Okay so this time it is my fault but oh well you can fight me (I actually do kinda feel bad this is the third one in a row oops forgive me)

Logan was confused. It had only been a simple joke, one just like the billions of others that Patton liked to tell. It was slightly different, when he thought about it a little more. This one was about science, and it hadn't been Patton who told the joke. He wondered if it mattered. Why would it make that much of a difference if Virgil had told it instead?

No one had expected it. Logan hadn't either, if he was being honest. He just couldn't help but let out a loud laugh, understanding the joke as soon as it was told. He wasn't really sure why everyone was confused-it wasn't as if Logan couldn't laugh.

It was rare, though, and at a pun of all things? He hated them when Patton was the one telling them. So why was this one different, somehow? It made no logical sense. Did he just think Virgil was funnier? Perhaps he favored him slightly over Patton?

He knew he didn't dislike any of the others. He was just very confused. Why did he seem to be closer with Virgil? Why had he been acting so strange around him lately? None of it made sense. Logan couldn't explain it, and it frustrated him.

That wasn't the only thing that had been different. Every time that the two of them touched, simple things like brushing shoulders when walking past each other, or when they would sit beside each other, Logan felt strangely happy. He enjoyed being close to him, and found himself trying to move closer without being noticed.

He was confused, and unsure of what to do about this. So, Logan decided it would be a good idea to confront the source of his current problem. He asked Virgil to meet him in a part of the mind where they wouldn't be negatively affected, explaining that he had a question to ask him. He realized after sending it that Virgil may worry about it being something bad, so he sent another text to assure him everything was okay. He didn't want him to worry.

Logan, being the first to arrive where they were meeting, began to question his decision. His heart was pounding against his chest, his stomach twisting itself in knots. He wanted to leave and hide in his room, away from Virgil, and he didn't understand why. He forced himself to stay in place, deciding it was better to find out what was wrong with him.

When Virgil finally got there his problems seemed to worsen. He wanted to hide, but still fought against the urge.

"Hey," Virgil greeted as he saw Logan waiting. "What'd you wanna ask me?"

Logan stayed silent for a moment, thinking over what to say. He had had it planned out only moments before, but suddenly he seemed to have forgotten. "I'm confused." He blurted, not wanting to give no answer.

"Confused? What about?" Virgil questioned, frowning.

"I am confused about... a few things. That all seem to relate to you, somehow." Logan clarified, trying to explain but not knowing the exact words to put together.

"Can you be a little more specific?" He asked again, and Logan sighed, looking to the ground and staying silent for another minute.

"It's... little things. Like, the joke you told the other day when I laughed. Or, any time that we touch. It is strange, but I enjoy being close to you. I like to be around you, and it's... different, somehow. Not the same as with the others. I know it has to do with feelings, but I don't understand. What am I feeling?" Logan finally looked back up at Virgil as he asked him that question, his confusion clear on his face. Virgil was silent for a moment, appearing surprised.

"I... Don't know what to say." He finally said, looking to the floor with red cheeks. "So you have... no clue, at all of what you're feeling?"

Logan shook his head. "Do you know..?"

"I-I don't.. I could be wrong, but maybe? Maybe I'm just being hopeful. God, why is this so complicated?" He questioned, glancing up at Logan and turning even redder, looking away again quickly.

"Can you tell me? I do have some knowledge of emotions. Maybe it will make sense?" Logan suggested. "I am sorry that I make things complicated by not understanding emotions. I don't mean to bother you."

"Logan, it's fine. That's just how you are, don't worry about it. I'm just... I don't know how to say this." He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. "Do you think, maybe, that you... like me? Like, in a romantic sense?"

Logan thought about it for a moment, thinking about everything and how that fit in. He did see him differently from the others, and it did explain all of his nervousness. Why he wanted to hide instead of talking about this with Virgil, why he wanted to be close to him. It made sense.

"That... that does sound right," Logan spoke softly, not looking directly at Virgil now. He felt even more embarrassed, and the urge to run and hide returned, but it didn't matter now because Virgil already knew. He knew, and it was too late to change that now.

"I'm sorry." Logan spoke again after a minute of silence, shifting nervously on his feet. "I probably should not have talked to you about this. I feel... embarrassed, now, and I hope that this won't change things-"

"Dude, hold on." Virgil cut him off, shaking his head. "You haven't even asked me if I like you back or not. Did you just assume I didn't like you to or do you just not care? I mean. You're the one who taught me about how jumping to conclusions was a bad thing to do."

