"I can't keep this act up much longer because its not okay. Nothing is okay. It hasn't been okay for a while."

----J-Hope's POV----

Jiyoon just ran away crying leaving me dumbfounded. Jin hyung, I can't believe you would do this.

The scene I was looking at right now from the window is so disturbing. Jin kissed her and this girl seems so into him, forcing everything she has in his mouth. Gross.

I was just watching until that girl looked at me. Jin let go of the kiss and looked where she was looking to, which was in my direction.

His expression turned surprised. I was about to walk away and find Jiyoon until he ran out the shop and grabbed me.

"J-Hope, don't tell this to Jiyoon. Please" Jin said looking guilty. I don't care. Jiyoon should be mine, I wouldn't even hurt her like this.

"She already saw the scene, hyung. Nothing to hide anymore? Don't fuck with someone elses feelings because your unsure or your own feelings" I said pulling my arm and finding Jiyoon.

It was getting late, and I was getting tired. I bet the boys are wondering what took us so long to buy bubble tea, also where Jin is.

I was walking to a park and saw someone sleeping on a bench with ear phones. It suddenly came to my senses that it was Jiyoon.

I sat next to her, "Jiyoon.." I shook her. Her eyes opened, I saw hurt in her eyes.

"J-Hope oppa.." she mumbled. It was so upsetting seeing such a beautiful girl be so sad. 

"Jiyoon, lets go back to the studio. You can have dinner with the boys and I. Forget about Jin for now, please." I said holding her hands.

Jiyoon smiled and nodded. I knew it wasn't a real smile, but at least she had a smile. We walked back and no sign of Jin yet.

"Jiyoon! What happened to you!?" Jimin shouted loudly which grabbed everyones attention.

Jiyoon's face looked like a mess, but she was still beautiful. Her eyes were runny, her nose was red and makeup was smudged everywhere.

Everyones eyes widened. Suga ran up to her and hugged her. "Have you been crying!?" Suga hyung asked worriedly.

She didn't respond, but she just cried harder. "Noona.. don't cry. What happened?" Jungkook asked sadly.

"Do you want me to tell them?" I asked her sweetly. She nodded and everyones attention went on me. "Jiyoon and I were on our way to the bubble tea shop and from the window outside we saw Jin kissing a girl.." I said.

Everyones expression looked angry. "Who was the girl!?" V asked mad. "Yeah! Who is it?" Suga added.

"It was Lauren. The one who beat me up." Jiyoon said, and her voice sounded hurt. It startled me, because I thought she didn't know who the girl was.

"What the fuck is wrong with him?" Suga shouted. "Calm down, Manager hyung might hear us.. But he's a big idiot." Namjoon said looking disappointed.

"I didn't know Jin Hyung would be a type to cheat" Jimin said. Someone opened the door and we saw Jin.

"Look who we have here.. The guy who cheated on his girlfriend" Suga said clapping.

Jin didn't pay attention to what he said, he just ran past him and hugged Jiyoon. She didn't hug back. When he looked at her face, he seemed shocked.

"You caused that. Your a bad hyung! You shouldn't be cheating!!" Jungkook yelled at Jin. "You should be ashamed, and I thought I looked up to you." V said.

Wow, thats gotta hurt. Jin looked guilty. "Look I just wanted to say it was all a mistake and I'm sorry." He said without any emotions to Jiyoon.

"Your such a jerk you know? One day your all like I love you and the next you don't even care about me anymore. Is this some type of joke to you? I don't want to be a puppet to you, I dont want to be played around with" Jiyoon said.

Everyones attention was on her. She stopped talking for a while and she continued.

"I guess we had different ideas about what love meant" She said loudly for Jin to hear clearly. She walked to the door and looked back.

"Boys, I'll see you at school on Monday. I'm sorry we can't have dinner tonight. Next time, goodnight" Jiyoon said.

When she left, the room was silent. "Look what you've done" I said shaking my head.

----Jin's POV----

I don't know whats gotten into me. I don't know why I kissed Lauren. Argh, so stupid of me.

The kiss had no sparks at all. I saw J-hope looking at us from the outside window. I was shocked.

I ran to him leaving Lauren.

"J-Hope, don't tell this to Jiyoon. Please" I begged. He was being too stubborn, I mean its just a kiss right?

He replied, "She already saw the scene, hyung. Nothing to hide anymore? Don't fuck with someone elses feelings because your unsure or your own feelings".

I was shocked that I couldn't even talk.

He ran away looking for Jiyoon. I felt guilty, I looked inside the store and saw Lauren smirking.

I just walked away from the shop leaving her. I went to the Big Hit building. I saw the boys and Jiyoon talking.

The boys gave me a death stare. Something that Jiyoon said really hurt me.

"I guess we had different ideas about what love meant"

----Suga's POV----

After Jiyoon left, everyone stayed quiet. Of course I talked. "How can you do that to her?" I asked him.

Jin didn't respond. "You don't deserve her." I said walking away from him. Someone pulled on my wrist hard.

When I looked back, someone punched me in the face. It was Jin. I punched him back until Namjoon and V pulled as back.

Jungkook looked scared. I'm sorry maknae, you have to see this.

"You guys are so fucking stupid! Look at your faces! What will manager hyung say?" Namjoon warned.

"He won't know!" Jin glare at me. "I won't know what?" Manager hyung said coming into the room shocked because of the scene.

----Jiyoon's POV----

I left the boys in there with Jin. It was getting late anyways, I needed to leave. It was already 8:00PM and I was walking alone.

I saw these girls walk to me, great its lauren and her bitchy ass friends.

Don't tell me this would turn out like the other night.  "Are you happy now?" I yelled at her.

