I'm so full of shit.

I lie all the fucking time.

What's wrong with me?

'I'm fine'

'Don't worry'

'I'm okay'

Do people still buy this shit? Do they still believe me when I say this rubbish? 

I feel slightly bad now. The person may have actually cared about me...

Who am I kidding? Of course they don't. I wouldn't either. I'm too fucking useless for that.

But what if they did? 

I'm so fucking delusional. I need to learn to shut up.

Now would be an awesome time for me to pass out and smash my head on something. 

Best case scenario, I would be dead.