Lil rant

So it's the first week of school and I've already fallen for three dudes (I'll describe it more later) and 

-one of them's pretty much gay

- I friendzoned one of them and missed my chance

- ahhh??? third one I don't know super well but he's chill

Gay boii:: We'll call him Janet

So I've known these boyz for a year now and janet was my first crush??Like at the beginnig of last year. 

sorry for spelling mistakes its 10:41 pm and im confessing my love for three ppl

So he's pretty much gay but he's funny and cute and ahh??? help my friend spilled the beans once in front of him and that was akward but like thats kind of over now and we chill and have things in common? Like my friends fully supported that lil ship of me and him

sorry gays i only date men 

sorry for my meme

help? like i still have huge feelings for him um its really awkward for me but like ahhhhhhhhhh my hormones give me frustrations

okay moving on to bachelor number two

lets call him merp

so he's funny and meme trash like me but he's def more popular and cool? So lil story

There's this kid from my old school who also goes to the same middle school as me and his name is gnat because he's a pesky lil fly. So merp and Gnat are dude friends and that kills me because Gnat and I hate each other with a burning passion. Gnat is also:

help?? Okay so murp and i have the same sense of humor but he sometimes makes mean jokes 

(yes i get my widdle middle-school feelings hurt sometimes that's kind of a big thing)

okay so there's that but like.

It's embarrassing because I liked him at the end of first semester last year and then this beetch layla told him the day of break. Then, after that, i learned hE LIKED ME?? EMBARRASMENT BECAUSE FRIENDZONE? ALSO I THINK HE STILL LIKES ME BECAUSE WE'RE SUPER CHILL FRIENDS BUT THEIRS LIKE 

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okay

third dude is dylan

he's short and funny and smol but chill

i've technally known him for a year but we're not super close but we still know each other pretty well

sorry for that

anyway

help???