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Gauri's POV

Omkara seemed so distant, I thought being with him will bring him closer but It didn't.

I have seen in his eyes he wants me too, maybe I have mistaken but still there was something in his eyes and that was for me. What it could be? what's stopping him?

maybe his love for his first wife stopping him, I don't know what they shared but I m sure about my feelings it's strong for him.

It feels so deep like I have been loving him since decade or from many births.

It may make me other woman but i m ready to be. I m so possessive person and like everyone else I have wished to being someone's first and last. Now I truly know love is no race to be first or second. It's a pure bond of heart of care.

And for my love have to make this love story possible.

should I try to make him jealous or something. I actually Don't know what to do?

I don't know what I have missed, who I m in true sense?

what was my life? what I was perusing ? I don't know what I was? do I had loved someone already? why everything is damn confusing?

My headache is not letting me think anything, no one is saying anything? who could help me?

I saw Rudra in garden, he was on call. he looked so happy while talking on call.

I went in garden to have some talk with Rudy. I hope he can help me in clearing my some doubts.

"bye baby, Love you" Unwillingly I heard rudy's conversation.

as he cut the call and turned around he was face to face with me.

I smiled and he nervously returned the smile.

"Hi rudy"

"hello gauri"

"life has changed a lot, hasn't it?"

he looked sad thinking something.

"It surely did" He replied

"we can't change things but we can surely accept them and start to live fresh"

"Sometimes it's not that easy" his reply was short but it had heavy emotion of sadness.

"hmm, So what's happening in life?"

"I m handling the pune and delhi branch of Oberoi empire, so I rarely get time to come mumbai"

"where does your girlfriend live?"

his eyes got big then there was a cute blush on his face, he had small but cute smile on.

He surely must love her.

"actually she was an intern in our Pune branch at that time I had just completed my internship and i was her senior, we used to fight lot's but with the help of someone love blossom between our hate, She is TL in same department now" He told me his love story enjoying fighting part while describing.

So, she lives in Pune.

"By the way you know her"

my smiled turned into surprise. his raised his eyebrows "me fight"

fight

Bhavya

"yes Bhavya, you got it right"

My eyes caught the ring in his ring finger, maybe he saw me looking at it.

he looked shy "are you...."

"we are engaged" he smiled shyly.

I hugged him happily, life has changed but everything is not negative.

"I m so happy for you"

"I know"

"So when is the wedding?" I always knew they both can have future together. The way they fought always it was sign of it.

"Umm.."

"What happened?" He looked tensed.

"I want to wait for O's marriage"

I didn't know he meant.

"Maasi" I heard dugdug's voice.

"Yes baby"

"Uncle Papa is calling you" Dugdug informed Rudy.

Rudy nodded to me and left.

So now I got more confused without getting anything clear.

Svetlana was on leave, she was tensed something was really troubling her what it could be?

"Maasi"

"Will you help me in studies?"

"Ofcourse sweetheart, come" I held her hand.

We entered in her room, she was having doubts in maths. I m happy at least she is not as dumb as jiji was, but it's shocking she is not even smart like Jiju. She was quite fast in getting things.

I easily helped her in calculation it always been my favourite.

"Where is pari?"

"She went out with om uncle, surprisingly she didn't take you this time" she chuckled.

Yeah it's strange, normally she always take me with her, she doesn't even eat without me.

"How does your aunty look?"

"Who?"

"Om uncle's wife"

She looked shock from my question then it turned to nervousness, she replied in little nervousness "I don't know, I haven't seen her"

Is she lieing?

"Tell me about you uncle and Pari"

She smiled "Om uncle is very sweet, he never shouts on anyone. Mummy Papa both should lern from them always shouting on each other"

She chuckled freely.

"Looks like your Om uncle is nice man"

"Hmm, best uncle. He is reserve type but very observing. When he took me for shopping he bought me doll without my words. He just observed me and knew what I want"

"Isn't it cool?"

"Yeah it is" I caressed her head lovingly.

She is my first daughter, going to remain same even if I have my own child she will be my favourite.

"Rudy uncle is getting married"

"Not really maasi, he just got engaged but no news of marriage" she talked like some adult.

"What do you mean?"

"He is not ready to get married before Om uncle"

So they are trying to marry Omkaraji.

He has dark alone life, I have a forgotten life. Can't we try to make one together?

"Does your Om uncle is ready for marriage?"

She shook her head.

As expected so this is the problem. He is still in love with his first wife.

"He will be soon ready, don't worry" I ruffled dugdug's hair. She looked sad.

"Really?"

"Yes baby"

I kissed her forehead.

