It's really sad.
I was told by everyone
That mothers
And fathers
And siblings
And friends
Support you in everything.
Now I look I'm back at it.
I laugh
At how delusional and gullible I was.
In a sense,
My friends are good.
They won't tell me if I get on their nerves.
But I know I did.
That's why I chose not to go to school.
I chose to lie.
Better yet,
The person who believed that I was good enough,
Died.
I guess I really do have nobody left.