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(Morality x Anxiety)

Hi I'm exhausted please ignore any spelling mistakes I'm honestly too tired to notice/care
Oh also if you guys ever get inspiration from one of my oneshots and want to write something similar, go for it! I don't mind, just tag me in it cause I'd love to see it! It's really cool to see how people put their own spin on other ideas, at least to me, so I will never mind you doing that. You don't even have to ask lol.

The kitchen in which three of the four main sides resided was, to Virgil at least, very loud. He had heard them from his bedroom and was already annoyed at having to listen to them, and he was not happy when he had to eventually leave his room to be closer to the noise. If he could Virgil definitely would have stayed in his bedroom all day, however, if he didn't leave to at least get himself something to eat the others would inevitably have to check on him. That would only succeed in bringing all the noise to Virgil's bedroom, and he thought he might go insane if that were to happen.

So, Virgil found himself making his way down the hallway, where the cold tiles on his bare feet were enough to make him want to run away, back to his warm and cozy bed where it was far less noisy. He pressed on though, realizing just how hungry he was from not eating all day and just wanting this to be over with. The sooner he got in and out of the kitchen the sooner he could get back to bed, where he could continue his futile attempts at getting even a moment of sleep.

Yet despite this attitude, the moment that Virgil found himself actually in the kitchen with the other three all looking at him, he wanted nothing more than to turn and run. He winced at their loud voices greeting him, not saying anything but nodding his head so he wasn't completely rude. He quickly darted past them so he could rummage through the fridge, hoping the conversation would just end there. Luck never seemed to be on his side, though.

"It is nice of you to finally join us," Roman teased him, and although he was only joking Virgil couldn't help but be annoyed. He was too tired for this, so he simply didn't respond. This was not the reaction Roman wanted, apparently.

"Oh, come on! You're not going to say anything to us?" Roman questioned, and Virgil had to bite his tongue to keep from telling him that no, he was not really interested in speaking with an annoying prince while his head was pounding due to his exhaustion. Instead he continued to be quiet, grabbing something from the fridge that he could take back to his room and quickly moving to leave.

He flinched for what seemed like the thousandth time that day when Roman took a hold of his wrist, stopping him from leaving. Roman let go after he came to a stop and began to speak, but Virgil was tired and angry and he did not want to hear it. "Can you just back off? I'm too tired to deal with your bullshit, I haven't slept in days and your loud and annoying voice is not helping the headache that was caused by that."

Roman immediately stopped what he was doing, and everyone in the room stayed quiet. Virgil glanced back at the three of them, noticing their worried glances and immediately felt awful. He didn't mean to be so rude to Roman or to cause concern, but the words had slipped past his lips before his tired mind could entirely process what he was saying and what the consequences of his statement would be. He wanted to apologize and tell them that he was fine, but he couldn't get the words out and he didn't want to be stared at anymore. So he ran back to his bedroom, closing his bedroom door and throwing himself onto his bed, hiding under the blankets and not even bothering to eat what he had taken with him.

Virgil was expecting the quiet knocking at his door to come a lot sooner than it did. It seemed that the others could tell he needed some time by himself though, and he felt glad for that. When the knock did come it was Roman who he was expecting to see, forced by the other two to go and apologize to him. He was surprised when it was Patton who entered after he called to tell him he could come in. He sat up slowly on his bed, looking at him in confusion. "What is it?"

"Are you doing okay?" Patton asked, moving over to the bed and sitting down at the edge of it, looking at Virgil worriedly. "You said you haven't slept in a while. Why can't you sleep?"

Virgil frowned, not really sure how to explain why he couldn't sleep. "I don't know. I just... can't. I'm fine though, I was mostly just exaggerating."

"Virgil," Patton started, frowning as well. "How much sleep did you get last night?"

Virgil sighed, and shrugged. "An hour, maybe? I don't know. Not long."

