Fading (Anxiety x Logic)
So, uh, warning: major character death. Whoops. (I didn't actually write this all that well so it might not even seem sad idfk)
He was fading fast. Neither of them were sure of the cause, it all just happened so suddenly. Logan and Virgil were laying in bed together, just holding onto each other when Virgil suddenly bolted into the bathroom to vomit.
Logan tried to help him lay back down in bed afterwards, but Virgil was weak. He had collapsed, and Logan sunk to the ground too, holding tightly onto him, frantically looking him over and trying to figure out what's wrong.
"What is it? Do you know what's happening?" Logan had asked, looking down into his eyes, frowning. Virgil shook his head, wincing and starting to shake. Logan noticed his skin grow paler than usual, slowly at first, and then more and more rapidly.
"No, no, no," Logan shook his head, pulling Virgil closer to him. "No, what's happening? Why is this happening?"
Virgil looked up at Logan, unable to speak. Logan was panicking, and he noticed tears threatening to fall from his eyes. It broke his heart seeing the usually stoic side so scared. He was terrified too, of course he was, he was dying and they both knew it. Who wouldn't be scared of that?
Logan broke down sobbing as Virgil's skin got lighter and lighter, until you could almost see right through him. "What do I do, what do I do? How can I help you? How can I stop this?"
Virgil couldn't stand seeing him like this. It was so unusual, seeing him show such emotion. All because of him.
"You can't leave me!" Logan cried, pulling Virgil even closer and resting his head on top of the quickly fading side's. "You can't, you can't leave... Virgil, I love you."
Virgil raised a shaking hand to hold Logan's, causing the logical side to pull away slightly and look down at him. Virgil offered him a weak smile, struggling to pull himself up to kiss Logan. Logan realized what he was doing and leaned down to make it easier for him, kissing him desperately. He didn't want to let him go. He didn't want to lose him.
As they kissed Logan began to feel as if Virgil was slipping out of his arms. He cried harder and louder, pulling back from their kiss to find him nearly completely gone. He hugged him tightly as he faded away completely, arms wrapping around himself as he disappeared.
He was gone.
Felt like writing angst, dunno how I did aha. Probably not the best I could do. Actually yeah definitely not my best.
But anyway. I'm exhausted right now, and still pretty sad and anxious. Still can't tell if I wanna throw up cause I'm sick or cause I'm anxious. It's annoying. So, cause I feel sick I'm gonna hurry up and get off of here. I need to sleep.
Hope you enjoyed this, thanks for reading. *zombie version of your favorite side gives you a ring pop*
Take care of yourselves. Love you guys. Bye-Bob
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