Chapter 31
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Gauri's POV
Things seemed good in life still I knew I need to think about my future and career. I can't keep avoiding it. the loss of 6years was hard to fill. Whenever I looked at people around me they all looked grown suddenly. Even the city changed a lot. I couldn't remember most of buildings and roads.
I had missed seeing my baby's first step and many more valuable things and I'm ignoring that but I can't ignore anymore the loss of my Career. My dreams, Papa's expectations everything is lost.
Sometimes I Fear what if I again fall in coma? What if i never could get up? Why did it happen with me? Is my brain is too weak? How can I forgot my love? How can I believe that he wasn't mine? Why didn't I read his pain? Why didn't I believe my heart? Why my brain complicated things?
I shouldn't think all this, I should focus on bright side. Now I'm leaving the best days of my life.
Mummy was so happy that I'm finally healthy and fine. She had lost so much of her life in worrying about me just like Omi. Papa looked old to handle the business alone. He always knew I'll be the one, who will share his burden.
I need to take some decisions, so what if it will be hard? I need to start my life from where I left at least I had completed my studies.
When I had lost memory of 10years I thought it was okay because I wanted to ignore situation and Omkara was the great reason to avoid my restless thoughts but now it feels not okay, I can't keep ignoring things. Technology had changed a lot. In start I felt mobile was most complicated human creation, but now it's easy with help of Pari and Dugdug. children's are very smart nowadays.
Maybe I need to focus on my career so it can be easy for me, But the gape of 6Years scared me. I had lost very precious 6yrs. Jiju had asked me to join office in his supervision so he can guide me.
Even he knew that I mostly had forgotten all but he believes in me, I can manage and get better in this. He feels I'm smart so I can manage things better than anyone else.
"you can do it" Omi hugged me from back and kissed on my nape. In mirror I can clearly see confidence in his eyes. Maybe he knows me Better than myself.
I weakly smiled at his statement.
"you are looking so hot" he complimented and turned me in his arms.
Maybe he is trying to change my mood.
"oh really" I replied acting mischievous. I can't make him anymore tense for me. He had done enough. Now it's my time to care and protect him from all the worries.
he held my hand and moved it to his lips. he kissed my palms.
"You don't have idea, How beautiful you are to my eyes" he said showing honesty in his eyes. maybe I was enough to make his eyes shine.
"cause you have only eyes for me" I circled his neck with my both arms.
"does that make me bad husband?" he asked playfully
husband
the word sounded so good to describe him but something was missing.
"A best soulmate" I kissed his forehead tiptoeing "you have all the best qualities of world to make you best soulmate ever"
"stop spoiling me love" he lightly bit my cheek.
I pecked his lips "first you stop loving me so much"
He held my both shoulders firmly "why would I do that?"
"So I can stop day dreaming about my handsome husband and concentrate on my work" I pulled his cheek.
"That's never going to happen" he rolled his eyes and suddenly pulled me closer to him by my waist.
"Why do you day dream love? I have whole time of world to fulfill all your dreams" he kissed my forehead.
"Omi" I took his hand in mine and kissed them.
"Thank you" I mumbled feeling blessed to have him, he was already succeed in changing my mood.
He cupped my face.
"You are more stronger then you acknowledge my love" he said so confidently.
He had something in him which made me want to love myself, the way he his eyes shines with me in them. It makes me feel great about myself.
"I must be something, otherwise I wouldn't be owning a very precious heart" I kissed his lips.
He slowly and softly kissed me back.
We pulled apart. This time I was confident that I'm going to over come all the hurdles because I can't let him down ever. I can't break his confidence.
Things were very hard that I really thought about leaving my career and focus on Pari, even she felt little sad that I wasn't giving her time. My mood mostly bad but don't know how but Omi always knew what to say and how to motivate me even though he didn't know what I went through and what was in my head.
He even managed to convince Pari, now Pari understands why I'm not with her like before 24*7. She understands the value of career. Thanks to my hubby.
After lot of support and guidance slowly I started to understand my work as a assistant of jiju and actually things started to fall in places.
Di and jiju are blessing for Omi, I and for our kids. I'm sure di and jiju loved Omi and me but the way now their kids love Pari is unbelievable. I can proudly say she is loved. All the kids got love but she got a little more because she was youngest and her cousin brother was very much found of her. They fights a lot but still they cares so much too.