It was quiet for a moment as Patton seemed to think something over. Then he gently pushed Virgil to lay back down, laying down next to him and putting his arms around Virgil. "Is this okay?" He asked, looking at Virgil who was now a blushing mess. He gave a small nod and Patton smiled, holding him closer and pressing a kiss to the top of his head. "Good. I don't know if this will help at all, but I'm happy to stay with you until you're able to relax and get some sleep. Would you like for me to do that?"

Virgil nodded again, sighing and leaning into Patton's chest. He felt safe, curled up close to someone and wrapped up in their arms. It was warm, gentle, and nice, and Virgil was sure he didn't want to ever be away from him again. He jumped, startled when a hand started to touch his hair but relaxed when he realized it was only Patton. Patton continued to very softly run his fingers through the others hair after Virgil didn't tell him to stop, making sure he wasn't tugging on it. The last thing he wanted was to hurt Virgil.

It was a little shocking when Patton suddenly heard sniffles and felt something wet where Virgil's face was hidden in his chest. He realized Virgil was crying and asked him what was wrong, reminding him he was there for him to help with whatever he needed. Patton was patient as he waited for Virgil to say what was wrong, still running his fingers through his hair in an attempt to comfort him.

"I'm just so tired!" Virgil sniffed. "You're being so nice to me and my tired brain can't handle all these stupid feelings.. I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry, Virge. It's alright, I'm here." Patton reassured him, leaving another kiss to his forehead. "It's okay, just relax. Don't worry, it'll be alright, just take some deep breaths and close your eyes. You'll be asleep in no time, I promise, and when you wake up I'll be right here with you to get you anything you need."

Virgil nodded weakly, doing what Patton said and letting his eyes fall shut. He breathed in and out the best he could, sometimes getting choked up again but Patton continued to tell him it was alright and that he could do it, and Virgil believed him. Soon the tears stopped falling and Virgil was getting closer and closer to being completely asleep.

Virgil tried to focus on Patton. He focused on how he always smelled like cookies, on how kind and gentle he always was and how he was now, holding him close and running his fingers through Virgil's hair once again. Patton's presence was warm and comforting, and the more he focused on him the sleepier he got.

Just as he was about to finally drift off Virgil pulled himself closer to Patton. He sighed contently, whispering so quiet Patton barely caught it. "I love you."

Virgil was asleep immediately after, and Patton couldn't help the huge smiled that broke out over his face at the words. He pressed one more kiss to the top of the anxious sides head, closing his own eyes and mumbling. "I love you too, Virge."

Honestly???? All I want is a significant other to hold me until I fall asleep which is exactly why I wrote this. Bc I'm lonely and tired and grumpy and basically just wanted to vent I guess. I wish I had someone like Patton to take care of me and remind me that I need to go to bed at some point at night so that I don't feel bad the next day because I'm so bad at taking care of myself

I haven't even eaten anything today cause all I've wanted to do is lay in bed and sleep. But I can't sleep and it's so frustrating ahhhhhh

God, anyways, now that I've gotten all that out I'm not sure if there will be an update to Parenthood Monday. It was the only book I wasn't ahead on, and I thought I'd be able to write the next chapter today but I'm tired and don't have any ideas and I don't think it's going to get finished by tomorrow. I'm sorry. I've already failed at keeping up with that.. at least all my other books will stay caught up. I'll try to make it up by uploading on Tuesday instead if I can get it done by then, but I do have stuff to do tomorrow(spring break is over, so more schoolwork and I'm also changing up my room so I get to go buy paint and stuff for that!!). Basically I'm not sure if it will be done or not but I promise next week will be better. I have got to get my shit together.

Now I feel like I've complained enough lol. I'll get off of here so I can continue to be grumpy and tired while laying in the bed.

Thanks for reading, hope you like this oneshot. *

* Thanks for the suggestion!! Please leave me some more if you have ideas, I am completely out of suggestions for them! Remember to not be like Oliver and get lots of rest and eat plenty of food bc you deserve it!! Take care of yourself friends!!! Bye!-Bob

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