Triggers.. homophobia, assholes, self caused death, painful memories, ghosts, in general a shit show, Logan angst, drowning
The song is Trauma by NF

Logan sat on the edge of the bridge and stared down at the rushing river that crashed against the jagged rocks, his mind was swirling and he could differentiate his thoughts from theirs...

Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish..

Logan weakly scrubbed at his eyes, his cracked glasses were folded and hanging from the collar of his shirt, his tie had disappeared long ago and Logan had no idea where it could possibly be now.

Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection..

Logan's memories flooded his mind, joy, pain, terror, humor, rage.. all of these emotions flooded him and raced through his veins.

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?

He could feel the water welling up in his lungs, the burning pain that laced across his skin, and the bruising from being slammed against rocks.

I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

He could feel the heartache from when his friends turned their backs on him, when they left him to suffer.

Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets

He could remember when he came out, all of the narrow minded people saying that he was disgusting and unnatural or saying that it was just a phase.

Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom

He remembered the day he had stood at the edge of the bridge and stared down, watching the rushing water crash against the rocks...

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?

No one had noticed he was gone.. it took the small month to realize that Logan was gone and it was too late..

I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Logan always sat on the edge of the bridge and watched as people would stand there, people like himself, and some left.. others didn't..

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?

He stared down at the water.. it held the lives of those who had been cast aside and who were looking for a place to go.. a place to belong.. but they left instead, deeming the world unworthy to stay in.

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