Triggers.. transphobia(aka assholes), panic, choking, Logan angst(I guess)

Logan chewed on his bottom lip nervously as he tapped his pen on his desk in thought. He wanted to tell the others.. He really did.. but he was terrified of how they would react. He sighed and got up from his chair and started pacing as he started listing the pros and cons of coming out to them, about telling them that he was trans.

Logan stopped when he heard a knock on the door and told them that they could come in. The door opened slowly and Virgil poked his head inside, when he saw Logan he entered the room and closed the door quietly behind him. "Virgil? Is everything satisfactory?" Logan asked, his voice almost void of emotion but there was a small hint of concern. Virgil nodded and rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. "I.. I heard you pacing, Lo.. I just wanted to know if you were alright."

Logan blinked rapidly and smiled slightly at him, the smile dropping quickly. "I am satisfactory."

It was around a month later when Logan finally gathered the courage to tell them. He had asked them to all gather in the living room, saying that he had something important to tell them. Patton was sat in the middle of the couch and watching Logan with a curious look on his face. Roman was sat on the arm of the couch, keeping his distance from Patton. Virgil was sat in Logan's normal seat, Remus sat on the arm of the chair and bouncing slightly as he tried to stay silent and be patient. Dee was stood near Roman leaning against the wall, not really paying attention.

Logan cleared his throat and looked at the floor. "I have asked you all to gather here to tell you that I am trans.." All of them tensed and a look of pity and fear crossed all of their faces.. but Patton's face went blank as he asked, "I'm sorry.. you're what..?"

Logan looked around and started to get scared. "I-i'm trans.." Logan never stuttered. Remus' eyes widened and he quickly sank out. Roman and Virgil glanced at each other then Roman quickly sank out as well. Virgil looked at Patton wearily and Dee was staring at Logan with an unreadable expression.

Patton got up and shook his head, a mix of disappointment and anger on his face. "Well.. that just won't do.." Patton walked towards Logan as he looked over him and Logan started stepping away. "You're sick.. I can only assume you're female.. Don't you know birth gender is your permanent gender?" Logan shook his head and his back hit the wall. Patton quickly closed the space between them and grabbed Logan's throat.

Logan panicked and tried to pry Patton's fingers away but all that happened was that Patton squeezed. He dug his nails into Patton's hand and started scratching at it desperately. "Patton. Don't stop." Dee growled as he seemingly appeared next to them, his hand holding Patton's wrist then pressed on the pressure point forcing him to let go.

Logan scrambled away while gasping for air and stumbled into Virgil who loosely wrapped an arm around him and sank out. Dee glared at Patton, disgust clear on his face. "You say they aren't your children, yet when they don't tell you who they really are you do accept them.. it's not disgusting." He spat and let go of Patton's wrist then sank out as well, leaving Patton alone in the living room.

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