Because everyday I wake up and hope somebody would just kill me already. Hit me with a car, push me in front of a bus or a train. I can't bring myself to do it. So I'm hoping that somebody else will take that part. Just free me already. Kill me. I want to be killed. So I won't be blamed. So it won't be suicide. It would be murder and I wouldn't have anything to do with it. I just watch the days pass. Hour by hour. Day by day. Year by year. Won't somebody just kill me already? Won't someone do me this favour? Won't somebody free me from this dark hole of a life? Why won't nobody take their chance?