27: Survival
The sun rose over Paraty like a reluctant witness, its golden light sifting through the haze of dust and grief, stretching long and tired across the damp walls of the dormitory.
It had been days since the burials, days since Maria's silhouette disappeared into the embrace of another man, and yet, her absence clung to the air like salt to the wind. The roar of the ocean had quieted, its once-feral rage now a steady murmur, but in the eyes of the survivors, its echoes remained.
Onwuka stood at the threshold, the letter crumpled in his grasp, its ink blurred by sweat and the damp weight of expectation. A promise of aid. A whisper of salvation. But what was a promise against the ruin laid before him? Paraty had become a fragile mosaic of devastation and resilience, its streets no longer lined with the dead but still choked by the wreckage of lives lost.
"They say the ship will dock by midday," Ricardo said, coming to stand beside him. His voice had lost its edge these past days, worn smooth by shared labor and grief.
Onwuka nodded, eyes fixed on the distant horizon where water met sky in a seamless line. "And what will it bring, I wonder?"
"Does it matter? Anything is better than nothing."
"Not always," Onwuka replied, thinking of tales from his homeland, of aid that came with hidden costs, of saviors who demanded more than gratitude. "Sometimes the hand that offers help expects the arm in return."
Ricardo studied him, shadows beneath his eyes speaking of sleepless nights. "You've grown cynical."
"Cautious," Onwuka corrected. "The sea has taught me that much, at least."
The dormitory, though sturdy, was not immune to sorrow. Grief lived in the quiet hum of its survivors—some mourning, some planning, all clinging to the brittle edges of hope.
Beyond, on the convent hill, the ruins stood defiant, a dark silhouette against the morning sky, watching over the town like a somber guardian. And then there was the ocean, that glistening traitor, its surface smooth as polished glass, hiding beneath it the bones of those it had claimed.
Onwuka swallowed hard and turned from the water's deceitful calm. "There is work to be done," he said, more to himself than to Ricardo. "There is always work to be done."
His hands found their purpose in labor. He and Ricardo moved through the broken town, clearing debris, salvaging what tools and timber could be saved, repairing what walls still had the will to stand. The weight of Maria's departure pressed against his chest, but he buried the ache beneath the weight of his hammer. What use was longing in the face of so much need? She had made her choice, and he would make his—he would build something new, something that could not be swept away by wind and water.
"You work as if the devil himself is chasing you," an old woman observed, passing by with a basket of salvaged linens. "What are you running from, boy?"
Onwuka paused, sweat glistening on his brow. "Not running from," he replied after a moment. "Running toward."
She nodded as if he had confirmed something she already knew. "Just make sure you can see where you're headed. Blind motion is just falling with style."
As the morning stretched into afternoon, Onwuka and Ricardo paused to drink from a communal water jug. The sun beat down mercilessly, as if determined to dry every trace of the flood from Paraty's bones.
"I've been thinking," Onwuka said, breaking the companionable silence between them.
"A dangerous pastime," Ricardo replied with a hint of his old humor.
"We need more than just homes and shops." Onwuka gestured toward a group of children helping to sort through debris, their faces solemn beyond their years. "We need a place for them. A school."
Ricardo's eyebrows rose. "A school? When people don't even have roofs?"
"What good is shelter without purpose? Without future?" Onwuka wiped sweat from his brow with the back of his hand. "A place where João, Tiago, and the children of Paraty can learn, can preserve their stories, can carve a future from the wreckage of the past."
Ricardo listened, nodding, his hands still as if holding the thought in his palms, weighing it. "My father would say it's premature," he said finally. "That practical needs come first."
"And what would you say?"
Ricardo's gaze drifted to the children, then back to Onwuka. "I would say my father was washed away with his certainties." A slow nod, decisive. "Yes, there has to be something more than survival. There has to be a reason to rebuild."
"Then we're agreed?"
"We're agreed," Ricardo confirmed, something like respect warming his tone. "Though where we'll find the means is another question entirely."
"One challenge at a time," Onwuka said, rising to his feet. "First, we finish clearing this street."
Luísa sat in the dormitory office, her mother's waterlogged belongings spread before her like the remnants of an old life washed ashore. The scent of brine and mildew clung to the fabric, but beneath it, she could still catch traces of the matrona's warmth—clove, sandalwood, something sharp and earthy like home. She sorted through each item with care, grief curling in her throat, but she did not cry. There were no tears left to spill.
