Is the characters from my head?: yes
Are there TW?: yes
Please read at caution if any of these things irritate or trigger you!: Self Harm, Suicide, mentions of blood, anything that may be something about depression.

I felt guilt buildup in my head.
My arms blood red.
I had used a knife this time.
I used a keycard at lunchtime.
I hurried to my bathroom.
Out of my bedroom.
I quickly put some bandages.
On top of the damages.
I put on my sweater.
And looked at the love letter.
The one I made for him.
The one named Jim.
He said that he wasn't interested.
My love was invalided.
So I had did it again.
So then I played a song, my favorite, 'the rain'.
I listened.
I stiffened.
As I heard a ring.
No a ping.
I looked at my phone.
And it had shown.
The one I loved, with my friend.
It said 'eating with my girlfriend'.
This world is so cruel.
And I am a fool.
I hated this place.
And I hated my face.
If I left no one would care.
I then grabbed my chair.
I sat down and cried.
I let go of my pride.
I thought of the bridge.
Just over a ditch.

So then I walked.
And I jogged.
Then I was right next to it.
Over the pit.
I looked down.
And looked back at my town.
The one that hated me.
And I had a way to be free.
I thought.
And I considered.

And then I jumped..

-B.I.L

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