Requested by CinnamonAngstRoll thanks you lovely human!

Trigger warnings: sympathetic dark sides Unsympathetic patton/virgil

Fight or flirt hasn't happened yet so this is a little bit of a POF aftermath but don't view it like

Not that any of you care but i am unharmed and i DON'T want to talk about it

Not like patton listened to that...not like they ever do

It has been a week since putting others first was put out and half of that shit wasn't scripted logan knew that much as he'd read it over and (attempted) to help the others memorize for the video though they all improved so much it may have not been the script he and roman wrote it may have been the script logan did nothing in

He sat in his room working as patton has expressed virgil gets worried when projects aren't done he knew virgil wasn't worrying over next months projects but its not like he could do anything

Right?

Logan didn't eat and no one came to get him though he heard roman ask if he should come followed by many rejections by both patton and virgil

He didn't feel anything this didn't bother him

He worked till midnight until he couldn't keep his eyes open and fell asleep at his computer like most nights though someone being concerned was different

"See jan? I told you i haven't come in this room without him sleeping there" he had woken up the voice wasn't quiet

"Well i doubt their aren't pressuring him to breaking point he looks exhausted" it was janus? What was he doing here did he and whoever else was there logan couldn't think of the voice just come to fuck with him?

"Who's they the lightsides? Yeah I've watched them their dicks towards him" that was remus yeah they were here to fuck with him logan knew it

"Can you two kindly get out of my room" he mumbled just then realizing how tired he was

They both jumped and the slight satisfaction washed away quickly

"God logan you need to sleep!" Janus exclaimed genuine concern in his voice logan choose to ignore

"I'll be fine sides can't die of sleep lose" logan responded calmly and looked back to the computer

His chair was spun around and he almost fell off "listen logan if you won't stop working and sleep here you'll sleep on our couch but you've been at this for months! Why are you even doing th is to yourself?" Remus rambled towards him

"Patton"

Janus didn't seem surprised "ah yes that adds up quite honestly though you are logic correct? If your not able to work how will thomas?"

"That doesn't seem to concern him" logan responded as if second nature

Without hesitation remus grabbed his wrist and sunk out to the dark sides

Janus followed them

"The fuck was that." Logan said irritability

"Self care get somewhat used to that"

Logan stared at remus since when did he care? He didn't belive the darksides wer as bad as patton and virgil said but caring had never crossed his mind

Janus sighed "your overwhelmed logan you look like you haven't slept ate or drank in weeks"

This may or may not have been true though roman has given him a granola bar a week ago so it wasn't all true

"I h haven't it's not like i can't but it's not like they remind me. Well roman will sometimes"

"Just sleep tonight we can discuss this all in the morning and I'll tell roman to pass on the message" remus muttered and sunk out

Janus sighed "just sleep on the couch its more comfortable then a desk trust me" he smiled a little

Logan nodded "i suppose your right"

Janus nodded "goodnight"

He didn't respond just nodded and lay on the couch as janus went to his room

He didn't sleep well despite being ten times more comfortable then that desk thoughts of hatred and even more being ignored clouded his head making sleeping less possible

Remus came back and logan looked at him

"Roman passed on the message it didn't go well..."

Logan stared at him what did he mean? What was he going to do? He can't go back can he? Will they listen? Will they care...?

The last few must've shown cause remus was concerned again "you can go back if you want"

"I don't think i do" logan mumbled

Remus nodded "take your time" he went to his room too

Logan sighed lying down again so one night someone cares and he is scared? To go back to the mindscape? So he really is seriously broken then huh

"I'd more think pathetic!" That same voice saying all these things to him

He decided to just try to sleep

Maybe he would feel better after that....

Sorry for the bad ending i will probably make a part 2 though I'm not sure when

Was it good? I hope it was if you want to request just write it on the title welcome and requests

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