She held up a small, tarnished locket—the chain broken, the clasp bent beyond repair. Inside, a miniature portrait of her father, his face stern even in this tiny rendering. Her mother had worn it always, beneath her high-necked dresses, a secret weight against her heart.
"I never understood why she loved him," Luísa murmured to the empty room. "He was cold, distant. She deserved warmth."
"Perhaps she saw something in him that others could not," Onwuka's voice came from the doorway. He stood there, hesitant to enter, as if unsure of his welcome.
Luísa looked up, a small, sad smile touching her lips. "How long have you been there?"
"Long enough to know you're speaking to ghosts." He stepped inside, closing the door softly behind him. "I've found it helps, sometimes. To speak as if they can hear."
"And can they?"
"I've never received a reply," he admitted. "But the asking itself can be an answer."
She gestured to the chair across from her, inviting him to sit. They had not been alone together since that night, had navigated around each other with careful politeness in the days that followed.
"Did you find what you needed in town?" she asked, returning to her sorting.
"Some timber, nails. The blacksmith's forge survived, thankfully." He watched her hands move through her mother's belongings. "What will you keep?"
"Everything and nothing," she replied. "It's all her, and none of it is her." She closed the locket with a gentle click. "I keep expecting to hear her voice in the corridor, scolding someone for tracking mud or wasting candles."
"She lives in your memory. In your hands." Onwuka gestured to the orderly piles Luísa had created. "You sort just as she would have."
Luísa laughed softly. "Is that a compliment or an accusation?"
"An observation," he replied with a small smile. "Neither good nor bad, simply true."
Silence settled between them, not uncomfortable but weighted with unspoken words. Onwuka did not speak of their night together, did not reach for her as he might have before. But when she brushed past him later, when her fingers skimmed his arm, he did not pull away. The touch was brief, an unspoken acknowledgment of what had passed between them, of the fragile thing that now existed in the shadow of grief and duty. Neither knew what to call it. Neither dared try.
Days passed into weeks. The promised ship had brought supplies—timber, tools, medicines—but not enough to rebuild the whole town. Choices had to be made, priorities set. The arguments in the makeshift council were heated, but productive. Slowly, painfully, Paraty began to rise again from the rubble.
In the quiet evenings, when the day's labor was done and the dormitory settled into uneasy sleep, Onwuka and Luísa sometimes found themselves drawn together. Their encounters were wordless, urgent, a seeking of solace in the press of skin against skin. It was not love—both understood this without speaking it aloud. It was comfort. It was forgetting. It was remembering they were still alive.
"This can't be more than what it is," Luísa whispered one night, her breath warm against his neck as they lay tangled in her narrow bed. "You know that, don't you?"
Onwuka traced the curve of her shoulder with calloused fingers. "I know."
"I don't want to hurt you." Her voice was small in the darkness. "I've seen how you look at the Maria when she comes to deliver herbs."
"Maria has made her choice," he replied, the words no longer burning his tongue as they once had. "As have I."
"And what have you chosen?" Luísa propped herself up on one elbow, studying his face in the dim moonlight that filtered through the cracks in the shutters.
"To be here. To rebuild." His hand found hers in the shadows. "To find purpose in what remains, not in what was lost."
She nodded, accepting this. "Then we understand each other."
"We do." He kissed her forehead, a gesture of affection rather than passion. "This is what it is—comfort in darkness. Nothing more, nothing less."
"But something necessary," she added softly.
"Yes," he agreed. "Something necessary."
They found rhythm in this understanding—in daylight, colleagues rebuilding a broken town; in darkness, two bodies seeking temporary shelter in each other's warmth. The arrangement was honest, if unconventional. Neither harbored illusions of romance or forever. It was, perhaps, the purest form of connection either could manage in the aftermath of so much loss—physical comfort without the complexity of promises neither could keep.
And if sometimes, in the hazy space between sleep and waking, Onwuka's mind drifted to another face, another voice, he kept this to himself. And if sometimes, Luísa cried silently against his chest for reasons she would not name, he asked no questions, simply held her until the tears subsided.
This was survival, too—finding moments of peace amid the ruins, building a life from what remained, never asking for more than could be given. It was enough. It had to be.
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