She laughed, "Of course, making your life suck is my happiness" Lauren said. I smacked her face so hard she bleeded.

"Girls! Attack her!" She yelled. They started beating me up. I was already on the floor bleeding. I wasn't that hurt though.

Lauren went to me and pulled my hair, "Better not tell this to Jin, or else bad things will happen" She said and smirked.

They left me on the floor but I managed to get up. Once I reached home, I went to the bathroom to clean off the blood. It turned out to become bruises on my face.

People will think I'll look disgusting on monday. I hope it heals tomorrow. Since its Sunday, probably going to have a family fun day.

I took a shower, and went to bed. I looked at my text messages and looked at Jin's name.

He wouldn't text me, of course. Argh. I wanted to text him so badly, but I couldn't.

"Don't text him tonight. Even though you miss him and even though you loved him more than anything else, don't text him. Stop wasting your energy on someone who doesn't give a shit about you" I whispered to myself.

A tear rolled down my eye, and I drifted sleep.

*next day*

I felt someone shaking me. I was under the covers so whoever it was couldn't see my bruised face.

I went out of the covers and saw my parents. They gasped. "Omo.. what happened to your face darling?" Eomma asked me.

I sighed, "Ah, it's nothing." She didn't seemed convinced but she nodded. "Get ready now darling" Appa said giving me a box.

I opened it and saw just a casual dress someone would wear everyday to a family gathering. "Where are we going today?" I asked.

"We are meeting the Kim's, Jin's family today" Appa smiled. My eyes widened. "Mwo!" I shouted. "Wae?" I tried to keep the sadness and anger in.

My parents looked at me confused, "I thought you guys are dating?" Appa asked with the suspicious eyebrows. I lied, "Um, yeah we are."

Truth is, Jin and I are still together. But, you know, fights and cheating..

Eomma smiled, "Then go get dressed! We have some news for you". I nodded, "Arrasseo.."

Finally, I finished getting dressed. I was wearing a casual pink dress, up to my thighs with my white converse. I curled my hair at the end and put a little bit of makeup to cover the bruises.

Truthfully, it didn't work. We all went in the car and we're going to eat at a chinese restaurant. I wasn't excited at all.

Once we arrived, I already saw Jin and his parents sitting down. I sighed, we all bowed at each other but I didn't look at Jin in the eyes.

I was still hurt, and I hope he realises that. We sat down and Jin's mum started talking. "Hello sweety, Im Jin's mum. You must be his girlfriend, Jiyoon?" She asked. I smiled, "Yes I am, and nice to meet you, Mrs Kim".

"Call me eomma!" She smiled. My mum chuckled. Jin looked at me but I avoided his glances. We took our orders and waited for the food.

"What did you want to tell me eomma, appa?" I asked my parents. "Right! Dad and I have known Jin's parents for a long time since we were best friends since high school, but we actually had no idea Jin was their son. We wanted to say that you and Jin will be getting married." Mum said happily while Jin's dad and mum were clapping with my dad.

"WHAT?" Jin and I shouted at the same time. This time I looked at him with sad eyes. I don't think this is the right thing to do when he just cheated on me.

"Do you have a problem darling?" Jin's mum asked me. I hit the pain and sadness, "Ani, I'm okay" I fake smiled. "Can I talk to you outside Jagiya?" Jin asked me. I nodded.

"We will call you guys when the food is here" Appa said. We both nodded. When we went outside, I stayed silent.

"Jiyoon.." he said. "What?" I said coldly. He looked a little hurt. "Are you good with this marriage?" He asked. I didn't say anything.

"Look, if your still mad about me kissing Lauren, you shouldn't be because I think you were just overreacting" Jin said.

My eyes widened, who the fuck does he think he is? "Overreacting? Oh I'm sorry, I'm just protective because I care about you! I bet you wouldn't like it if I kissed J-Hope! So don't talk! I would kiss J-Hope in front of you so can feel how I feel!" I yelled and he pulled my wrist.

I turned around and gave him a dirty look. "Go ahead and kiss him. I wouldn't care. Shes not my second girlfriend and why would she punch you again?" Jin said. Tears streamed down my face. We were now facing each other again.

----Jin's POV---

Arrange marriage wouldn't be a good idea right now. Jiyoon and I right now aren't in good condition. I wonder what happened to her face.

"What happened to your face?" I asked. Did she get bashed again? "Nothing" I knew she was lying.

"Look, if your still mad about me kissing Lauren, you shouldn't be because I think you were just overreacting" I said.

She looked surprised, "Overreacting? Oh I'm sorry, I'm just protective because I care about you! And this on my face? Your fucking second girlfriend bashed me up last night!  bet you wouldn't like it if I kissed J-Hope! So don't talk! I would kiss J-Hope in front of you so can feel how I feel!" Jiyoon shouted.

""Go ahead and kiss him. I wouldn't care. Shes not my second girlfrienf and why would she punch you again?"

I lied when I said that. Of course I would care, I would die in sadness and anger. I don't get why Lauren would punch her again though. Thats how she feels right now.

"I hate you for giving up on me. I hate you for giving up on us. I hate you for hurting me. I hate you for making me cry. I hate you for not being there when I needed you the most. I hate you for what you've done. I hate you for ruining everything we had. I hate you for making me trust you when you were just going to break that trust. I hate you for making me love you so much. Mostly, I hate you for making me a fool because I love you despite everything you put me through!" Jiyoon yelled at me and pulled her wrist out of my grip.

She looked hurt, and ran inside the restaurant wiping her tears.

I was left dumbfounded, with tears rolling down my face. Now I realised, how much I hurt her.