Now I have more responsibilities on me because not only Omi but also my daughter is confident that I'm a some superwoman and she is already proud of me.
But sometimes life scares me.
I felt someone keeping his head on my lap.
"What happened love?" He asked me
"Nothing" I smiled at my Omi.
"You can't hide anything from me Ru, I have read your face even when you were lost in some other world" he took my hand in his.
"Sometimes I feel scared Omi, what would had happened if i wouldn't havs opened my eyes, I would had lost everything and you would had lost everything too"
He immediately got up from my lap. Sitting beside me on bed
"I would had lost everything but I believed in our shiv ji, he was there always with me. His support helped me alot otherwise I was going insane. Do you think I would have managed all by myself? It was your trust on him that made me believe that he loves you alot. You definitely come back to me"
He wiped my tears while I wiped his, "he loves me truly otherwise I wouldn't have find you"
"What do you think I would had adjusted without you? Not happening in my life I'm only yours" he hugged me.
"But what if somethin..."
"Shhh" he kept his finger on my lips before i can say anything more.
"It was our first and last separation not any more" he looked at me so lovingly I just nodded in reply.
"Actually second separation" he said suddenly making me confused.
"What?"
"Do you remember our first meet?"
"Yes you had come with your family to see Di, we were kids" I smiled trying to remember those days.
"Only you were kid not me" he said with a frown.
"Who stills chocolate?" He asked me.
I smiled embarrassedly.
"You offered me share and made me help you. And I still can't believe I did all that" he said with a chuckle.
"You was always a gentleman" I pulled his cheeks.
"I wouldn't had done that for Bhavya or any other girl Ri" he said softly with so much love in his eyes.
"Ohmygod do you love me since then?" I asked in surprise
"You didn't give me choice, I had to help you and lose my heart in the process or maybe on first sight" he shrugged.
"I can't believe this" I said still not believing on him.
"Because you was kid, busy in play and chocolates" he rolled his eyes.
"You come to pick me because of your feelings?" I asked suddenly feeling shy like a teenage girl.
"What else would had been reason? I got that first excuse to meet you so I agreed actually I only give that idea that I'll pick you by train"
"Ohgod, how does you manage?" I cupped his face in my palms.
He looked confusedly at me asking 'what?'
"To make me feel more loved, I know you love me without limit or condition but how much? You can't confess things like that and act like it's nothing" I said looking at his still confused face.
"I don't know anything else Gauri other than you, your name gives meaning to my existence, now my life is just you. It starts and ends with you"
I hugged him with tears after 2 months of marriage today I realised, i shouldn't fear about losing him because he won't let me go anywhere. No matter what happens I shouldn't feel scared he will always come in between with the problem and me to protect me.
Now I know why I didn't die because he has linked his life with mine and no one can be that cruel to take his life, he is selfless and most pure person.
"Love me Om, love me please Omi. I have been craving for your love since ages. Let this love consume us in it" he pulled apart and wiped my tears.
"You are wea..."
"Please Omi, I want to feel alive again in your love. I'm scared of all the nagative thoughts, please fill me with your love, I know I'm not someone worth it of your love but still I own your love and that's makes me so happy like I'm the queen with so many powers"
"Only and only you are worth it of my love"
He looked into my eyes then at my lips, Ieaned closer and closed my eyes.
Soon his lips were on mine and he was loving me, worshipping me when I was not able to take this passion any more I pulled his hand from my face and made him touch my body, I was craving for his touches, for his skin.
I unbuttoned his shirt while he eased me out of my top.
I didn't feel shy even though I'm insecure of my pregnancy marks and weight, old body but still I knew this is his and he will just love me.
"I need you Omi" I offered him my hand, he moved to me, his eyes were loving me before his lips started to worship me.
He is the man whom I belong and there won't be any other achievement as bigger as this one.
When we cuddled after love making, I knew I could never have enough of him. He can never be bore of me. We don't need reason to be in love, our love is maze and we are trapped in it for forever.
Sorry guys for the late update, this story is completed will only write a epilogue more.
And I really don't remember this story in details so if you find any error or mistake do let me know.
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