I feel like I've fuck up honestly
It's like even by knowing my existence they're fucking annoyed to know so- whenever I just go and talk I don't even need to hear their damn voice to know they think I'm a complete idiot and moron and to hear their tired voice

I don't know what I'm doing wrong— I know I'm stupid I'm bad at sports I don't socialise the only thing I'm good as is drawing and sitting on my ass with my phone trying to get compliments from people I don't know

Shit sucks man
But..

at least I know I exist in the same world as my cousin

SHIT MAN I DONT KNOW
I THINK THIS IS THE REASON BUT FUUUCK

why can't I look like that ;-;
He got me jealous, angry, simping, happy, sad, depressed & horny all the same time

/hj