Sabine's PVO

Week's had gone by and no one had see Ezra come out of his room. Zeb said that when he did see Ezra that he looked bad like he had been crying or something. Ezra never did mission's anymore he didn't even come out to get food , Hera or me would have to bring it to him. I would ask Zeb how he was doing every now, and then because i was worried about him. My thoughts were interrupted by Hera yelling "Sabine we are leaving now see you tomorrow when we get back." "Ok Hera see you guys tomorrow morning." Her ,Kanan and Zeb were going into town for a mission so they wouldn't get back till tomorrow. So now it was just me and Ezra ,and i have had enough of him not being himself. I grabbed some fruit and headed for his room knocking on the door."Hey Ez its me, the others just left for there mission so it's just us till tomorrow please let me in." I said threw the door. "Ok...come in"said a soft and quiet voice. The door opened and i saw Ezra sitting on the floor looking up at me with his blue eyes that i loved so much."I brought you some fruit if your hungry." I told him and sat infront of him leaning against the now closed door. "Thank you Sabine" He said while trying to smile. "Hey....look i know something is wrong because you haven't been your self lately."  "I'm fine.....really nothings wrong,and why do you even care?" Ezra told me with his voice shaking. "Ezra i care more than you think, now tell me what is wrong or you will just hurt youself even more."He took a long pause and looked away from me. "I've been having these nightmares, and they have just been a lot to handle alone."He whispered "you don't have to be alone Ezra the whole crew is here for you, you just have to let us in.....you have to let me in." I tralied my hand to his face and made him look at me. "So tell me what these nightmares are about?" "Well there is 3 different ones that keep repeating over and over each night." "Ok umm tell me about the one that does hurt as bad."  "Ok it starts out with me going on a solo mission and my ship crashes  i get knocked out, but when i wake up Admiral thrawn is infront of me with several torture droids. He tortures me for a long time with electricity and whips." Ezra gulped hard and closed his eyes, i take his hand in mine and wait until he speaks again. "That one hurts the least...the 2nd one that hurts is about my parents." He told me looking down at our hands that are still together, i can see him slightly blushing realizing how long they have been together. "My parent's are sitting next to each other telling me that it's my fault they died,and that i should have saved them. My dad is telling me that i am a loser and will never be a real jedi. When i try to hug them or help them an Inquisitor comes by and kills them right infront of me...."  I  could tell he wanted to hug me but he didn't, i almost did but my body wouldn't move i was frozen with sadness. "I'm so sorry that your going threw this Ez." I said breaking the sadness that had filled the air. "Thats not even the worst one. Then one that kills me the most starts off back on Dathomir when you and Kanan got possessed by the night sisters. When you and me started fighting i-i couldn't-wouldn't hurt you, but you were stronger than i thought and then the night sister made you kill yourself because i wouldn't fight back." At this point Ezra couldn't speak any more because of his tears. I finally broke down and jumped up and huged him pulling him into my chest holding him tight ,softly rubbing his back with my hand. "Its ok now Ez I've got you,no one will hurt me or you as long as i can help it." "Sorry Sabine i shouldn't be crying I'm so weak." I pulled away from him looking so shocked at what he just said. "Are you kidding? You are one of the most brave and strong people i know. You were able to survive at the age of 7 on the streets with no one else to protect you. Ezra you also save me and kanan that day so we all came home, That makes you very strong." He looked at me like i had just slapped him, Suddenly he hugged me.
"I love you Sabine,Thank you so much for cheering me up." "Oh Ez i love you too and it's no problem to help you." We stayed hugging for a few minutes then Ezra stood up heading for the door, but before he could make it out i grabbed his hand and turned him around kissing him on the lips. Slowly i slid my hands up to his cheaks and his hands to my waist,pulling me closer to him. When we separated i asked if he wanted to go eat something. "YES i am so hungry i felt like i was being tortured with sleep."  "Well sometimes memories are the worst form of torture. I learned that at the academy." We both bursted out laughing and went to go eat some food. I will never forget when i helped him face the voices in his head that made him not want to go to bed.

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