Which one should I do first?

In all reality, it may not matter, but I'm still asking.

-All I wanted was to be strong, but every time I try, I just seem to get weaker.

-They all think it's so easy being emotionless. It's not. They have no idea how badly I want to feel something.

-I have limits. I have limits, and it's not like they can expect me to keep going when I've exhausted myself.

-All I want is to be content and happy and become happy, but it won't happen.

-I feel so dead inside like my life has no meaning. At this point, I"m just waiting for my life to pass by.

yeah. These are not my ideas, and I was just wanting to see what you guys want me to do.

I'll probably end up doing all of them at some point.