spooky boyfriend 👻💘: i just got in da uber

the actual loml 💖: ok what how much did the fare estimate thingy say

spooky boyfriend 👻💘: 25 dollas

the actual loml 💖: ok text me when ur about to get here so i can go out and give u the money

the actual loml 💖: remember i cant go farther than my mail box so u might need get out and walk a couple feet to get the money

spooky boyfriend 👻💘: tru i got u

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josh sat in the backseat with his earbuds, staring out the window. this really could be the last time he sees tyler outside of a prison. he hopes not, but it's very possible. tyler wasn't a cold hearted messed up murderer. he was a very broken person. aren't we all broken people in our own ways though? one way or another, we're broken. tyler, unfortunately was more broken than others, he had terrible things done to him that no one should have to experience. he did nothing to deserve what he got. he deserves the world but the world is cruel place. he can't even leave his front lawn for taking the life of someone who actually deserved it.

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spooky boyfriend 👻💘: two mins away come out

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as they pulled up, tyler was standing directly beside his mailbox right besides where the car was parked. tyler paid the uber driver himself passing the money through the opened window as josh exited the backseat, thanking the driver. they embraced as the car drove away, tylers arms wrapped around joshs lower back and joshs arms around tylers neck. they stayed like that for a few seconds before josh heard a small sob then tyler holding him tighter.

"it's okay, it's okay. dont worry." josh cooed. tyler sniffled and nodded after a minute, gathering himself. he then interlocked their fingers together and began walking into the house.

josh greeted everyone when they entered. zack avoided eye contact and looked like he was holding back from saying something, but josh ignored it. kelly greeted josh a warm hug.

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"do you think prison would be like orange is the new black?" josh asked as they were laying on the grass outside, watching the stars.
"i won't be going to a womans prison, josh."
"oh, thats true."
tyler suddenly stood up, "wanna get wasted?"
josh furrowed his eyebrows "uh, no. there's a lot of reasons that can't happen."
tyler sat back down on the ground. "like what? i could kill someone, kill you?" "what?! no! first of all we're underaged, second of all-"
"i know you're thinking it. i mean i don't know what i'm capable of. but you are the very last person i would ever consider killing."

josh sat up, facing tyler. "why are you acting like this?"

"like what?"

"l-like a badass and like you're going to kill somebody again."

tyler looked down at the grass, close to tears. "i-i don't know. i dont want to kill anyone? i never wanted to but i did. it's scary. i'm scary.

"you're not scary."

"everyone's scared of me so i think that means i'm scary."

"i'm not scared of you."

"honestly, why aren't you?" tyler looked back up at josh. "because i know you. i know you're not like this and wouldn't mean to hurt anyone." josh held both tylers hands and leaned in for a kiss.

"it's gonna be okay." josh whispered when they pulled away.

"can i see where you hurt yourself?" tyler asked.

josh hesitated. "uh, it was my upper thighs, so i can't really-"

"oh. i'm sorry." tylers eyes began welling up with tears again.

"tyler, stop. please." josh pulled him in close.

"can we go up to my room?" he murmured.

"of course."

"can i ask you something?" tyler sounded nervous as they sat upon his bed.

"anything."

"uh, so do you think we can-? i mean there's a chance i'm going to go to prison and who knows what can happen in there and for once in my life i want to not feel weird about this? okay so, i'm asking if we could have sex. if that's okay with you, i know i'm rushing but this is a huge thing and i-"

"it's okay. i do. but i don't want you to feel like you're doing it because you have no other choice. only if you actually want to. we'll always have our wedding night." josh smiled.

"no, i want to. i do." tyler thought for a moment then nodded.

tyler really liked it, for once he felt like an equal.

also hearing josh beg for it was great.

// yo next chapter will be the trial also i cant write smut im sorry omf

tyler tops