Dear Remus,

Congrats on the new book! I can't believe it's all over the news. I'm sure Roman is cursing up a storm at how fast you were able to make it popular.

You'll have to tell me your secret one day.

That's not why I'm writing to you though. I only write to you over serious things...

There's something you need to know. About me. But, I'm terrified. I'm so terrified that I resorted to a stupid letter.

Many things about what I need to tell you terrify me. Your reaction, what's going to happen next. I just... I don't want to tell you. Because I know it's going to ruin everything.

But. You deserve to know.

I love you.

I've loved you for years, Remus. I've kept the feeling repressed for so long, it was becoming unbearable.

I love how fluffy your bed head is, and I love how you don't take shit from anyone. I love how protective you can get. And I love the stories you manage to create in such short amounts of time. I just... Everything about you I love. And I can't... I can't keep quiet about it anymore.

That's why I'm so terrified for you to find out. I don't want to lose what we have but every day that passes and I see you so happy it just hurts. It hurts so much. Because I'm not the one that can make you that happy...

Now you know, though. And I know I can't stay friends, it's just too much...

I know Logan will treat you well, though, and that you two will live your happily ever after. I'm sorry I can't be a part of it.

Love,
Virgil