so lockdown is like serious in my city and so i haven't seen anyone in a while but i still talk to guy 2 and we facetime all the time.

i learned drivers licence on the piano today and i played it for him and he liked it so that's good.

he recommended an anime to me and i watched the first two episodes on facetime with him yesterday.

it's so hard to tell if he likes me or not because he's never serious hahahaahah

i don't even know if i like him tho

i have never had the best luck with relationships because i usually lose feelings rlly quickly which is sad but it happens to the best of us

i don't want to hurt him and i don't want to get hurt so i guess i gotta let things happen on their own

also i never sleep and it's 4:30am rn so

my fave crying songs at the moment are
- drivers licence
- true love (from liv and maddie lmfao)
- all i want
- any ariana grande song
- chasing cars
- UNSAID EMILY
- falling by harry styles widhejejdkdjsjsk

ok that's it for now

bye ily