Logan froze, looking up at Virgil. "I... you're right. I should not jump to conclusions. You... Do you, like me as well?" He asked, sounding hopeful. Virgil shrugged.

"Yeah. For a while now." He tried to act nonchalant, but his face was burning a bright red and he still couldn't look up at Logan. Once again it was quiet between the two as they took in everything that was going on. After a while of thinking, Logan cleared his throat and spoke up again.

"Well, Virgil, I... am no good at this. I've made that obvious..." He paused, sighing. "But, I do... really like you, and if you feel the same then perhaps you would like to... be my romantic partner?"

"Dude, you can just say boyfriend you know? It's easier." Virgil laughed at him, smiling. "Yeah. I'll be your boyfriend."

Logan smiled back, taking a step closer to Virgil and hugging him. "I am glad."

"Yeah," Virgil seemed to think for a moment, looking nervous before suddenly pressing a kiss to Logan's cheek, both of their cheeks burning. "I'm glad too."

I'm officially sick of my family who wants to adopt me

Like literally I don't do anything just give me a room a bed and some food occasionally and I'll leave you alone I just-I can't stand living with these people anymore jeez

I've honestly been like. Really sad, all day. Over something probably really stupid but like I'm gonna complain anyways cause I'm sad and if I don't vent somewhere then I might just explode and scream at everyone who's upset me (so uh.... warning. Talking about self harm and feeling suicidal so. Ignore me, it's fine.)

First of all I should say. I don't blame any of the people that have upset me. I realize that like, for a couple of them it's not their fault. I just... I've felt really ignored by everyone lately, aha. My friend is always busy now. Which isn't their fault, they have work and school, and all of that but like. Sometimes I feel like.... they make a little more time for other people and don't think about me I guess. Like... I know they've hung out with their boyfriend a couple of times. I just like..... I worry sometimes that he's more important to them now. Even tho it's stupid and they're still super nice as try to be there for me, it's just my stupid anxiety but I can't help but think that sometimes.

Honestly I'm the kind of person that just literally never gets angry at anyone. Sometimes I'm probably a little too understanding. I mean.... that's why I was in a bad relationship so long.

Speaking of that. I swear to god I've had so many fucking reminders of them lately it sucks. They made me feel absolutely worthless and well... today I sorta... felt that way again, cause I was thinking about it. And also because I've felt ignored lmao. My family haven't helped with that at all.

They just like... forgot about me. We were all playing outside and they all just kinda, ignored my existence. They skipped over me multiple times. They didn't even ask me if I wanted to hang out with them. Only one of them really paid any attention to me(honestly she used to be the brattiest child ever but now she's super fucking sweet like seriously she's matured a lot it's weird). Like.... again it's really fucking stupid. A dumb thing to be upset over. But I've just felt all day like.... no one cared that I existed.

I felt worthless again. It fucking sucks.

Lmao wow okay I'm really stupid. I'm gonna make myself cry over this. It's so dumb. I know I'm overreacting, I know my brain is just making things seem worse than they actually are. I know my friend is just busy, and I know they care about me but I just keep doubting everything and I still feel completely fucking worthless. I know I should probably talk to them but. I don't want them to feel bad. It's not like it's their fault they can't talk all the time, and it's not like I haven't seen them at all. I saw them today, along with their boyfriend. I've talked a couple times over texts. They still try and be there when I'm feeling bad.

I haven't told them most of how I've been feeling tho lately. I... don't want them to find out. It's serious shit, and they've already got their own things to deal with. They don't need more to worry about.

I'll live. I guess. (Even tho, every time I say this I really don't want to)

Let's not end this on a completely bad note. ....... I'm trying to think of something funny but I don't really have much whoops. Usually I have some strange thoughts to talk about....

Oh. Right. The thing I was talking about a couple oneshots ago. A lot of you said you thought a Q&A would be fine and cool so. Might do that at some point? Dunno when. Might not do it at all, just like... if you want me to, say so in the comments cause I don't wanna. Be annoying y'know. Also??? How would I do it? Just have you ask things and I reply in the comments or what? (Also literally you can ask me almost anything I do not care. Obviously there's some things I won't answer but, most things are fine. Don't be creepy tho.)

Anyways. I've already talked for wayyyy too long in here, so I'll be off now. Need to cry and then get some sleep ahaha.

Hope you enjoyed this. Thanks for reading. *Thomas delivers one of your favorite flavored ring pops*

Take care of yourselves. I promise, I'm trying to myself. Sorta. Sorry. Love you guys. Bye-Bob