Later at night when Omkaraji and Pari walked in my bedroom from back side door.

I didn't say them anything. They had purposely ignored me whole day. I will talk with Omkara ji about the same once pari sleeps.

When I felt Pari is finally sleeping, I thought to seat but before that I felt Omkaraji moved up and looked at us. In fear I closed my eyes.

Suddenly I felt movement, Then there was again silence, I was about to open my eyes but I realised. Someone has joined the bed Beside me.

Omkaraji was sleeping on other side of bed but now he came and lied beside me. My heartbeat increased. I felt his presence near me. He moved some hair strands from my face then I felt a kiss on my temple. The he moved little towards pari side. Maybe he was kissing her too.

My heart was beating so fast I didn't know what to say. I wanted to talk but now when he settled beside me and pulled me in his arms. I just let myself rest in his warm embrace.

It's like living my dream, I dream every night to sleep like this. I kept my head on his chest and Circled his torso with one head. I buried my head in his neck.

He kissed my forehead "sleeping beauty" I heard his soft voice.

My heart was beating fast, my breathing was uneven but still there was some calmness. A different kind of peacefulness.

It really made me forgot all the problems, all the questions, all the doubts. It was like answer to my all trouble.

Like his arms is only place where I can forgot all the worries just like my past. With him like this nothing matter. Even if I had loved someone, or had boyfriend nothing matter.

In a eye blink I will choose his embrace above all. The way his heart was beating it sounded like some popular lullaby in no time I fall in sleep. The most peaceful sleep.

When I woke up in morning it was only me and Pari on bed. I felt disappointed but brushed the thought. The way pari was hugging in sleep I felt so happy. She is my daughter.

Not by blood but by heart, the closeness and love I feel towards dugdug and Shivansh is no more than what I feel with Pari

If I say truly then maybe I love her more, maybe because she doesn't have mom or maybe I don't need reason.

Afterall the heart wants what it wants.

I kissed her forehead.

Later in afternoon when I was in my room I heard Svetlana's voice. I walked to my door and saw her going in Omkara's room with him.

What it could be?

They had held each other's hands.

I was about to walk near and hear there conversation but for my shock both the doors were closed.

Why they need to close the door? What they are doing in that room?

In night I was In his arms then why other woman was holding his hand.

Till now I never thought bad about Svetlana but now I was hell angry on her. If only I had right on Omkaraji I would had pulled her hair and throw her out.

After some minutes the front door opened. I m smart enough to wait near my front door to keep eye on them.

They had some words on door too the  Svetlana simply walked out, so she was not here for me?

She is more than a nurse?

What the hell?

That day on evng I gave cold shoulder to Omkara ji, one day ignored me then at night hugged me and slept, then suddenly next day another woman.

Though I m the other woman in his life but still, why is he trying to complicate things with two other woman.

When he tried to see my painting I turned it and blocked his view, and when after lot's of try he saw my painting he was shock.

Serves you right, today I didn't make bad painting. Normally I make intentionally bad so he can laugh on it and I can admire his laughing handsome face but not any more.

Go to your Svetlana.

What a rubbish name? Sounds like some Sultana.

My mind hinted that I never had any problem with her name before than suddenly now.

Nothing is suddenly, she is trying to take my future name, but I won't let it happen.

When Omkara was walking near me I intentionally bumped in him and fall in his arms. I m Glad that he was fast like my imagination to catch me.

Our eyes meet and it didn't wish to move, I m sure he has feelings for me. Otherwise why would he had slept with me like that.

His both hands on my waist felt so good, next time I will wear crop top so I can feel his fingers on my bare skin.

It was a scene from some romantic movie, we kept looking at each other, leaving the world lost in eyes.

My train of thought broke when I felt tug on
My dupatta I looked down and realised Pari was calling us.

Omara made me stand on my own.

"Papa come to my canvas see what I have painted"

She took Omkara with her, he didn't look at me. I kept looking at him waiting to see his turn but he didn't at all. But the moment he saw the painting his eyes held mine.

There was something very deep in his eyes which I wish to read but I know it's so hard to even observe that from afar.

I moved towards them to check what was the painting which created emotions in the eyes of Omkaraji.

Pari's painting was so beautiful and It was something surprising for me.

Sorry for the late update it was supposed to posted a day earlier but due to my health I issue I couldn't do but it's okay.

Happy Diwali ❤️

I hope you are enjoying the story.

Most of people are confused and curious, now Svetlana will create more doubts in your head.

Keep thinking 😉

Lot's of love ❤️

Stay safe, stay happy ❤️❤️

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