I wanna say that I don't miss you anymore
I wanna say that I'm healed
I wanna say that I'm ok
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of pretending.
Yesterday I saw your IG profile
I couldn't resist to watch your pics
Then I realized that my feelings aren't dead yet
And I'm still craving for you.
Maybe I'm way too sensitive but what I really know is that it felt like knife in a fresh wound.
I thought I was healed but it turned out to be an illusion cause in reality , I was more ill than I was before.
My life was fairytale and rainbow was my synonym but now you're gone and you took away this part of me and now it turned into a Shakespearean tragedy and I'm just the shadow of myself , a specter trapped in the desperate poets asylum , lost in the echoes of my shattered dreams and melancholic memories.