I thought I was going to write this one way and then I was like
"Screw that I want Roman angst!"

So here

TW: nightmares, vivid description of nightmares, crying, "death", "bleeding out"

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Roman woke up in a cold sweat. He was crying. He grabbed the journal under his bed.

He wrote down everything. Then he stuffed the journal back under his bed.

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"Roman! Where is my MCR sweater? I know you took it!" Virgil screamed down the halls. He wasn't angry, he was just frustrated. He could never be truly mad at Roman.

"Roman?" Virgil asked as he entered Romans room. Roman wasn't in his room.

Virgil did some snooping around Romans room so he could find his sweater. He looked in the closet and in the drawers.

Then he looked under the bed. He found his sweater, but on top of it, was a journal, one he had never seen before. Then Virgil got a wicked idea.

It's probably his diary! Ha I'll read it and read what he really thinks of our relationship! Wait... what if he hates it and thinks that he would be better without me?

Virgil quickly opened the journal. What he read was nauseating.

12/13/19 1:36 am

I was running through a large dark forest. I don't know what was chasing me, but it was getting faster. It sounded angry. It sounded large. I looked behind me and saw so many of my friends getting hurt and/or killed by this dark being. They all screamed my name as I ran.

"Roman! Help!" Virgil screamed loudly. I can't just leave them there! So I ran back and grabbed Virgil from the monsters grasp.

As soon as I had him we were teleported to a bright room. He broke out of my grasp. He looked me in the eye with a crazed look. He laughed in my face.

"Ha! How could you think I would ever love you? You are such a horrible person and Thomas and all of us HATE you!" Virgil screamed in my face.

Virgil read through about 5 more entries that were exactly like that and some that were super vivid.

(I'm stuck)

(I figured it out, after like 10 minutes)

"Hey Virge! I heard you calling... what's wrong?" Roman said, walking into the room. He immediately noticed something was wrong with his boyfriend.

"What," Virgil gestured to the book, "is this?" Virgil had tears in his eyes.

Roman quickly tried to grab it from him. But failed.

"Roman! What is it!" Virgil practically yelled at him. Roman was scared at the angry tone of voice Virgil was using.

"It's just a journal I have with story ideas!" Roman shouted back.

"Roman I know that's not what it is... it's so vivid and real. It seems like you feel- you feel like this!" Virgil started crying. Roman rushed to hug him. He bit his lip. Was he really about to tell him what it really was?

"It's my... dream journal..." Roman said quietly.

"Your... what?" Virgil asked, trying to clarify what he meant by dream journal.

"Well, it's more like a nightmare journal." Roman said slightly louder.

"Roman, Sunshine, you know that I would I would never say any of this, right?" Roman looked down at his feet, "and I would never leave you." Virgil grabbed his face so he would look at him.

"I know, mostly, I just sometimes think: why would you be with someone like me when you are so great and deserve so much better!" Roman said not meeting Virgil's eyes.

" I don't want anyone else. Roman look at me," Roman met Virgil's eyes, "I love you."

Virgil kissed Roman softly. Roman started crying like Virgil was a second ago. Virgil pulled back and hugged Roman tightly.

"We can watch a few Disney movies and cuddle if you want to?" Virgil asked softly.

Roman just nodded into his shoulder.

They walked to the bed and Virgil put Tangled on first. Roman always loved that movie. (It may or may not also be my favorite Disney movie ever)

They watched Disney movies until they fell asleep and weren't thinking about the dream journal anymore.

(700 words even)

This became like the comfort prompt lol. This could very well work for that as well. But I do live off angst so you have to let me do something.

I went easy on you. I may go harder on the angst ;3

(January 30, 2020)