Hey guys I am here again! I am here with story ten. I am here.

Oh and Dinah if you're reading this I just have to say a couple of things.
•I'm not surprised
•I trusted you! (Well, our kind of "trust")
•Don't read this...
•Why do you read this you don't even watch Sg-1 and I'm pretty sure you don't shipp Sam and Jack. (Maby a little, but you don't know anything about them, you are just reading this to annoy me.)
•Don't read this...

And Alex, if you are reading this i just want to say
•Don't read this, I will kill you.

Season: 3

Jack's PoV.

Once I read that love is smiling even if it hurts. I kind of agree. I smile and pretend that there is nothing there and it hurts. But why is that love? Can't love be easy and make you happy? Well it might be hard to love someone if both of us know that "us" never is going to happen. I think it would be much better if you could just turn off your feelings. If you could just decide that nope, now i am no longer in love with my major. But it doesn't work that way. I realise that someone have opend the door to the guys locker room. "Oh, hi sir. Didn't realise you where still here. Uh, it's the ladies locker room now sir." Carter says and I stand up. "Don't worry, I was just leaving." I walk towards the door. "Have a nice weekend Carter." Before I exit the room I look back at her "Yeah, you too colonel." She says and smiles at me.

Sam's PoV.

I look after him when he leave. I wouldn't mind him stay and take a shower with me. No, bad thoughts stop it! He is your colonel. It will never happen. I wish I just could get over him. But your feelings doesn't listen to what you want. They live their own life with impossibilities. Teasing me. I swear, the only reason that we have feelings is so they can destroy you. Because that is probably how it's going to end. At first I didn't accept my feelings and tried to ignore them and block my thoughts that involved him. Then it became obvius to me why I was thinking like that and why I felt so weird every time he does things like smile at me. When I understood why it became so hard to ignore. But I can hide it. ...okay, maby not, but I will do my best. I just need to get my head to understan that it's impossible for us to be together. He is my colonel. I sigh and step in to the shower. Tries to stop thinking. That doesn't go so well. I think I need to talk to Janet, she is very understanding about my feelings for my Colonel. And she always seem to have a good idea what I should do.

Jack's PoV.

I realise that I fell asleep in front of the tv when I wake up. I remember what I dreamed and sigh. I think I could use a cold shower right now. I have tried to tell my brain that it's wrong to dream about her but my brain doesn't seem to understand me. I cose my eyes again. I am still tired. I decide to go get a cup off coffee. That might wake me up. The tv is still on so I turn it off with the remote and stand up. I walk out to the corridor and closes the door behind me. It might help if I talk to her about how I feel. Might, might not. But I think it's better that she knows, right? But maybe that will complicate things. "Oh, just tell her, you big wuss." I tell myself. My time at Endora made me realise how much I missed Sam when she wasn't with me. Yeah, I'm going to tell her. If I don't tell her now it will probably come up at wrong time. Like a lie-detector test. But why would we have to take one of those? Well, we work at the worlds most secret place and we can have an alien invation at any minute, so it wouldn't surprise me that much. So it would be better that I told her. But I don't know what to say. Am I just going to walk into her lab and say "Hey, what you working with? And by the way I think I am in love with you."? I sigh and lean towards the wall and close my eyes. "Everything okay, Colnol?" I open my eyes again. "Uh, hi Carter. Yeah, everything is perfect." My outside is calm but on the inside I'm practically screaming. "Calm down, idiot." I curse myself. "Uh, I actually wanted to to talk to you, if you got a minute?" This is it,cI am telling her. She nods. "Sure. What is it?" I look around. "Uh, there are less surveillance cameras in my quarters." I say low. She looks confused. "Okay."

Sam's PoV.

Why does he want to talk to me in private? Maybe he want to... No shut up, don't give yourself false hope! I think to myself. We walk in to his quarters and he closes the door. He looks at me and I meet his eyes. Oh, I love his eyes. "Snap out of it!" My thoughts can be so annoying. "So what did you want?" I ask him. "Uh, yeah. I just had to tell you..." He says without finishing his sentence? "Tell me what?" I say with what I hope is a confused smile. He takes a deep breath and continues. "Tell you that fore a long time now I have understood that... I really care more than I thought about you and I think... I think I might love you." My heart literally stops when he says the last words. He turns away from me. "God, why would it help to tell her?" He mutters to himself. My heart starts to beat again and I can feel how fast it's beating. "I... I t-think I might love you too." He turns back to me. "What?" He says. "You heard me." I say and I'm pretty sure that I'm blushing a little. He takes some steps closer to me and holds my head in a light grip. "This could be a mistake." He whispers. I take a shaking breath. "I know..." I whisper back to him. "...and I don't care." I finish my sentence. His lips lightly brushes against mine.

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