(Logicality) [Jerk!Roman alert!] (Angst Warning and a poorly description of a panic attack)

(3rd Person)

Logan was having a horrible day, He bumped his head on his headboard which gave him a headache, his computer was slow as hell, he tripped on the stairs and he had dropped his phone on his face, and his scalding hot coffee on his shirt but the others had no idea of his bad luck.

Logan had gone to the kitchen to get his 10th cup of coffee of the day. Roman was sitting in the common room watching Thomas's memories, Logan thought he was going to be left alone but as he walked upstairs Roman said, "Ignoring us Nerd? You should talk to us more to help connect with us!".

Logan understood that it probably wasn't meant to be hurtful but it tipped Logan over the edge. Logan sprinted upstairs, rushing to his room before the flashbacks from his nightmares consumed his vision, he almost got into his room when Patton was in front of Logan's door and Logan crumbled to the ground, being entangled into said flashbacks he never wanted to remember.

(Flashback)

Logan woke up in a pure white room. Then it suddenly flashed to a dimly lit living room. Logan looked around and asked who was there. 2 peircing golden eyes emerged from the darkness. This being was feeding him 'lies' like, 'They don't hate you, They love you, You are taken seriously, Emotions are the best!'. This being introduced himself as Deceit, the embodiment of lies.

Deceit's eyes were now joined with kinder and caring light blue eyes that turned on the light. There was a different person, who called himself Patton and introduced himself to all the others. A week later when Logan forgot about Deceit, Thomas needed them.

Hours later Logan was crying on his bed. He messed up, it had been dealt with but the guilt stayed. Not only that, Roman had yelled at him when he did, and then laughed in his face when he started crying. Logan had promised he would not show any emotions.

Logan had then been more successful with problems. He didn't show or let them see his emotions. He joined in the group movie nights, making sure to stay in the corner away from everyone. He made sure not to cry during the sad part of the movies they watched, thankfully they never watched Harry Potter, the only movies that made him cry.

(Flashback end)

Logan's vision finally was back to the present and his crush Patton was sitting right in front of him. Patton said he passed out and spilled his coffee, again. Logan started crying, everything from the flashback hit him like a train.

Logan felt as if he was falling and grabbed the first thing he felt, that being Patton. He felt as if all the air was sucked out of the world and he was trying to breathe in a very frantic way. Patton started running his fingers through Logan's hair and whispering the words, "In for 4, hold for 7 and out for 8" and breathing in that manner.

It took Logan 30 minutes to finally calm down and make his breathing normal. Patton then took him downstairs to watch movies. Roman was downstairs and saw Logan and Patton, they weren't talking and Roman was about to speak up when Patton looked at Roman with rage in his eyes, Patton told Logan to go get some snacks while he talked to Roman

Patton then stared at Roman, head slightly tilted, Weird creepy smile and the widest eyes he can do, Patton then explained what happened and Roman's eyes turned from fear to sorrow. When Logan came back Roman apologized to him and hesitantly offering him a hug.

Logan accepted the hug and then sat on the couch and waited for Patton. Roman walked upstairs and let them be. Logan and Patton continued to watch Winnie the Pooh since Logan wanted to avoid crying and/or trying to not show emotions.

Near the end of the movie Logan was nearly asleep. Patton looked at the TV for a split second and the next thing he knew, Logan was cuddling him. Patton leaned backward and onto his back so they could cuddle better.

In the morning, Patton saw Logan sitting up with a cup of hot cocoa and sipping a cup of coffee. He handed the cocoa to Patton and continued to sip his coffee. Patton kissed Logan's cheek and said,

"I love you~".

"I love you too~" Logan responded lovingly.

Goodbye My Geeks, Peeps and Non Binary Meeps~!♡♡♡♡♡