I know that I've ghosted you guys for days, weeks and months. Most people would have even forgotten that this story exists, but I need to update about some very important events that took place in my life in the past few months.

First of all, I did not make the cut-off in the General category in JEE Advanced. Fuck being general!!! 

Secondly, when I said I am fed up with cities, I surely did not expect to land in between the villages of Adyar, Taramani and Velachery surrounded by a metropolitan. 

Long story short, I am currently studying IIT Madras! Yes! I made it away from home and that too in an IIT!!!!

Here, everything is different... I miss my machh-bhat... I like Idli-dosa, but nothing gives the peace like Fish... 

I have joined the LGBTQ+ club of IITM and recently gave a speech in a panIIT event about inclusivity. It was enthralling to say the least.. Moreover, I am happily going by my chosen name here and no one gives a fuck. I have made many queer and ally friends and I absolutely love them!

Initially, I had some issues about sharing a room with a girl, which was absolutely annoying, because I hate that girl to hell and back, because she pretends to be an ally, like hello?! Knowing some LGBT terms doesn't make you an ally, miss!!!!

But from like the last 2 weeks, I am in my little personal single room which I love. My parents don't know about the room change yet, and I'm not telling them. Actually I asked to be shifted to the guys hostel, because I feel uncomfy in girls hostel, so the warden gave me a whole single washroom (which I have to share with guests as and when they arrive and chose to stay in my hostel)!! Can you imagine that?!

The shifting to guys hostel is difficult, because I'll need psychiatrist's letter for that and there are some medical and legal complexities which I'm trying to handle. I have met the psychologist and am supposed to see the psychiatrist of the Institute this Thursday. I'm scared shitless, but I haven't been this happy in forever.

Also, my end sems are going on, so I'll have to take my leave for now. I'm going home next week, and will hopefully be able to give lots of updates in all of my stories, in the free time I get from my internship (fingers crossed that I get it).

Thanking everyone who cared to spare a moment for my stories, because my parents did not.

Adiraj.