My friends say I'm always quiet,
smiley,
and calm.
If they only knew.
How much my eyes say a million words,
that died on my lips.
How much my cheeks ache,
from all that smiling.
How much my mind is tangled
and anxious.
How much I wish to just scream.
But I just sit, not a word, not a thought,
not having a life.

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By:Saki.A