I'm not in a good place, that's part of the reason I haven't been updating. I mean I was in a good mood, especially earlier but now I just I'm almost crying and I don't even know...

"Hey." Someone called out to me as I was in a haze on the floor, the light was too bright and I didn't know what choices I was making anymore.

They grabbed my hand and I recognized them, Virgil... he looked almost as bad as I was. Was he panicking at the same time while holding my hand.

The mutual panic stayed for a while as they both held hands comforting and heightening the others senses at the same time.

"Are you okay?" Virgil called out, his voice getting clearer by the second.

"Are you okay?" I asked in reply.

"Yeah." Virgil said the question again without words.

"Yeah." I replied, smiling at him.

___Time skip___

"You know music's an addiction Virgil." Roman said to him trying to take his headphones.

"Noooooooo." Virgil whined.

"It is, it's electrical stimulation... a chemical release causing emotions. Many of the extreme emotions are addictive. It has all been studied heavily and used by many without the average subject knowing." Roman spouted.

"How do you know?" Virgil asked him.

"You listen to so much music, I wanted to know how it could affect your brain. It makes sense... we can get addicted to emotion and music triggers this emotion. The songwriters did this on purpose." Roman explained.

"Actually... you may be onto something. Wow, this is so profound." Virgil was wowed.

"So, are you going to listen to music less?" Roman asked him.

"Heck no, I can't give up music for that stupid reason." Virgil answered.

"It's not stupid!" Roman went to tickle Virgil.

"Ha ha ha ha ha, maybe it's not but give up music... surely you can't even do that." Virgil told him.

"You're right, I probably can't. Just listen to happy songs every once in a while, okay?" Roman pleaded with Virgil.

"Ugh, fine." Virgil said, gently kissing Roman on the lips.