The site before me made me sick to my stomach...

Youngsoo was pale & looked dehydrated. Several bags of blood were around him. However, he wasn't hooked up to anything at the moment. I rushed to his side. "Open your eyes, Youngsoo..." His eyes opened slightly as he smiled as I held his face in my hands. "저는 괜찮아요, 지수 씨. 조금 피곤해요. 난 휴식이 필요해요..." (I am fine, Jisoo. Just a bit tired. I need rest...) 

"Why ? Why would you let this happen after we were captured, Youngsoo ? What about your life ?", I questioned as tears already flowed down my face. He weakly wiped my face with a broke chuckle leaving him. "This was unavoidable, Jisoo. Besides I did this for you as well."

"나에게? 영수야, 네가 나를 위해 이런 짓을 했다는 게 무슨 뜻이야?" (For me ? What do you mean you did this for me, Youngsoo ?) He gestured to the bags of blood around him. There was a decent amount & its scent was almost giving me a giant headache. He sat up as much as his weak body would allow before he answered me slowly.

"Don't think too much about it, Jisoo... This was my choice. You'll soon get to live your life as you want to..." Youngsoo drifted to rest as some doctor my mom clearly hired tended to him. I spoke with her in the other room once more. 

"You need to stop this now, Mother. You'll only end up killing him. Just like Dad...", I pleaded as I grabbed her hands in mine. I couldn't handle losing someone else the way I lost my Dad. My mother would've answered me, but Jay entered the room. We must be at Beautiful Bar. "Youngsoo has agreed to our terms. He will continue supplying his blood until the end of his days. This is what he wanted." 

I shoved him with the strength I had left. "He'll die ! You'll kill Youngsoo over some blood !?" Jay calmly moved away from me as his expression remained cold. "지수야, 그의 목숨이 너에게 정말 그렇게 중요하니? 영수가 직접 해볼 의향이 있습니다. 게다가 그는 앞으로 100년 동안 주변에 있는 유일한 순수한 인간입니다..." (Does his life really matter that much to you, Jisoo ? Youngsoo is willing to do this himself. Besides he is the only pureblood human around for the next 100 years...)

He was not wrong in the slightest. Another pureblood human won't be around for another one hundred years. I knew this... Yet, I couldn't help feeling sick. Am I supposed to continue on with my existence knowing that Youngsoo is suffering because of me ? Because of vampires ?

"His life does matter Jay. It is a human life he deserves to live without this burden on him. I know his life means nothing to you, but it does matter to me..." Silence. Complete silence overcame the room as I slumped to the floor before blacking out.

Pretty soon I woke up & my mother was tending to me. "You're finally awake, Jisoo. I was beginning to worry..."