Everything posted here is simply to vent. I am not searching for pity or attention. It is all true.

There will be numerous trigger warnings, gore, violence, talks about mental illnesses, rape, and other mature themes. If you are sensitive to those things, I recommend you leave imminently.

I will not take down this story if someone complains. Venting like this helps me a lot, and I won't change anything because someone is 'too sensitive.' I posted the warnings, you had a chance to leave and not read this.