Hate Me- Eurielle

He says save me, save me
She says maybe, maybe…

"Save me." Virgil whispers, his lips centimeters from Patton's.

She starts to turn away when he says…

Patton was terrified. He couldn't hold that responsibility, he wasn't going to let him down like that. So what better to do than turn away. Until Virgil spoke.

Hate me
Break me
Let me feel as hurt as you
Push me
Crush me
But promise me you’ll never let us go

"I know you hurt Patton." Patton paused, tears swimming in his eyes. "I know you aren't always happy. I know you think you're useless, you think you hurt Thomas. I've been through that. I'll go through that again, just please. Don't turn me down. I'll help you. Just, as long as you help me too."

Hate me
Break me
Then save me, save me
Push me
Crush me
Then save me, save me

"I can't." He whispered, his sobs locked in his throat as his tears slipped through his eyes.

She stops walking, walking
He stops falling, falling

Two weeks. Neither had spoken to each other. Patton went back to making others happy, and holding his feelings inside. And Virgil began distancing himself again. And all because he couldn't be responsible for him breaking anymore. Virgil was fragile as glass, he didn't want to be the one throwing the rock at the window.

He looks her in the eyes and he says…

Until that day. He let his thoughts cloud his mind.

You're weird
You're too sensitive
Nobody likes you
You don't deserve to be happy
Weirdo
Freak

He broke.

Hate me…

Virgil heard Patton's pleas for the harsh words to stop. Virgil hurried into Patton's room. He was huddled in a ball in the corner, crying into his knees.

Hate me…

Virgil hugs him, causing Patton to realize what had happened. "Why do you care?" He choked out. "I'm an oversensitive freak."

"I'm not... Normal." Patton mumbled.

He says save me, save me
She says maybe, maybe…

"No one likes normal." Virgil replies. "But..." He took a deep breath. "I know what the thoughts are like. Worthless. Weird. Freak" he continued, "I'll save you if you save me." Virgil promised sticking out his pinky finger

(He says…)
Hate me…

"I'll save you if you save me." Patton repeated, wrapping his finger around Virgil's, and finally connecting his pale lips, to Virgil's soft pink ones.

Never let us go

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