MAJOR TW: this is a HUGE trigger warning. Suicide. Self deprecation. Death. Bleeding. Major descriptors.

PLEASE BE CAREFUL.

I just read For the Dishes a prinxiety story and was inspired by the last chapter for the alternative ending. And I had to make my own (also that is a really good book and I recommend reading it)

Stay safe.

I also think this may make you a little confused but it made sense to me so....

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(Virgil's POV)

Savor me

I was hanging out with Patton.

Savor me

I was having a nice time.

Savor me

We were laughing and talking.

Savor me

I left his house and went back to mine.

Save me

I unlocked and opened my door.

Save me

I walked to my bed and flopped down.

Save me

Worthless

Hate me

Disgusting

Hate me

Broken

Hate me

I walked out of my house.

Hate me

Worthless

I left Patton a goodbye voicemail.

Hate me

Worthless

I walked up the stairs of my favorite shop in New York.

Hate me

Worthless

It was a tall building.

Take me

I made it to the roof.

Take me

"Virgil?"

Take mE

I looked down.

Take ME

It was Patton.

TakE ME

"VIRGIL COME DOWN FROM THERE"

TaKE ME

"No"

TAKE ME

I stepped out onto the ledge of the building.

take me

Patton ran into the building.

Leave me

I stepped out and for a second I thought I would fly.

Leave me

I didn't.

Leave me

I fell.

Leave me

Fast.

Leave m-

Bones cracked.

Savor me

My eyes closed. Savoring the moment I would die.

Hate me

Blood pooled. It was dark red. I hated red.

Take me

I took my final breath. It felt like sharp glass against my lungs.

Leave me

No one came to save me. Patton was at the top of the building.

Save me

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(Patton's POV)

NononononononoNO!

I screamed as I looked off the building.

Savor him

I sprinted back down the stairs.

Hate him

Why would he do this?!

Take him

I looked at Virgil's cold pale body that was just laying on the concrete.

Leave him

Blood pooled around him and he looked so dead.

Savor him

I started doing cpr on him.

Hate him

I looked at his bones and they were broken.

Take him

I kept doing cpr

Leave him

He was still dead.

Save him

I couldn't save him.

Save him

He's dead.

Save him.

Why?

Save him.

He was doing so well.

Save him

why.

Save him

Why.

Save him

Why?

Save him

Why?!

Save him

WHY?!

Leave him

This is my fault.

Leave him

I wasn't good enough.

Leave him

I wasn't there for him.

Hate him

I didn't notice.

Hate him

I called an ambulance.

Hate him

Even though he was already dead.

Savor him

I looked him over again.

Savor him

And held him.

Savor him

The ambulance got here.

Take him

"We have to take him"

Take him

"Take him"

Take him

I hope they can

Save him

I couldn't

Save him

Please

Save him

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(512 words)

Um woah. I'm gonna go to school now. Um heck that was heavy and now I'm crying. (I didn't make it as bad as in for the dishes though) this also took forever to write.

I'm not gonna look over this and proof read so have fun with that.

(December 21, 2019)