and now you're hurt and I'm broken and you hate me an-and...." he

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

(Maybe I like me broken)

choked on his words and glanced over to Logic, seemingly having

a conversation through eye-contact alone. I could see all the raw emotion running

Maybe there's crazy in my blood

But I don't care

behind both sets of eyes. Logic looked unsure and Anxiety looked

broken. That kicked puppy look is the one that makes me want

to save him, it's his vulnerable side and his insecure side that made me realize

how much I had fallen in love with him. It was not something I would

ever be able to just retract. It was how I felt about every part of him,

every emotion or phase he would go through. Every thought that ever

entered his head was worth it, except for the ones where he expressed self-

loathing. But even some of those were important to me, because they

I love the voices in my head

You think I'm running off the edge

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

I love my life cus it's a mess

I'm living for the craziness

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

were him, every ounce was him. I brushed his hair away from his eyes

lightly. "He was taken advantage of." Logan said bluntly. My mind short

Maybe I like me broken

Maybe I like me broken

circuited and I had no clue of what that meant. "Taken advantage of?" I

murmured softly, trying to figure out what he meant by that. Morality

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

face palmed before he came over to wrap Anxiety in a hug. He even took

off his cardigan and wrapped Anxiety in it, as if he were a little child in

Maybe I like me broken

Maybe I like me broken

need of naptime. Anxiety moved away from me slightly to snuggle up into

Morality. I tried to brush his hair away from his forehead but Morality

You wanna fix me

But maybe I like me broken

beat me to it. "In other words," Logic started and I gave him my full attention as he finished speaking, "he was raped."

*Dun dun dun. Who saw this coming? Answer: Everyone but Prince. Thanks for reading and commenting on what I've written. Also, let me just make a note that English is in fact my first language and I write with my own style, regardless of my grammatical correctness. Also I am great friends with the grammar police, so you know. (:p) That being said, happy reading!*

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